Under one person, five blessings come to the door

Chapter 62
In the ward.

Li Chengzhen looked at Huashuo, said lightly, and asked, "Should I call you Huashuo, or Hua Tuo?"

"...Call me Hua Tuo, at least I think I am Hua Tuo now," Hua Shuo's voice was hoarse and his eyes were calm.

This is completely opposite to before. When he was first brought back by the company, he seemed quite impatient and eager to prove himself, but with all kinds of evidence in front of him, it seemed to show one thing, one thing that he did not know at all. Unwilling to believe.

He doesn't seem to be Hua Tuo.

It is conceivable what a big blow it is. If suddenly one day, you realize that you are no longer yourself, what you firmly believe in is actually wrong, and you are actually someone else.

This is probably unacceptable to anyone.

"Actually, I'm a little confused now. I don't know what kind of attitude I should use to talk to you." Li Chengzhen's eyes flickered. "If it is based on Hua Tuo, he is one of the greatest Xinglin aliens in history. Of course It deserves my respect, but you are now an alternative personality born from a godhead experiment. The purpose of my coming is to destroy you and awaken your master personality. Actually, I should not talk to you at all, but I am very curious about the state of your godhead. I am willing to spend a certain amount of time listening to your feelings, of course, if you are willing."

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"Hua Tuo" was silent for a moment, looked Li Chengzhen up and down carefully, and sighed deeply.

"Listen to my feelings? I can only say that it is very bad. I am obviously proficient in speaking normal language, but my mind reminds me over and over again that my language habits are wrong. Can you empathize with me?" Tuo sighed again,
"From the moment I thought about it, I was eager to find evidence that the "Qing Nang Sutra" was passed down in this world, but am I really Hua Tuo? Why can't I recall the content of the "Qing Nang Sutra" , I gradually realized that I might not be me. According to your explanations, I learned something. I was just based on my belief in the miracle doctor Hua Tuo in history, combined with the personality of my current body to produce a deformed body. Creation, when I realized this, I was lost."

"I know where I come from, but where should I go? How to go, I don't know if I have the meaning of existence, and I don't know whether these obsessions should become the meaning of my existence, but I am now objectively Existence, I'm thinking, it makes me feel a void that touches my soul! If you could make me disappear, that would be great, too much thinking, hurting my body and mind, maybe I'm going crazy, maybe I'm already .”

"Are you obsessed?" Li Chengzhen muttered a few words, and then asked, "Can you feel what will happen if your obsession is eliminated?"

"I don't know, but one thing is certain. Once my obsession is satisfied, the logic that supports all my actions will be shattered directly. I don't know exactly what will happen, but there is no doubt that I will disappear. , maybe he will wake up, maybe he will still be stuck in it, that kid named Huashuo, he is a good boy, and he has a very good life, my disappearance is the best result for him, I am a doctor , at least I think so, I don’t know how many people I have saved, but I never mind if there is one more number,” Hua Tuo’s eyes were so calm that they were scary, full of thinking about himself and respect for life .

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"...I see," Li Chengzhen nodded, respecting Hua Tuo's choice.

Li Chengzhen is very straightforward, there is no way, this kind of thing cannot be allowed to be sentimental, the energy in his hands is surging, Hua Tuo's godhead is slowly forming, and you can play many gods, even though there are only two most fundamental ones, but It is enough to put it here.

Li Chengzhen's idea of ​​treating illnesses is very simple. Since the godhead is formed by belief, if it breaks away from the belief, the godhead will naturally collapse, and the next thing is to wake up that person.

Now these researchers have closed-element needles on their bodies, and their qi energy is not running smoothly, and they cannot operate their godheads. Li Chengzhen only needs to build a new godhead, absorb the power of faith, and let them float away naturally. His godhead will naturally fall apart.

As the godhead took shape, the power of faith began to be slowly absorbed, and Hua Tuo could feel it too, but he didn't say anything, but calmly began to look at himself again, every part of his body felt so familiar and familiar. strangeness.

