end of mystery.

Chapter 283 I don’t like this world ([-] words)

What kind of feeling is this?
Xiao Xiao felt that he was no longer a person, but a machine.

When I am in the activated state, I have a feeling of omnipotence, because I am exerting my own performance.

Therefore, no matter whether he is facing a foreigner or a mysterious source, he basically has no feeling of fear now, because no one can directly confront his increasingly powerful machine that is running crazily.

But until he met this group of people from the Lost Island, he felt completely restrained.

It seems that he is really just a machine facing the fate of being shut down. No matter how powerful he is, he cannot resist the control from the source.

He was puzzled and powerless about the occurrence of this kind of thing.

Vision, hearing, and perception have all been stripped away step by step, and now Xiao Xiao only has the ability to think.

He seemed to be imprisoned in a huge black cage. He couldn't see anything, couldn't hold anything, let alone control anything.

The only thing he has is thinking, but it is a pity that this thinking does not seem to have any external equipment, it can only run empty and without any meaning...

...No, there is a little bit more.

At this time, Xiao Xiao could feel Yang Jia's existence, and she could feel it, and she couldn't help but wanted to make a move.

At this time, Xiao Xiao didn't know why he could feel Yang Jia, maybe it was because of the platinum ring that bound the two of them to each other, so there was still a little bit of his own consciousness in Yang Jia's place. Maintaining contact with the outside world, although that little consciousness is so weak that it can be ignored, but like a person in the abyss, the surroundings are pitch black, and only a little bit of light can be seen, but this light, at least It also represents , this world is not so dark...

Xiao Xiao used this little awareness to influence Yang Jia, warning her not to make a move.

Because he can feel that what he is fighting against these people carrying silver suitcases is not strength, but something deeper.

If Yang Jia takes action, it will have no effect and will only sink into the same situation as himself.

Of course, if it was another person, in the current state, they would probably panic and even be unable to form their thinking, let alone think for others.

However, the ability to think explosively gives Xiao Xiao more time to calm down. Even in the face of this sudden and incomprehensible attack, he can still try his best to think hard and perceive hard.

With the little bit of consciousness remaining in Yang Jia's body, he can perceive the outside world.

……

……

"Why isn't it over yet?"

At the same time, Xiao Xiao stood silently on the real level, surrounded by undulating spiritual waves.

Standing opposite him, the man with the suitcase in his hand frowned involuntarily, put his finger on the headset, and asked in a low voice: "Has the order to shut down the mind been issued?"

"It has been sent."

There was a rustling sound on the other end of the headset, which sounded a little anxious: "The brain here has been successfully shut down, and he should have realized the stillness of thinking at the same time."

The person with the suitcase in his hand took a deep look at Xiao Xiao, and immediately shook his head: "Not yet."

"Closed to 99%, but still short of the last line..."

"You think you are fighting for Xixi, why can't you make progress at the last bit?"

"..."

"Big...probably because he is somewhat different from other experimental subjects."

The person at the other end of the headset was also explaining with difficulty: "Maybe it's because he fed himself too much pain, or maybe, after all, he is the No. 100 drug tester with a [-]% source synchronization rate, so his resistance is also higher than other people's." The experimental body is stronger."

"However, it can be clearly felt that the progress has not stopped and has been going."

"It's just that the walking speed is a little slower..."

"..."

The man carrying the silver suitcase immediately asked: "How much slower?"

"...the kind that stops indefinitely."

"..."

"call……"

This day, the two sides finally couldn't continue talking, and the person carrying the silver suitcase immediately said: "Is there any other way, increase the intensity."

"We can't stay in this chaotic mental world for too long."

"..."

"Of course there is a way."

Humanity on the other end of the headset said: "The signal here has been confirmed to be sent out, and it has worked. So many brain regions have been shut down, which means there is no problem with reception."

"Then the only thing we can adjust is the influence of the spiritual ocean on him."

"Then, increase the power output!"

"..."

