Help, they came out of my dream to catch me!

Chapter 30 Her Eyes (for further reading)

After that night, Ming Nanyan seemed to have completely untied the knot in her heart.

All the low self-esteem, anxiety, and fear before were disintegrated and eliminated in front of Xia Ming's unreserved and unprepared body and mind.

Xia Ming's sincerity, which was as bright and beautiful as glass, made her cry completely.

Xia Ming wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and gently embraced her in his arms.

He knew that those were tears of emotion and tears of relief.

He has revealed his sincerity in this way, will Nan Yan still have those uneasy thoughts in his mind in the future?
impossible.

What he didn't see was the extremely painful expression on the two faces of Ming Nanyan who was buried in his arms.

Since then, Ming Nanyan has become more obedient and obedient.

For Xia Ming's meticulous and considerate care, no matter how small Xia Ming's request is, she will satisfy it.

But she also became more greedy.

Every night, I would take Xia Ming to play games until late at night, which often made Xia Ming wake up the next morning feeling a little lack of energy, and he was too tired to open his eyes.

Sometimes, Xia Ming would think about it too.

Ming Nanyan is so obedient to him, does he really want to let him get used to such a life of wearing clothes, reaching out for food, and opening his mouth by making him a useless person?

Let him depend on her, completely unable to do without her.

This scheming girl must have such an idea, but just kidding, do you think I will just fall into your trap and sink and cannot extricate myself?

Haha, my Dao heart is as strong as iron, you can't shake it, girl.

night.

Xia Ming abided by the agreement, and played a unique two-person game with Ming Nanyan. He regretted losing in this fierce game again, and fell asleep in Ming Nanyan's arms full of refreshing joy. go.

However, what he didn't know was that after he fell asleep, Ming Nanyan didn't hug him and fall asleep with him.

She put his body gently in the sleeping bag and walked outside the tent alone.

The waning moon was covered by dark clouds, making the night sky look darker and darker.

Ming Nanyan lowered her head and looked at her protruding two arms, the ugly wings stretching out from her back, and the other weird and disgusting transparent face next to her cheek.

Suddenly, a strong wind swept across the field, completely blowing out the already dim fire, and extinguishing the last faint light.

In this silent darkness, Ming Nanyan tore at his arms, tore at the wings on his back, and the extra cheeks.

The blood was blurred and bloody.

"It's all your fault! All your ugly things! Fuck me! Get lost!"

But no matter how hard and painful she was, she twisted and tore off these abrupt limbs that symbolized inhumanity from her body, bringing out scarlet blood and endless pain.

Broken limbs and flesh and blood fell to the ground, and new flesh and blood continued to regenerate from her broken body.

While hurting herself in pain, she shed silent tears.

"Mr. Xia Ming, what should I do... Mr. Xia Ming, what should I do..."

In the pitch-black field, except for the sound of the icy wind blowing past, no one answered her questions.

She whimpered and shed tears until finally she collapsed and knelt down on the ground, until the darkest and deepest despair buried her.

She silently packed up everything, went back to the tent silently, embraced Xia Ming's warm body, and fell into a short and shallow sleep.

Xia Ming's revealing of her body and mind that night really made her no longer have the fear and anxiety of being hated by him and being kept away by him.

She had already accepted all of this, accepted that she had become another non-human species, and accepted her weird image that was not human-like, as long as Mr. Xia Ming didn't mind these, as long as Mr. Xia Ming liked it.

But the thing buried deep in her heart that frightened her the most happened.

The body is the body that holds the soul, and the soul lives on the body.

When her body, when her life essence has changed from human to another non-human species.

Whether she is willing or not, the disintegration and change of personality has actually happened in her spiritual world.

She is becoming gradually losing herself.

She is gradually becoming another being who is truly inhuman.

And Xia Ming's caresses and kisses, those intense games were just drinking poison to quench thirst, and could not completely curb this trend of change.

Within a month, she was sure that she was completely in love with this man who saved herself, tolerated herself and redeemed herself.

But if this continues, if one day my love for Mr. Xia Ming changes and I forget about it...

