I am a writer in Tokyo

Chapter 74
On the way back, Ju was fine.

It's just that the eyes of the first generation have always been blank.

What did she just hear.

Or, what did Mr. Oshima say?
If I heard you right, is it the Nobel Prize for Literature?
Probably the Nobel Prize in Literature.

The first generation turned his head to look at the horse beside him.

But why...is he not excited at all?

That is the highest honor in the literary world.

"Ms. Oshima just now..."

"It's just that you can try to rush."

Koma shrugged, seemingly not paying attention.

In fact, what Kazuya Oshima wanted to express in those words did not mean that he would hit the Nobel Prize in the future.

He is just a simple reminder.

As for why he talked about some recent events.

It's nothing more than to gain sympathy. Such a poor editor can't refuse him.

And at the same time, a big pie was drawn.

But the question before him is indeed what Kazuya Oshima said.

Appeared too suddenly.

It's not bad, it's just that it makes people feel a little hard to accept.

Being urged by Oshima Kazuya like this, the interest in looking at the scenery in other places was lost for a moment.

Ku considers whether to move.

Moved to a big island and couldn't find a place to go.

After being informed of the address by an editor, it is inevitable to be urged to publish.

But it's better than being known by readers...

The rain didn't stop, although after returning to the tavern, it became much smaller.

But after all, it is a feeling of being dragged down.

He liked the feeling of being always surrounded by cloudy skies.

After sorting out my thoughts a bit, I started to write down the previous manuscript.

Yuriko saw that Ju sat back to his position, and after meowing happily, she sat aside and guarded Ju as usual.

Last time I wrote that Mitsuo Kaneda was full of desire to die because of his wife's death, so he planned to seek death.

In fact, according to the original thinking, some things that Mitsuo Kaneda did because of such a love will be tolerated and understood by others.

But after chatting with Mr. Kinda for a while today, Kou changed his original mind.

If this book is simply about redemption, what is the difference from ordinary chicken soup for the soul?

So Mr. Jintian died, and these things he did may not be understood by people.

Like Mr. Okawa, he will also be excluded, neglected, condemned, or ridiculed.

As he thought of this, Kou drew a circle on the draft paper with his pen.

He thought of the bums.

They are jealous of Mr. Kinda, but also envious of Mr. Kinda.

Because he has love.

At least compared to others, he is not an empty soul.

But he also does some weird things.

For example, under the bridge hole, those homeless people will not be allowed to enter that area, and the surrounding greenery will be built, etc.

A circle represents an infinite loop.

Because after he did these things, he still wanted to think about it.

Then Koma glanced at Yuriko who was squatting beside her.

A line is drawn on the circle.

This line points to Yuriko.

Ok……

A mother cat appears with a kitten.

But this does not change his cynical psychology.

The bums don't want him dead, so they keep wreaking havoc...

Kuma's pen draws lines on the paper.

A piece of blank paper gradually has content.

Then, just like the goddamn Kaneda described in his writing, he gradually began to have an outline and an interior.

Yes, such an old man is strange.

But the bums said.

One night a man seemed to have a fever.

How can other people control other people's life and death.

It was Mr. Jintian who took good care of him cursing.

Someone has a problem with their scooter.

So at least go out and pick up bottles with the sack on your back.

When he came back, Misato Kaneda kicked the scooter and said that waste products cannot be placed here, so he made do with it.

I heard from others that it was Mr. Jintian who repaired it while everyone was not paying attention.

During the repair process, it was seen by a person who slept late and didn't go out to pick up bottles.

Mr. Jin Tian held the broken wrench on his neck, stared and said: "Idiot, if you tell me, I will cut you open myself."

And then entrust him with Lily.

Ok……

He is extremely flattering, and his attitude is completely different from that of the people in the bridge hole. He tries his best to please every upper class person.

Finally, by chance, he found someone worthy of entrustment.

and so.

Suspected?

Ku wrote these words on the paper.

After thinking for a while, he gently melted away.

Then I wrote the word "love".

Yes, Mr. Kinda loves his first wife and children very much.

If you say you love this world, maybe you love it.

Ju put a question mark on it.

So falling in love with someone or the world is like moving into a house.

At first you fall in love with everything new and revel in every morning you have it, as if you're terrified that someone will burst into your room and tell you that it was a mistake and that you don't deserve such a nice place.

But over the years, the exterior of the house starts to wear out, the boards are crumbling, and you will gradually lose love for it because of its supposed imperfection.

Then you gradually become familiar with all the flaws and flaws.

How to keep your keys from getting stuck in the lock when it's cold; which floorboards tend to bend when you step on them; how to open a cabinet door just enough so that it doesn't creak.

These are little secrets that will give you a sense of belonging.

These little secrets may be gradually forgotten over time, but will suddenly sprout at a certain time.

Then looking at these little secrets shining in the sun, you will feel that the world is not so bad anymore.

Kuo wrote another word with his backhand: death.

Yes.

Previously, Mr. Kinda had been seeking death.

The title of the book is A Man Called Mikio Kaneda Decides to Die.

death.

Ju gently touched Yuriko.

"Tell me, what is death?"

"Meow~"

Yuriko rubbed her head against Koma's palm.

But she doesn't go in.

Just squatting beside him like this, she knew very well that she couldn't disturb him.

Kou withdrew his thoughts.

"Death is a strange thing.

People spend their whole lives pretending it doesn't exist, even though it's one of life's greatest motivations.

Some of us have enough time to know death, they can live harder, more persistent, more heroic.

Some people don't realize how beautiful its opposite is until it really gets close.

Others were so bothered by it that they sat in waiting rooms long before it was announced.

We fear it, but we fear it even more when it happens to those around us.

The greatest fear of death is that it passes us by and leaves us alone. "

So there is no doubt that Mikio Kaneda suffers from this fear.

how to say.

He doesn't intend to describe Mikio Kaneda as a flawless human being.

He also doesn't have any protagonist aura, everything happened by accident.

He wants to think, to understand.

Later, he wanted to love this world well, and he could understand it.

People are always contradictory.

So at the end of the day, what is the story trying to say?

Whether it's love, or trust, or something else...

After tapping the tip of Koma's pen, he finally wrote down a word.

Kindness.

If there is a good medicine in this world.

It should be kind.

Kindness is the medicine of hope in this world, which can infuse love and warmth into every lonely soul.

Mikio Kaneda once fought against the world with anger, complaining about the injustice of fate, and his life did not improve at all.

Maybe he was a kind person himself.

So when he was cynical, he was constantly helping others.

Then withdrew the kindness of giving back.

Life is like the sea, with its ups and downs, and its ever-changing, but love and devotion are a bright light in the vast sea.

Today, you build bridges for others, and in the future, others will also pave the way for you.

The horse nodded.

He turned his head slowly, looked at Yuriko and said, "What we lack...maybe just a little bit of kindness."

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