As this suggestion was put forward, on the island hidden outside this world at this time, they deliberately kept the connection with the shepherd, and a group of scientific researchers in white coats immediately got busy. Adjusting the surrounding computers, and all these computers are connected to the surrounding rows of almost endless transparent glass tanks. Inside the glass tanks are all brains one by one, forming a huge and weird The matrix of human brains, countless electric currents, are transmitted between these human brains, and they are effective.

"Mr. Shepherd, this is the only chance for you to visit the facilities on the island, so I hope you can see clearly."

Another person, standing in front of the human brain matrix, explained lightly to the shepherd who came over the line: "The Black Forest has always controlled this world, never gave up, and never lost its advantage."

"You should know that our world has already given birth to its own will, and split into twelve paths."

"However, what is often misunderstood is that the will of the world was not born by itself, but part of our world upgrade plan."

"..."

The shepherd looked at all this with shock and greed, and couldn't help but ask: "What about Dante and Hell..."

"They also possess fragments of the will of the world."

The guide said indifferently: "They did snatch some of them, but there were also some that the Black Forest specially asked them to find."

"why?"

The shepherd suddenly didn't understand: If the Black Forest really had such great privileges, how could it allow others to obtain the fragments of the world's will?

If you give it to others, wouldn't you be incomplete?

"The will of the world does not need to be complete, but needs to be continuously eliminated and some impurities must be expelled."

The leader said coldly: "So, we don't mind if some of the fragments of the world's will are obtained by others. Of course, we must also admit that those two lunatic organizations still have some abilities of their own."

"Since they started fulfilling the contract with the Black Forest and helping to temporarily imprison the woman, they have been negotiating this part of the conditions."

"The high-level leaders of the Black Forest have discussed it and decided that it will not hurt the overall situation, so they will be allowed to get it."

"It's just that whether it's the four items in the hands of the Dante organization or the three items in the hands of the Hell organization, it actually doesn't matter, because the Black Forest has always held the most important five items... ..."

"..."

"five piece?"

The shepherd was slightly surprised. This was somewhat different from what he thought.

The guide, on the other hand, was extremely calm, and said the crux of the matter: "That's right, the mysterious guide code-named the Compass of Destiny that appeared in the Black Gate City has always been under the control of the Black Forest. "

"It was sent to Black Gate City just to cooperate with you and guide the pioneer plan."

"So, part of your discussion with your subordinates earlier was correct. The Black Forest has never given up on the world upgrade plan."

"It's just a little different from what you think, not only did we not give up, but we never stopped."

"Even if the out-of-control spiritual resonance plan made us lose a lot, and it did almost make the scene out of control, we never stopped."

"..."

"This……"

The shepherd's lips quivered slightly.

He was once disappointed with the higher-ups of the Black Forest, thinking that the group of old guys were frightened by the mysterious power controlled by foreigners, their hands were tied, and they couldn't do anything well.

How can such a black forest be worthy of the pattern that changed the world in the first place?

It wasn't until now that he suddenly realized that the group of people who let him down were just the directors of a branch company. They were even placed there on purpose to attract attention. The real Black Forest executives never let him down , even, let myself feel fear, that is a group of people who almost destroyed the whole world, but did not hesitate to continue their own research the next day, they are paranoid, arrogant, cold-blooded, and only have their own ambition and The plan, even, does not consider the consequences of failure...

Or maybe it was just that the former Black Forest had such a great influence on the world that no one could restrain them in reality?
"if……"

It took him a long time before he opened his mouth slowly: "Or if you really have been paying attention to all of this and mastering all of this, what is the meaning of the existence of the laboratory in Heimen City?"

"The previous pioneer plan, why are you...willing to delegate power to me?"

"..."

The leader listened to his words, and suddenly there was a slight silence. After a long time, he said: "We also had a period of uncertainty. We need some bold people to make more attempts."

"This……"

As if aware of his hesitation, the shepherd suddenly understood, and took a deep breath:

"So you have been confused and scared before?"

"The Pioneer Project was authorized to us because you were overwhelmed by all the chaos during that time?"

