I and the dog-licking heroine are one body and two souls

Chapter 29 She admits defeat

That time when Jiang Mu wanted to call the police, Tang Yaqian refused, so she went to see her mother. Although her mother was indifferent to her, she had an older brother and younger brother, and she never touched the piano again.

Later, Jiang Mu married her because his mother still married her, but he was disgusted by him after marriage, and she had a shadow on the intimacy of husband and wife and could not make Jiang Mu happy. It didn't take long for Jiang Mu to have different dreams with her, and there were rumors that she couldn't have children. And that's where it started.

Jiang Mu never clarified it for her. She was already weak, and it was the first time she faced this kind of thing, she was at a loss.

She loved Jiang Mu in her heart, endured these rumors and became his wife, and prayed that her brother would help him a lot at work, never be stingy with money, and let her mother-in-law take care of everything.

She just wanted a place to stay, she was dirty and had nowhere to go.

But Jiang Mu ended up having an affair with a younger girl, and tricked her into a surrogate pregnancy in an attempt to cheat her of the premarital property that her brother gave her.

"Tang Shiyong, people in this world are all bad guys. Jiang Mu was so good at that time, didn't he leave with someone else in the end? Song Muming is also a bad guy. He just thinks you are young and easy to cheat. He just wants to cheat you into bed. In the end, he still Will abandon you!"

Tang Shiyong looked at her face on the lake, at that moment Tang Yaqian returned to her body, and cried helplessly to the water: "You have to trust me, I'm protecting you, there are no good people in this world, no!"

"They are all liars! Liars! The second time, obviously I avoided the disaster after being reborn, and obviously I came back clean. Am I treating Jiang Mu badly? Why did he leave with someone else in the end?"

"However, no matter how bad he is, he is the only one who never disliked me..."

Tang Shiyong finally understood that Tang Yaqian's dog-licking behavior in the second life, she attributed her misfortune in the first life to that accidental injury, which also proved that Jiang Mu is the best man in the world, so she naively thought that In the second life, as long as she has no accidents, Jiang Mu will have a happy marriage and life with her.

But, no.

Tang Yaqian couldn't get out of the shadows. In the first life, because she was actually violated, she took a break from school at the age of 20 to [-] to rest. In the second and third lives, she didn't feel that hurdle in those two years, so she suspended school for two years.

"Tang Yaqian, don't force yourself, okay? You don't like him a long time ago, don't be trapped in the hurt of that night, or there will never be a new life again." Tang Shiyong persuaded, both women, this kind of hurt She can understand that she has also been hurt emotionally, but she can't continue to be negative, otherwise this vicious circle will never be resolved.

Tang Yaqian's memories are relatively abstract, and she subconsciously protected Tang Shiyong, so apart from knowing the truth about the kind of hurt Tang Shiyong, she was not tortured by the "memory" process at all.

What a gentle girl, she can clearly make her feel the despair at that time, the suffocation feeling of being crushed and violated, and almost being strangled to death.

"You don't understand, you don't understand." Tang Yaqian has a beautiful appearance, and even when she cries, she is pitiful, but she refuses to communicate: "The appearance of a new man means unknown harm, and I can't avoid the harm for so long, it's the same with another person As a result, what Jiang Mu said before was right, I am indeed useless."

How long has it been?

The first life and the second life died on the same day, and the age of 32 is twice that of 64 years old. Adding the 20 years of living now, there are three lives in 84 years, and some people even live past 84 years old once.

Other people's life is her third life.

However, Jiang Mu, who she regarded as the savior of the world, yelled at her after failing to get intimate one day, calling her crazy, and calling her for delaying his life.

She will take the road of suicide, trying to make way for Jiang Mu.

……

The gentle and stupid girl refused to look any further in order to protect herself. Tang Shiyong was angry and hated at seeing her, and finally she couldn't bear to say one more bad word about her.

"Tang Yaqian, don't think like this. You are very beautiful. You just changed your clothes a little. People like you when you walk on the road. You are not worthless." Tang Shiyong is worthless for her. The smoke disappeared, and Tang Yaqian's life had been living on the night she was rescued by Jiang Mu, and she couldn't come out to face the future at all.

