only god

Chapter 120 God's Salvation, Heavenly Truth
in the dream,
Chen Yi walked in this kingdom on the sea of ​​clouds.

Since Mesia returned to heaven, the angels tried their best to comfort his heart, so they wrote many hymns for this angel. Chen Yi also heard some of them, and he knew that although Mesia liked these hymns, But none of them could satisfy the angel.

God thought of something, He raised his feet, and came to an oasis in a flash.

The Archangel Mesia, who was created last, flapped his wings and engraved elaborate words bit by bit on a huge clay stone wall.

God looked over, and it was a poem.

It was a poem about the life of the poet Bazel.

The first half of it was written by Bazel, who was still a mortal, and the second half was engraved here by Mesia.

Mesia concentrated on engraving words on it, and did not notice the arrival of the gods at all.

I don't know how long it took, as if wanting to take a breath, Mesia wiped his forehead, flapped his wings and sank slowly.

At this time, he turned his head and finally saw the god.

"god!"

Mesia hastily landed on the sea of ​​clouds and went to meet her,

"Why did you come here?"

God didn't answer, His gaze fell on the hymn inscribed on the wall.

Maisia ​​suddenly became a little embarrassed, he lowered his head and closed his eyelids slightly.

"god…

This poem is used to commemorate Bazel. "

After half a sound, Mesia said softly.

"Isn't he you?"

The word of God fell into my ears.

Angels are pure spirits, created by the Spirit of God. As long as God is willing, He can see what the angels are thinking at a glance.

Mesia raised his face, he knew that, rather than piercing the heart with a glance, God expected a personal answer.

"I, I... I am indeed Bazel."

Mesia was a little incoherent,

"But, but... I'm not Bazel, I don't know how to describe this feeling.

Bazel is just a stuttering, good-natured poet... I don't think I'm an angel when I'm Bazel.

I always feel that the two identities of Bazel and Mesia, mortal and angel, are separated. "

Mesia poured out his thoughts at once, he felt a sigh of relief, and a smile appeared on his back.

God looked at Mesia thoughtfully.

"What's wrong, God?"

Messia asked puzzled.

God turned around and stared at a corner in the dream.

"Nothing, Messia."

As soon as Maisia ​​heard the voice, the god disappeared.

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Solamus, the most beautiful angel who is closest to God, often serves beside the throne.

He saw God walking towards the throne, and he went up to meet him.

"God, where are you going?"

The voice of Soramus is holy and beautiful. As the head of the archangel, he knows God best among the angels.

It was also he who first remembered that God had felt joy when he was on earth.

"Solamus."

Chen Yi turned around and looked at this radiant angel.

"I'm going into the dark."

After the words of God fell, Soramus meekly took God's hand, kissed the back of God's hand, and expressed his concerns and worries to God.

In the impression of Soramus, occasionally, gods always go to places far away from the kingdom, stepping into the deep darkness of dreams.

No angel knows what God is going to do.

An angel once wanted to ask God, but Soramus stopped him.

"Our Solamus, do you know what's in it?"

So the angels asked Soramus.

Solamus shook his head and said:

"I didn't know, but that doesn't mean we should ask.

If God wills us to know, we shall know. "

The angels didn't want to stop there, and wanted to argue with Solamus.

Solamus simply said:
"We still can't explore everything in the kingdom of heaven, how much less the God who created the kingdom of heaven?

We can't question our own wisdom, how much less God's wisdom?

If we cannot capture the joy of God, how much more can we do all of God's thoughts? "

At that time, Soramus warned the angels not to explore everything about God unless he wanted to.

The angels couldn't tell the difference, they could only nod their heads in acceptance.

And Soramus, who is the head of the archangel, will naturally abide by his warnings.

Kneeling beside the throne, Soramus watched the figure of the god slowly disappear into the realm of the sea of ​​clouds.

The chief archangel decided to wait by the throne of the god until the god returned from afar.

God went into the dark.

In front of Chen Yi was herself in the darkness.

The self in the darkness remained motionless, only the faint sound of breathing remained.

"Mesia went to the earth and turned into Bazel, and now she returns to heaven, but she is no longer Bazel."

God murmured in a low voice.

It seemed to be talking to himself, and it seemed to be speaking to himself in the dark.

All the emotions of that angel seemed to explain one thing:

Mortal and angel, these two identities are separated.

In this case...

So does that mean,

Humanity and divinity, the two are separated and are two opposite sides.