"Through this unique experimental subject, we can break the situation that made you burnt out, and through him, we can advance Noah's plan, until now we even see the hope of success..."

"But since you have already chosen to believe before, why do you want to intervene now?"

"..."

The guide turned his head coldly, glanced at the shepherd on the screen, and seemed to strongly disagree with what he just said.

But for a while, he didn't know what words to use to shut him up.

"I understand……"

But meeting his eyes, the shepherd had a vague feeling of sudden realization: "You don't believe him after all, because the closer you are to the possibility of success, the more worried you become."

"I'm worried that something might change, so I want to control him more deeply..."

"..."

"call……"

It was only at this moment that the conductor breathed a sigh of relief and responded lightly: "Those experimental subjects are just a group of lunatics after all. How can anyone believe them?"

"Noah's plan must be successful, so the execution of the final plan must be reliable."

"..."

"Hehehehe..."

Hearing his words, the shepherd knew that his guess was confirmed. For a moment, he didn't know what kind of emotion was surging in his heart, so he couldn't help but smiled bitterly, and slowly asked word by word:
"If so, then I have a question..."

"Is it more dangerous to believe in a lunatic, or is it more dangerous to try to completely control a lunatic?"

"..."

This sudden question suddenly caused the guide, as well as those who had been paying attention to the experiment body recovery plan, to suddenly fall into deep thought.

In the laboratory, the air was heavy and the silence was terrifying.

After a long time, someone seemed to be venting, and shouted with all his strength: "Intensify the indoctrination of the spiritual ocean to him."

"Complete the recovery of drug tester zero!"

"immediately!"

"Even, start directly at this time, and forcefully adjust him!"

"..."

The huge human brain matrix began to release the signal that shut down Xiao Xiao's thinking ability, gathering the power of five world will fragments, affecting the entire spiritual ocean, overwhelming the sky, and converging towards Xiao Xiao.

All the forces have only one goal, to influence Xiao Xiao and shut him down completely.

……

……

"So it's the power of the will of the world?"

When the turbulent and huge force hit Xiao Xiao, Xiao Xiao also had a little understanding in his heart.

Now he doesn't know the ongoing conversations and things he is doing on the Lost Island, and he doesn't even know how he was shut down, leaving behind Yang Jia's consciousness, which is not enough for him to complete such a large and precise observation However, now that only his thinking ability is still running, he can feel the huge spiritual power around him, trying to influence and change himself, and in this infinitely extended time, he After ruling out all possibilities, I slowly began to realize the problem...

I don't understand how the original principle is realized, but I can understand how the will of the world affects me now.

It is very simple for the world's will to shut itself down.

This world can pinch us into any appearance at will, and does not accept your personal confrontation.

You can be a person with low self-esteem, or you can be a proud person, you can be decent and confident, and calmly deal with anyone, or you can be inferior and shy, unwilling to face the people around you.

But this is not what you look like.

Because of the power of the world, starting from childhood, starting from genes, shaping you bit by bit.

A confident and calm person may become a person with low self-esteem and sensitivity if he changes his living environment since childhood and experiences the environment that others need to experience.

Our family background, growth environment, even appearance, and even genes are all given to us by this world.

That "I".

The pure, real "I" has nothing to praise at all.

Today, Xiao Xiao feels the changes that this world has made to him, and he doesn’t know where this world got its original data. At least it knows what frequency and state it needs to reach before it can be shut down, so it You can use various abilities and methods to try to complete your own transformation, but you have to admit that this method is very effective for you. Now, except for the ability to think explosively, which can prolong the process, you no longer have any Methods……

I have been squeezed to the deepest part of this world, and I am still sinking.

If you can't escape the will of the world, you can only let it be manipulated.

I can even feel that in this sinking process, my past experiences and memories have begun to become distorted.

He doesn't know, is the self who was changed in the past still himself?
……

……

"The people on Lost Island finally couldn't help but make a move..."