If one day I look at this lowly being made of flesh and blood in my arms, and impatiently use electric current to roast him into dry coke...

Whenever she thinks of such a possibility, Ming Nanyan's heart feels as if she slipped from the edge of a cliff and fell into a bottomless, dark, cold abyss.

The more desperate and fearful she is, the more she wants to take care of Xia Ming in every possible way, obey him whatever he wants, the more she desires to get more care and warmth from Xia Ming, to prove that even though everything has changed for her, This love for Mr. Xia Ming will never change.

Then he fell into darker and darker pain and despair. In the silent night, he tore the flesh and blood of his body silently and painfully, thinking that by doing this, he could return to the past and return to his human appearance.

However, the self-regenerating flesh and blood on her body and the new limbs born from the broken body clearly told her that all her struggles were futile.

Ming Nanyan's real crisis was never in the Ming family, but in the disintegration of self and the death of personality.

Xia Ming, who was sleeping soundly, didn't realize this yet.

He just woke up in a daze the next day and continued to enjoy Ming Nanyan's service, enjoying the joy of cultivating and becoming stronger with her. This was a rocket-like speed of practice that he had never experienced in the real world with his mediocre aptitude. .

Even if many highly talented and favored by the heavens, it will take a very long time to break through from the fifth level to the sixth level, 20 years? 30 years?
However, Xia Ming felt that being led by Ming Nanyan to practice like this, as long as he was given another month, he could break through to the sixth level!
When the time comes to kill Ming Qian with a wave of his hand, it will not be easy and just around the corner!
Ming Nanyan pretended too well during the day, and at night he always exhausted him and fell into a deep sleep. Xia Ming didn't think there was anything wrong. He still felt that it was abnormal that Ming Nanyan, a little pervert, was not greedy for his body. up.

However, with the improvement of spiritual energy strength, and the gradual improvement of endurance and resistance after many games, he is actually not as exhausted as Ming Nanyan thought, sleeping so deeply that he has no perception of what is happening around him .

At night, after having fun again.

Xia Ming, who was sleeping deeply, always felt that his sleep was not so comfortable, as if something was missing in his arms, a big soft and warm pillow.

But that seemed to be an illusion again, because the soft and warm feeling came back after a while.

But on the second night, the third night...

Xia Ming always felt this way, as if he didn't sleep so sweet and delicious for a while when he slept at night, as if he lacked Ming Nanyan's embrace?
On the fourth day, the supplies of the two were exhausted.

Ming Nanyan carried Xia Ming to a nearby town for supplies.

This time, Xia Ming was careful, and at night pretended to faint from excitement, and fell asleep in Ming Nanyan's arms.

This was the same as him every night before, Ming Nanyan didn't notice anything unusual.

What Ming Nanyan didn't know was that it was her caring and caring for Xia Ming, and her obedience to whatever she wanted, that made Xia Ming feel a little uncomfortable as soon as he left her embrace, and found that There are unusual clues.

An hour later, she looked at Xia Ming's handsome face with a sad expression, gently stroked the neck where her lip marks had been planted, and finally let go of her hands reluctantly, gently placed Xia Ming's body on the bed, covered her Quilt, a person walked into the dark bathroom.

The sound of tearing flesh came from the bathroom, the tiny, penetrating, creepy tearing sound, the sound of blood splattering...

Xia Ming opened his eyes from the bed, walked quietly to the door of the bathroom, turned on the light and opened the door in one go.

"Nan Yan, what are you doing?!"

His eyes widened in shock, he looked at the broken limbs on the ground, at the bathroom wall stained red with blood, and finally his eyes fell on Ming Nanyan, whose body was broken and crying in pain.

"you……"

Ming Nanyan rushed over and closed the door with a "bang", and fell powerlessly on the bloody ground.

A door separated the two worlds, and only her vaguely distorted and painful figure could be seen inside the translucent glass door.

"Mr. Xia Ming, don't look...don't...look..."

The sound of her sobbing in a low voice was like the sob of a pure and innocent fawn lying on the edge of a pool.