In her eyes, without Jiang Mu, there would be no way out. If he didn't come that night, she would definitely die in that stinky corner, and be found naked with scars all over her body.

A scholar can be killed, but not humiliated.

But when Jiang Mu came, he hugged her, carried her through the pain, and took her to find her mother. That's why she wanted to be with Jiang Mu for the rest of her life. Even if she was going to be rejected by him, she still had to follow. he.

But today, Jiang Mu let her go, she was in so much pain, he still let her go.

Maybe in this life, she won't even be by his side. He likes his senior sister, and he won't save her.

Tang Shiyong felt that Tang Yaqian was too pessimistic, so she immediately turned on the camera function on her phone, and said to the beautiful face inside, "Look at you now, you can attract such an excellent man just by smiling."

The camera has a beauty function, and her tearful face is so pitiful and painful on the phone.

Tang Shiyong emphasized: "Song Muming, how many people only dare to think about a man in their dreams. He just scolded and cried Yu Wenzhi this morning, but he is willing to get slippers for you."

"What he likes is you, and you are always with him, so these are all given to you by him, not me." Tang Yaqian can't lie to herself, she is the most beautiful today in 84, with beautiful jewelry and concerts, There are also very good men who confess, but all of this is for Tang Shiyong, not her.

Tang Shiyong shook her head: "No! I am you. We are the same person. You see, I was so good in my previous life. Didn't I not have a confidant? In this life, you have such a beautiful appearance that I can attract Song Muming. All of them add up. Not as good as a Song Muming."

Tang Shiyong is an orphan, her appearance can only be considered ordinary, she is not withdrawn and she is very good at taking advantage of herself, but in the end she becomes famous, but there is no one around her who is willing to coax her sincerely.

At the beginning of love, the beloved man married someone else for money, and she was finally beaten by his wife at the gate of the National Conservatory of Music, and that man watched her beating in the car.

When she became famous, she didn't believe any man's rhetoric, but she knew that these were not her fault. A girl who has been hurt, even if she doesn't have a partner who truly loves her, she will live a more chic life than everyone else.

"Tang Yaqian, you are me, and I am you." Tang Shiyong decided to help her out of the gloom and encouraged her: "Without you, Song Muming would not have noticed me so quickly. We are able to enjoy today, and this is also thanks to you."

Tang Yaqian looked at her beautiful self on the water. This face came from Tang Yaqian. It attracted Song Muming, but it was Tang Shiyong who got along with him that made Song Muming fall in love with her.

Weird and cute Tang Shiyong.

But in any case, they are inseparable.

She tried to calm Tang Yaqian's mood, but now Tang Yaqian's mind is full of Song Muming, he said: "He will definitely discover her goodness, they can go to all the beautiful places in the world to find the voice she likes."

He confessed his love to Tang Yaqian, but he wanted to find her loving voice with Tang Shiyong.

How is this different from Jiang Mu in the previous two lives? !

no!She can't go on like this!She finally returned to her best self, she can no longer face the disappointment of tomorrow!
The beautiful face of the little princess on the water gradually distorted, watching her go from hell to heaven today, being expelled by everyone and then held in the palm of her hand, but it was because of another person in her body that the last bit of persistence collapsed.

Song Muming said a lot, and he described the illusory future very brilliantly, but he only missed one sentence, a sentence that Tang Yaqian cared about very much but Tang Shiyong avoided.

He didn't say, like or love.

Don't say such a sentence, it becomes the strong evidence of Tang Yaqian's final rebuttal, Song Muming is playing with her.

The phone rang and the screen lit up. It was Zhang Rushan in the dormitory, but Tang Yaqian only focused on the time on the screen.

At 33:[-] in the evening, it was almost three hours since Song Muming was just rejected.

For three hours, he had no news.

He also gave up on her, she just rejected him, and he didn't even have a little action to fight for.Before that, he would send a message saying he was home.

Sure enough, men are liars.

Tang Yaqian got up and looked at the chilly lake surface, took off her slippers and put them neatly. Wearing the most beautiful princess dress in her life, she jumped into the icy lake barefoot.

She lived three lives, but it was not as good as Tang Shiyong's one month.

She threw in the towel and gave up.

(End of this chapter)