In another place, this secret operation on Lost Island was still noticed by some people with special perception abilities.

The two leaders of the Dante organization and the Hell organization seem to be struggling: "Should we choose to help him, or take the opportunity to complete our plan?"

"We gave him a chance." The old president of Dante's organization said indifferently: "At that time, if he chose to join us, we were even willing to reserve a seat for him, but he didn't do anything after all."

"Then we have no other choice."

"Let's go..."

"This world has always been like this. The only thing we can do is escape..."

"..."

"That's it?"

In Heimen City, the woman in a white dress looked out of the window. Her own power was joining a massive adaptation operation. She was unwilling, but she couldn't violate this order.

Just like people have always been driven by desire, so is she.

But she was really reluctant, she could feel that the child was becoming another person, and she couldn't help but think of him back then, sitting on the sofa, facing herself, and murmured:
"Why, no one wants to help her?"

"..."

What a naive idea...

It's a pity that this world is crying for innocence, and has never been willing to give this innocence a chance.

……

……

He vaguely felt that the pressure around him was getting bigger and bigger, and Xiao Xiao was sinking deeper and deeper, so deep that even Yang Jia couldn't feel it.

In this endless sinking space, he didn't even know if he was hallucinating, as if the surrounding darkness had come to life and turned into huge flesh and blood, which swelled and crowded, spreading out in front of him layer by layer , I seem to be becoming a part of this huge flesh and blood, and this huge gap makes me face this huge flesh and blood without the slightest ability to resist. I can only become a member of it and be completely controlled by it. Execute any order it gave itself...

Until he suddenly heard a sigh: "You're here too..."

Xiao Xiao felt a familiar aura, and when he was thinking, it seemed that his vision had also produced a slight light, and he saw an old man.

At first, he didn't think of it, but gradually, the familiar aura began to take shape, and finally, he realized who he was seeing.

This old man in a white suit with a gray face looked at him with deep and powerless eyes.

Xiao Xiao remembered that he had met him once, when he inherited the contract of the old guildmaster lord of Heimen City.

He was the dead president of Black Gate City.

"So, this is the home of the dead?"

He looked at the old president, hesitated slightly, and thought curiously.

"It's a cage of despair, but not a home for the dead."

The old president sighed in a low voice: "In the spiritual world, there is no concept of death. In the group, the spiritual power of all people will be gathered in one place. Therefore, people who die in the real world will also be in the spiritual ocean." It will continue to exist until it gets longer and longer, so long that no one remembers him, so long that he can no longer affect anyone, and he gradually fades away and becomes a part of this huge ocean, but it is still Existence, just lost self-awareness..."

Listening to his words, Xiao Xiao also gradually remembered the advice he gave himself when he first met him.

Those words at that time, in my opinion, didn’t even make any sense, the so-called don’t forget hope, what I used to be may be wrong...

Now, Xiao Xiao understood why he said that, but it was useless.

"So, you who have been trying to escape before have always been just a pawn in the hands of Lost Island. That's why you said you can't escape?"

Xiao Xiao looked at him, and his voice suddenly seemed to be sarcasm: "But you still say let us escape, what's the use of that? You already know what you are fighting against, and you still think we can win?"

"You also erased half of the information in the Ten Commandments of Foreigners, what do you want to express?"

"You said we could escape eventually, but how?"

"..."

"I did fail, and failed miserably."

The voice of the old president was low and weak, and he said abruptly: "I used to want to take people away from this weird world and return to the normal world we are familiar with, but I found that I was wrong, we were just living in fantasy. It’s just that, it’s so difficult to escape the fantasy, so I also thought, I want to end all of this, I want to take that big ship, go to the end of the mystery, close the singularity, let me, and All those who are willing to believe in me, really, get rid of this endless pain..."

"But it's also hopeless."

The old president said slowly: "We are too weak. In front of the will of the world, we are just a part."

"The trigger is pulled, unaware that it is about to shoot a murderous bullet."

"I don't understand why my plan to save people turned into a murderous journey, so I also thought about destroying all these plans..."