"I...will fix these right away, Mr. Xia Ming, please don't come in, please...please..."

This was the first time she made such a sad plea to Xia Ming.

Xia Ming was silent.

Before that, he thought that he had helped the girl get rid of the shadow in her heart, and he thought that what he needed to do next was to make the girl stronger quickly, with the power to deal with dangerous crises, and the trial task of saving the girl would be successfully completed.

But seeing the scene in front of him, he suddenly understood.

It turned out that he had never really succeeded in saving her heart.

This closed door sealed the true fear and despair in the girl's heart, and he had never successfully opened it.

In the bathroom, Ming Nanyan frantically cleaned up the scene with her psychic energy. Obviously, the strength of her psychic energy had reached the fourth level. It was obvious that this month's training had allowed her to control her psychic energy even better than Mr. Xia Ming.

But at this moment, she was trembling uncontrollably, her lips were trembling, her hands and feet were trembling, even the will to drive the psionic energy was trembling, obviously she wanted to clean up the blood on the ground, but the invisible force was uncontrollable Fly tiles and smash the ground.

Xia Ming sat on the bed, quietly watching the scene in front of him.

Ming Nanyan begged him not to go in, but he refused to go in.

But he pressed a switch, making the frosted glass surrounding the entire bathroom transparent, allowing him to clearly see the scene in front of him.

Why is this happening?

His big heart, which had always been optimistic, was not beating so cheerfully at this time.

slow, heavy...

Until Ming Nanyan cleaned up everything and came out of the bathroom.

When the two were alone, she always showed her true identity, as if she had completely accepted her identity under Xia Ming's comfort.

But at this moment, she did not reveal her real body, but turned into a human form, the same as she was when she was a human.

"Mr. Xia Ming..."

She lowered her head, her eyes were red, and she walked over anxiously.

When she saw the frosted glass that had become transparent, her expression suddenly became more sad.

"So Mr. Xia Ming, you... have seen it..."

"Of course I saw it."

Xia Ming stood up, walked up to her, and rubbed her head fiercely.

"Why is it like this again? It's like this again! Don't hide it as soon as you have something on your mind, tell me if you have something, let's find a solution together! Ming Nanyan! I must punish you severely, and I will let you For three days, no, ten days, you can't hold me to sleep, and you can't enjoy my kisses!"

The tricks that have always been invincible in the past have failed in front of Ming Nanyan this time.

She smiled wryly, and looked sadly at Xia Ming's eyes, those eyes that gazed at him affectionately before, at this moment besides sadness, there was also a trace of inhuman indifference.

That cold feeling, like contempt, like ignorance, is like a human being looking at an ant under his feet without emotion.

"Mr. Xia Ming, do you feel it?"

"I... I'm starting to not look like myself..."

"Obviously I love you so much, I like you so much, but occasionally I still have a slight illusion, as if what I see in front of me is not the object of my longing and lust, but a tiny life made of blood clots, a daring creature who dares to covet and invade my body Ants."

"It's not just you, the world has long been different in my eyes, through my inhuman eyes." She pointed to the eyes on her ethereal and illusory face, with an expression of indescribable sadness.

"I can't feel the fragrance of flowers and plants, I can't feel the taste of the delicacies I cook for you every day, even when I'm happy with you... Those joyful and happy emotions seem to be just false electrical signals simulated by the body. "

"People, plants, animals... everything in my eyes is just a bunch of color and meat pieces with different colors and smells, and they are low-level, small and insignificant dust."

"I can feel that the human emotions in me are disappearing. I look at this world every day. I feel disgusted. I feel disgusted. I have an urge to destroy everything. Even staying by your side , looking at you..."

"Mr. Xia Ming, Mr. Xia Ming... Even if it's you, even if I look at you like this... what I see is just a phantom of you in the past, the appearance of you in my memory."

Silent tears flowed all over her face, she clutched the corner of Xia Ming's clothes tightly, trembling, sobbing, wailing out desperate whispers.

"In my eyes, you have already been with those things..."

"...became the same."

(End of this chapter)