Infinite Flame Break

( ) "Want to understand the meaning of life? Want to really...live?"

A 17-year-old boy, wearing a white and slender hospital gown, sat cross-legged on a chair, staring at the computer screen in front of him, gnawing the fingers of his left hand in his mouth, and the blood flowed from the damaged finger The blood mixed with the saliva in the mouth, and the strong smell of blood stimulated the boy's taste buds while relieving the boy's repressed madness.

But the boy's right hand holding the mouse was still shaking, and the mouse kept moving on the "yes" option.The boy's eyes were black and deep, even the submissive bangs couldn't block the light of the boy's eyes, the crazy and passionate light.

This is the Mental Disease Research Center on the outskirts of the capital of China, which is a national first-level brain research base. There are three types of patients here. The first type is a patient with special research value, that is, a white mouse; the second type is The real top figures with great wealth and power are gilded patients who demand advanced and advanced treatment for their loved ones through their rights; and the young man named Yu Zihan in front of him is the third type of person, not only a social leader with power A human child is a white mouse with research value, in other words, a gilded white mouse.

Yu Zihan has been asking himself the meaning of being in this world since he was a child. For this reason, he has also asked the people around him about the meaning of his life, but for the seemingly profound questions asked by a child, the answers of adults are always Is it coincidentally "You are still young, you will understand when you grow up." Are you still young?It is true that the biological age is still young, but unfortunately no one knows, but the memories in Xiao Zihan's mind are not limited to the memories of this life.

There is a saying in Buddhism called "Su Hui", that is, after reincarnation, reincarnate with the wisdom of the previous life, and the professional term of modern online novels is "rebirth".But why is it me?Why is Su Hui the only one who owns him?What's the secret?Also, is Su Huizhong's memory her own past life, or is someone else putting it in her mind with ulterior motives?Even if this is really his previous life, is there any key memory missing?

Questions, curiosity, guesses, and secrets, Zihan likes to think more than other children of the same age since he was a child, so he is more silent and introverted.But with a child's mind, it is difficult to see and understand Su Huizhong's life. Under the impact of that messy soul, Yu Zihan fell ill as expected. The illness is called "schizophrenia".

Born from doubts and growing up in Su Hui, Yu Zihan longed for and subconsciously split a personality called "Zhi". Pure reason is like a computer, which can only calculate and process data without emotion, and seek the real truth. world.Xiao Zihan found excitedly that since the birth of "wisdom", he has become smarter. The knowledge in the library, the wisdom in his mind, and the truth of everything in this world seem to be so within reach.

But what Xiao Zihan didn't know was that this was only his first step on the road to madness, and it was also the foreshadowing for him to become a white mouse.

Even with Su Hui, a child's mind is still a child's mind, as if the software is top-notch, but the operating staff is second-rate, and children are like this, often ignoring many things because of the momentary excitement.Zihan, who was obsessed in the library to discover the mysteries of Su Hui, did not realize that because of his special behavior, he gradually became the most unpopular figure among the children in the neighborhood.Parents at the top of the military do not have free time to educate their children. They can only provide superior living conditions to pamper this love crystallization under political marriage.

In an environment where parents do not love and mother does not love, a eccentric child will inevitably become the target of bullying by the children in the yard, and a lonely and unpopular child whose parents are in high positions, no matter from which point of view, They are all the best targets for the child Wang Liwei. Of course, whether the child understands these truths remains to be verified. Perhaps there are some depressed little people with distorted thoughts behind the bullying incident.

The first time was like this, the second time was like this, and the third time was still like this. Yu Zihan, who was covered in bruises, understood his situation through the analysis of "wisdom", but the more he understood, the less he understood that he had done nothing wrong. What, why should I be wronged?The lonely little Zihan can only depend on "Zhi" for life, but the little Zihan who communicates with "Zhi" day after day doesn't know how unstable he is slowly gaining the ability to control his schizophrenic personality. In the environment in which he grew up, a wild and murderous personality quietly grew up without Xiao Zihan not noticing.

Yu Zihan still remembered that it was ten years ago, when Zihan, who had just entered the first grade of elementary school, was bullied again, but this time it was different.

For children, the more toys the better, the same goes for bullies. A girl in the class, because her parents were at the bottom of the yard, was also the target of bullying.The two children with the same illness became friends in this way, but it was also this girl who became the trigger for the awakening of Yu Zihan's second sub-personality "Lie".

"Why? Why are you bullying me with them?" Xiao Zihan bit his lips while enduring the fists on his body, staring at the girl in the crowd in front of him.

This is a conspiracy, a very crude conspiracy, that awkward demeanor, that preposterous excuse, even without a "wisdom" reminder, Xiao Zihan understands that this is a conspiracy, but the bottomless trust still makes him fall into the trap. go in.

"They said, as long as I bring you to the back mountain, they won't beat me anymore..." The girl outside the crowd seemed to hear Xiao Zihan's voice, and explained in a panic, "They said, they won't hurt you."

Betrayal, naked betrayal, in exchange for the other party's suffering in exchange for one's own safety, what a selfish reason this is.