"Of course, I still haven't done it."

"For one thing, too many people believe in me, and I can't bear to see their disappointed expressions."

"Secondly, this world doesn't allow me to do this, so they killed me and imprisoned me in this desperate world forever."

"..."

"In that case..."

Xiao Xiao looked at the vicissitudes and unreal face, and said in a low voice: "Why didn't you just tell me to give up at the beginning?"

"Why promise me that you can escape?"

"..."

"because……"

The old president's answer seemed a little difficult and extremely unreal: "If you despair from the beginning, you will truly sink into the abyss."

"This world is like this..."

"If you give up struggling, you will sink into the abyss. If you keep struggling, you may eventually sink into the abyss, but you will still be slower than others..."

"..."

"so……"

As Xiao Xiao listened, he suddenly became agitated, as if he had regained consciousness.

He realized again that there was no old president around him, and there was no darkness that had turned into flesh and blood, and there was only his own consciousness, which had sunk into the deepest part of his mind.

Because my brain is being transformed, my current self has fallen into deep despair.

Did the old president really have a conversation with him, or was it just his understanding of the old president, shaping him, and trying to have a spiritual communication with him?

This communication didn't seem to change anything, but it still made him feel strongly unwilling. He almost tried his best to feel some residual consciousness that he left with Yang Jia, and through this consciousness, he observed Yang Jia In my own eyes, I don't seem to see any difference, but in the chaotic mental turmoil, the man with the suitcase is approaching me step by step, and whispers some demagogic words: "Number zero, don't fall into this hypocritical self-impression anymore."

"You need to be realistic so you understand that some things happen."

"Like, this little boy who starved to death in the streets."

"For example, the woman who became a stepping stone for the world upgrade plan..."

"Go..."

"..."

He said slowly: "Don't fight against this world, and no one can fight against this world. We just need to recognize this world and become a member of it..."

From Yang Jia's perspective, she seemed to be moved by the persuasion, and she was subconsciously nodding her head.

Yang Jia was probably frightened by this scene. She didn't know that she was no longer herself. She just hesitated and worried, not daring to speak or touch herself at this time.

"yes……"

He suddenly sighed in a low voice: "This world has always been like this."

"There will always be a little boy who will starve to death on the street, there will always be a man who will be drowned in life, and there will always be someone who will collapse in a cafe with painful memories due to other people's reasons... "

"What about the rotten little girl?"

"What about the male patient who lived in pain and the female nurse who died in despair?"

"..."

He thought to himself that in reality, he seemed to be saying it involuntarily: "This world has always been like this, and it won't accept changes."

"We can only do something by adapting to this world."

"Or, escape."

"..."

"Ok?"

The man carrying the suitcase also seemed to be slightly taken aback, and suddenly his face showed joy. He could feel that Xiao Xiao's spiritual world seemed to be changing rapidly towards the way he expected.

"The progress has started again..."

At the same time, on the Lost Island, the researchers were also very excited: "Although the 100% closure has not been completed, the adjustments to him have received unexpected results..."

"The experiment is really going to succeed?"

"..."

They stared at the screen tightly, not daring to breathe, but full of nervous anticipation.

"Really changed him?"

Even the shepherd who was currently connected to them had a slightly changed expression.

He didn't know how to describe his feelings. Indeed, since he was from the Black Forest, he should be on the side of the Lost Island. He even said that the Lost Island's willingness to connect with him meant that his previous work had been recognized by them. , they are absorbing him. Only by agreeing with them and agreeing with them can he join the Lost Island, which is the real Black Forest. But he doesn’t know why, watching the No. [-] tester being reprogrammed, he actually feels like very sad...

"But……"

Similarly, when everyone was full of hope and watched a brand new, controlled, and real Noah plan executor appear, Xiao Xiao whispered imperceptibly:
"I really don't like this kind of world..."

"..."

"what?"

In reality, the commissioner who was staring at Xiao Xiao frowned suddenly: "You don't like it?"

"Does this world need you to like it?"