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"Have you ever studied Chinese medicine?" After a long silence, Hua Tuo suddenly turned his head and asked Li Chengzhen.

"I haven't learned it before, why do you ask such a question?" Li Chengzhen was a little puzzled, he glanced at Gee, and guessed that the power of faith in Huashuo's body should have been basically absorbed.

"Because your behavior is very layman. Chinese medicine is not only a means of curing diseases, but also a kind of wisdom in dealing with the world." Hua Tuo smiled, as if he was not so confused. "We think of people as a whole, and everything about him is What is connected, man is a small world, and the small world is connected with nature."

"To treat a disease is to talk about the cause. If a person has a stomachache, then you go to investigate and find out that his stomachache is due to food accumulation. You should go to treat the food accumulation. This is the cause of treatment. You have affected the personality of the master because of my personality. So I think eliminating me can cure the main personality, this is the cure, it’s like a stomachache, just take painkillers, according to the theory of Chinese medicine, you should think about why the main personality fell into a deep sleep.”

"Do you mean that even if the influence of the godhead is eliminated, he will not be able to wake up? Or will he relapse later?" Li Chengzhen was a little confused.

"No, he will wake up, or he hasn't slept at all. He is now talking to you in my way of thinking. This time he is a blessing in disguise. He has this different experience. He will use this godhead weapon later. It will only be handy, and the risk will be infinitely reduced," Hua Tuo continued, seemingly a little sad, "From this point of view, the treatment effect may not be ineffective, but it is not very consistent with my philosophy. I can't help nagging That’s all, I have also learned some western medical theories these days, which makes me feel very fresh. Our culture is certainly good, but it’s not right to be complacent.”

"Heaven and earth are connected, knowledge is interlinked, the world is infinite, but man is finite, alas—"

With a long sigh, Hua Shuo's body fell limp, and the traces of facial makeup on his face disappeared without a trace, as if it never existed.

Li Chengzhen was silent for a moment, sighed, cupped his hands, turned and walked out of the room.

He was still thinking about their conversation just now.

Godhead is belief, but what belief brings is obsession, Li Chengzhen discovered one thing, it seems that the deeper the obsession, the deeper the drama he will fall into.

In Romance, Hua Tuo burned the "Qing Nang Jing" by himself before his death. This is also the version that is recognized by the most people, so Hua Tuo's beliefs of course follow this principle.

His obsession is the grief and indignation that the "Qing Nang Jing" was not recognized.

Just like the sigh in "The Romance of the Three Kingdoms": "The melancholy book is also lost, and future generations will never see "Qing Nang".

This is obviously not a very deep obsession, that's why he doubted himself so easily, that is, he didn't get into the drama deeply.

And this kind of obsession does not seem to be unique to the godhead armament. The gods are happy and happy, and the most ruthless. This kind of obsession is reflected in the godhead of the gods, and it seems to represent a kind of responsibility.

Li Chengzhen admires Yang Zhu's thoughts, and he has a bit of Taoist aloofness and seclusion from the world, but as an advocator, the five gods of blessings he plays happen to be the one that is most deeply tainted with this world.

Just like during the Chinese New Year, under the influence of the Five Blessings, he also has some thoughts of Mo Di's compassion and universal love.

But he does have a high affinity with the Five Fortune Gods, so he sometimes wonders if he himself has a little bit of compassion, but it is just magnified by the godhead.

This made him a little bit confused. This incident is a good opportunity to study the godhood. What Li Chengzhen has to do now is to seize this opportunity and gain a clear mind.

Li Chengzhen took a deep breath, and pushed open the door of the next person.

　Book push: "I Guard the Heavenly Prison in Journey to the West"

　　Li Anran: "Before the rules of heaven, all living beings are equal. Tathagata, come with me!"

　　
　
(End of this chapter)