"Fufufufu," the girl's absurd reason finally broke Xiao Zihan's reason like a tight thread.

Breaking free from the restraint on his body like a beast, he let out a roar like a beast. Xiao Zihan picked up a stone from the ground, not caring about the size or sharpness of the stone, and just smashed it on the head of the child beside him. This erupts from a child.

When Xiao Zihan came back to his senses, the stone in his hand was covered with blood, and the targets who bullied him in the past were lying on the ground, moaning, and the little girl who was kneeling on the ground was still there, her eyes were full of fear, maybe that Only then did she realize that her family background was the best and most powerful among all the children present.

How was the handling of the matter later? Yu Zihan forgot, and the girl's name. He just remembered that there were a few little people in the yard who became victims. With the roar of "Lie", he came here and stayed here for ten years.

Yu Zihan realized that he might not be a resident of the current world in his previous life. Su Huizhong's memory is unparalleled clear. As long as he recalls, even the texture of each brick and tile is so obvious. It is precisely such a huge amount of information that makes Yu Zihan Han became a lunatic among the secular population.

And the choice in front of her was exactly the plot of Su Huizhong's novel called "Infinite Horror".

"I can finally leave this boring world, my blood is boiling. Haha." Yu Zihan laughed wildly.

"However, will all of this really be like the one in the novel? After we enter the space of the Lord God, will we be cannon fodder in the novel, or will we become an odd number? Is this the world of "Infinite Horror" or a similar parallel world? What is the similarity rate of the plot of the novel? Is it the same for the appearance of the characters?..." After laughing wildly, Yu Zihan calmed down for a moment, analyzing everything in front of him, his eyes were calm and calm, calculating the things in front of him like a computer.

"Hey, "Lie" don't get too excited, and now there is not enough information, "Zhi" will make a plan of action based on certain assumptions," Yu Zihan's expression changed back to the lunatic at the beginning, where he Talking to himself, he looks like a complete lunatic, but only Yu Zihan knows that under the influence of Su Hui, his so-called secondary personality is like another self, which can help him deal with some things at the cost of severe headaches, but It was this irresistible headache that pulled Yu Zihan out of his madness.

"Dong dong dong," there was a knock on the door outside, breaking the tranquility of the room.

"Come in," Yu Zihan replied impatiently.

In this psychiatric hospital, Yu Zihan exists like an emperor, and his gilded identity allows him to be protected. After he grasped the evidence of an affair between the dean and the head nurse a few years ago, this place has become Yu Zihan's kingdom. Unfortunately, A birdcage is always a birdcage, even if it is crowned with the title of a kingdom, it cannot break the fact of losing freedom.

With a "click", Dean Wang walked in with a charming smile on his face. His delicate and handsome appearance was still full of charm even in middle age.For the sake of money and status, relying on her appearance and methods, she married a wife who is extremely aggressive but full of status. The smooth sailing in her official career is not without price. Yu Zihan has also seen the photo of President Wang's wife in the office, she is not ordinary fat Short and ugly, it's no wonder that she falls in love with the young and delicious head nurse.

"Mr. Yu, I have already brought what you asked for, but some medicines and weapons. This is a hospital after all. I really can't do anything." Dean Wang lowered his head, presented a package with both hands, and waited anxiously for Yu Zihan's arrival. Speaking, I originally thought that Yu Zihan was a child. Even if he was gilded, he was still just an ordinary mental patient. Han is the ability to be a first-level research object.

If other people have schizophrenia, it is common for them to be confused between the main personality and the sub-personality, but Yu Zihan is different. He separates the two sub-personalities independently, and uses this to effectively develop and use brain regions to The main personality is the leader, and the sub-personality is the vanguard, developing the rational brain and the emotional brain. The coexistence of the three greatly enhances its research value and protection.

"Well, although it's not complete, it's as expected. Someone else has already picked up the other things for me," Yu Zihan replied as he took the package and checked it.

"Other people?" Dean Wang questioned, besides me, is there anyone else doing things for him?

"Of course, Dean Wang, do you think you are the only one in the hospital who is threatened by me? Hehe." Yu Zihan raised his head and said with a smile.

"Hehe," Dean Wang also laughed, but it was just a wry smile. He should have understood a long time ago that if he wanted to grasp his own handle and effectively threaten himself, how could he have no one to help.

"Okay, no kidding, you go to work first."

"Then, I'm off to work, let me know if you need to."

"Well," Yu Zihan waved his hands impatiently, took out a backpack from under the bed, and packed his luggage.

The time when I received the invitation from the Lord God's space was not today. When I first received the invitation, "Lie" was really excited and wanted to enter the space to fight immediately, but was immediately stopped by "Zhi", regardless of the similarity between the actual situation and the situation in the novel How much has been reached, relying on basic knowledge, it is better to enter preparedly than to enter rashly, and the things in the backpack are really prepared by Yu Zihan for the break-through of the main god's space.

"No matter what the outcome is, I've already died once. Anyway, I'm just a bird in a cage now, and I have nothing to lose. The worst outcome has already existed, so let me play well, Lord God Space!" After Yu Zihan finished speaking, his right hand Click the option on the screen without hesitation, "yes!"