"What can you do?"

"..."

Xiao Xiao remained silent, and then, who seemed to have shut down countless areas of his brain and made adjustments, he suddenly stepped up and walked in one direction.

That's where the dead little boy was.

He saw the little boy through Yang Jia, and tried his best to control his body with the power of the ocean of spirit.

Step by step, he walked towards the little boy slowly, and when he was doing this, three eyes began to split slowly from his body. They were his eyes of the seer, which belonged to him and were lost. The brain on the island has the same structure as his, but it doesn't have these three eyes. What that brain can do is to shut Xiao Xiao down, but when Xiao Xiao is not completely shut down, it can Can't stop him from controlling these three eyes.

And these three eyes are gradually overlapping.

So, in the dark red field of vision, the little boy in Xiao Xiao's eyes is starting to reverse his life. He gradually wakes up, holding his chin.

The blood on his head began to slowly seep into his wound, and the movie in the glass window began to play again.

The owner of the audio-visual store also slowly woke up as time went back, opened his eyes, and looked at the world in confusion.

"how come?"

On the Lost Island, everyone was shocked. Looking at the data on the screen, the data that had been advancing rapidly, and were even coming to an end, were actually dropping crazily.

On the practical level, Xiao Xiao is also walking faster and faster, more and more naturally.

In his eyes, the little boy and the boss have gone back to the time when they just got acquainted and started watching movies together.

This is just using the eyes of the clairvoyant to go back to the past time, which is not real, but Xiao Xiao's footsteps became more and more firm in this backtracking time, and slowly walked to the little boy's side, standing still gently, So, between the little boy squatting outside the glass window on the street and the owner of the audio-visual store, there was another him. He also watched the movie quietly. The little boy and the owner of the audio-visual store both saw him. Slipping away quietly, one wanted to stand up and greet this unexpected guest.

"Take it and buy something to eat!"

Xiao yelled at the little boy who wanted to slip away, handed him a banknote, then turned his head to look at the owner of the video store, and said softly, "If I were you, I would invite him into the store."

"After all, dying alone on a deck chair will leave a lot of regrets."

"..."

The owner of the video store was stunned suddenly, he didn't understand why this strange customer would say that.

But inexplicably, the words he said to himself actually made his heart move, as if he really had the regret he said.

"gone!"

Xiao Xiao said hello with a smile, took out all the money he had, bought the video that was being played, and then put it back in the boss's hands and said with a smile: "Give it to him for me!"

When he turned and left this time, this gray world began to inject brilliance.

Gradually, more and more pedestrians walked into this world, and the sunshine above their heads also began to shine into this world.

The video store owner holding the video looked at the helpless little boy standing on the corner of the street, and suddenly made up his mind and greeted him with a smile: "Come here, kid, sit on the sofa and watch...can you sweep the floor?"

This was originally an illusory time travel back, but when Xiao Xiao left, it became a real scene and gradually synchronized with reality.

At this moment, even Yang Jia's eyes widened, and she looked at Xiao Xiao in disbelief:

She didn't understand, how did this happen?
……

……

"Reality reset, master..."

And not far away, the person who saw this scene with his own eyes, the man with the silver suitcase in his hand, was even more livid, and said in a low voice: "This is unreasonable, the will of the world cannot be resisted..."

"Yes!"

Xiao Xiao stood on the street, under the sunlight, slowly turned his head to look at him, and said, "The will of the world is indeed irresistible."

"But I am also a member of the will of the world..."

"Even if I only occupy a very small proportion among the countless people in this world, I am still influencing the will of the world..."

"This world may be indifferent and frightening, but I can always use my insignificant things to make up for the lack of this world, right?"

"..."

As he spoke, he laughed and said, "There is too much pain in this world, and I don't like it."

"So, I want her to be more, something better."

"You can cry, you don't need to understand, but I think, only you, plus me, can truly represent the essence of this world, right?"

　Nine thousand words, I feel like I can do it again! !
　　
　
(End of this chapter)