Chapter 185

After thoroughly dealing with the Jia family's affairs, Li Chengzhen walked out of the company building and walked to the side of the road. There was already a person waiting for him here.

……

"Brother Li, are you done with the matter?" Xiao Zizai smiled gently and greeted Li Chengzhen.

Even on the rest day, Xiao Zizai is still wearing a neat suit, and his hair is well-groomed. He looks like a very patient and organized person.

"Brother Xiao, you have been waiting for a long time." Li Chengzhen nodded and walked away, "Let's go, let's find a place to talk about it."

"Wait a minute," Xiao Zizai suddenly gave Li Chengzhen a hand, and raised his finger to point, "Red light."

Li Chengzhen was taken aback, looked over, it was indeed a red light, and there were not many cars on this road, Li Chengzhen really didn't notice this.

It's no wonder, as long as you are an angry stranger, not to mention flying over the walls, at least playing extreme sports like parkour is not a problem. They are usually used to being tall and tall, and rarely notice that these are ordinary man made rules

……

"Brother Xiao, a person like you actually cares about traffic rules." Li Chengzhen couldn't help but be amazed.

"What kind of person is I?" Xiao Zizai smiled indifferently, "I am a good citizen who abides by the law, and I don't do anything that violates the law or discipline."

"Pfft, Brother Xiao, what Uncle Dou said is really good," Li Chengzhen couldn't hold back all of a sudden, and smiled, "The unexpected contrast is so cute."

"En?" Xiao Zizai was taken aback, "Why did Lao Dou arrange me with you?"

"Hahaha," Li Chengzhen shook his head, "It's nothing, Uncle Dou just told me that you are a person who pays great attention to rules, even when you play gta5, you will wait for the red light, and when you play the red police, you will walk across the zebra crossing , I thought Uncle Dou was joking."

"Hahaha," Xiao Zizai also smiled and shook his head, "What's wrong with paying attention to rules? People live in this world, and everything they see is rules. What kind of benevolence and morality are also rules? They are all based on the individual as the benchmark, and the constraints on you, but without these constraints, what can you use to prove that you are an individual? I usually break away from too many constraints, so I like to use limited rules to restrict Myself, at least it can make me feel that I am still a person.”

"Hehehe, Brother Li, getting rid of the rules is addictive, especially aliens. They have the ability to disobey many rules set for others, but aliens are still individuals in the final analysis." Xiao Zizai said, and then Glancing at Li Chengzhen, his eyes turned slightly red, and then he returned to normal, "By the way, Brother Li, I give you a piece of advice, don't try to explore my past too much...it's disgusting."

Li Chengzhen's eyes flickered slightly, he was silent for a moment, and nodded slightly.

……

The red light above his head flickered several times, like intertwined gazes, and the next moment it turned green, allowing him to pass.

"Let's go, Brother Xiao," Li Chengzhen shook his head, smiled, and greeted Xiao Zizai.

……

The two came all the way to a deserted coffee shop, found a corner, ordered two cups of coffee, and sat down facing each other.

"Brother Xiao, when you were in Jia's Village, you said you needed my help with something. I don't know what it is?" Li Chengzhen asked straight to the point.

"It's a long story," Xiao Zizai paused, "Ask back, I heard people say, Brother Li, do you have contact with the Three Devils?"

"..." Li Chengzhen was slightly taken aback, and smiled randomly, "Brother Xiao, we are the same kind, and you have saved my life, so you don't need to be so obscene. It's a member of the Three Demons Sect, what's the matter, Brother Xiao? What are you looking for from the Three Demons Sect?"

Xiao Zizai didn't answer, but just looked at Li Chengzhen in astonishment, as if he was a little surprised that he was willing to admit so decisively that he had a relationship with Quanxing. It's all about opening your mouth.

……

"Brother Li, I think you have probably investigated me, and you should know that I am a patient." Xiao Zizai's voice was much lower than usual, "I am born with a kind of heart that is called empathy, in other words, I am a cruel person by nature. Whenever a life passes by my fingertips, the indescribable pleasure will make me ecstatic, like smoking D drugs, not only psychologically, but even physically. There is pleasure."

"People like me are the ones who are most likely to embark on the path of crime. It can even be said that I am a born criminal against humanity, but I am very lucky. I was already in the dark, yearning for the light, and I met my mentor. He He led me to practice Buddhist methods and enlightenment, and also led me through the darkest years, but human nature cannot be suppressed, and I will inevitably fall into the abyss in the end."

"The process in the middle is very complicated, but you already know the result. I turned my back on the teacher and continued the three thousand threads of troubles that came from my heart, but the fate seems to have not been resolved to that point. When I met Lao Dou, he gave me an idea, which can satisfy my desires without violating the bottom line of being a human being. This method is... black and black."

Xiao Zizai's face was calm and frightening, and his eyes did not flicker in the slightest.

"But I'm still a human being after all. I still have deep guilt for betraying my master, and my master even used up all my skills to save me." Xiao Zizai's eyes finally wavered, "Buddhism pays attention to greed, hatred, Three thoughts of ignorance, and I am a person with all five poisons, but the only difference is that my greed and obsession are both caused by hatred. Although they are three thoughts, they actually have the same source, and this hatred, It's my roots again."

"Buddhism divides people into three fields, one is the sentient beings with good roots, the other is the sentient beings with dull roots that are not conducive to saving, and the third is the sentient beings without roots that are extremely difficult to save," Xiao Zizai erected Three fingers, "I am not a rootless being. After all, I can still find my own roots, but my blunt roots are deeply rooted, which can be said to be rare in the world."

"But in the end, the master still pointed out some clear ways for me and prescribed some medicines for this disease." Xiao Zizai paused and continued, "One kind of nature is to rely on self-enlightenment and save yourself, which is also what I am doing. This is the only way to cure, and it is the only way to cure.”

"But there is another way, that is to seek the help of external objects. This is a palliative solution, but I am really tired. Even if I experience it once, what is the feeling of a normal person? To be honest. , I don’t think I’m abnormal, after all, I was born this way, but I carry the expectations of my master, so I’m willing to try my best.”

"And the Three Devils have exactly one method of the path I want to take!"

(End of this chapter)

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