"Am I not you anymore?"

Chen Yi stretched out her hand, and then slowly put it down.

The self in the darkness trembled slightly at this moment, as if struggling with something.

On the day when the archangel led Mesia to have an audience, God heard his whisper.

he heard
The self in the darkness is saying:
"Here is my answer."

Although the voice was very low, it fell clearly into God's ear.

God stands in the darkness, in the corner of this dream, there is darkness everywhere, only He has the eternal light.

Chen Yi fell silent.

Darkness came from all directions.

Everything in the original dream was silence, darkness, except God.

He is the only light.

All this is the same as at the beginning of His coming.

Only this time, God could not find the meaning of dispelling the darkness.

drive away the darkness,

What's the point?
There was only darkness in the beginning of the world.

Darkness is innate, the most original thing.

The arrival of oneself is like a creation out of nothing, as if one is born from nothing.

It is not necessary for God to dispel darkness.

Chen Yi stretched out her hand, and his fingers penetrated into the darkness, touching herself in the darkness.

As long as he wants, with just a thought, he can regain his humanity.

Just like His salvation of the world when the end comes.

But Chen Yi's hand stopped in mid-air.

Humanity and divinity are separated.

He should stay away from that self in the darkness and completely abandon it.

The world is so insignificant to gods, and human nature is like ants to divinity.

Even the longest-lived Logosians will not live for more than 900 years.

And the Kingdom of Logos established by the people of the world was once extremely prosperous. Even if it has stood for 2000 years, it will turn into the dust of history under the baptism of time.

however,
God is eternal.

This is a world of difference that cannot be bridged.

Chen Yi stared at herself in the darkness for a long time.

What is seen in divinity is invisible to humanity.

The catastrophe in the eyes of the world,
In the eyes of gods, it can't even cause any waves.

the abyss in the eyes of the world,
In God's vision, it is just as flat as a blank sheet of paper.

Those people with their feet on the ground are just gnats. What is the meaning of the world to God?

Why does he want to save the world?
Life and death are the unavoidable fate of the world. Everything is about to be born, and everything will eventually pass away. The temporary life of the world will eventually usher in eternal death.

This is common sense in all things.

God's humanity allows Him to save the world,
But now, what is there to save?
God looked at himself in the darkness.

perhaps…

It's time to leave.

"Should I abandon you?"

As always, there was no answer from myself in the dark.

God remembers...

Only when you ask yourself, the self in the dark will confide in your heart.

God wants to move his hand slowly, and slowly turn his head away.

Then...

"Should I abandon myself?"

God asked himself softly.

Suddenly, Chen Yi was stunned for a moment.

What were you talking about just now?
abandon yourself?

He turned his head suddenly, and cast his eyes on himself in the darkness.

The self in the darkness follows his every move, whatever he does, he does.

"It turns out that..."

God realizes something, murmurs in a low voice,

"Abandoning you, abandoning humanity, is abandoning myself."

Humanity and divinity have never been separated.

Chen Yi originally thought that the people in the darkness were her own humanity, which was in opposition to divinity.

However, there is no opposition between humanity and divinity at all, and the man inside is just his own reflection!

Mesia once went to the earth and became Bazel.

But after returning to the kingdom of heaven, is Mesia really no longer Bazel?

Mesia is still Bazel, and Bazel is just Mesia without the memory of heaven!

Thinking of this, Chen Yi's fingertips trembled slightly.

But... if humanity and divinity are not opposed,
So what is the relationship between humanity and divinity?
In past knowledge,

Human nature seems to represent darkness.

Divinity means light.

The opposition between humanity and divinity is like the opposition between light and darkness.

He looked around and saw darkness in every direction.

Only He has light.

But there is not even a shred of darkness in God.

"So it is."

God whispered,

"Darkness is nothing but the absence of light."

Without light, the world will be plunged into darkness.

But if there is light, everything will no longer be dark.

Light and dark are not binary opposites at all.

It's as if there is no cold at all in this world, cold is just a lack of heat.

And darkness is nothing but the absence of light.

Then...

There has never been an opposition between humanity and divinity,

because,

Humanity is nothing but the absence of divinity.

Chen Yi smiled in relief.

From the bottom of his heart, he felt joy.

Things that lost their meaning in the eyes of gods have regained their new colors.

For God knows at last,
You are both divine and human.

He is fully God and fully human.

Chen Yi no longer doubts the meaning of salvation.

When those people on earth suffer great suffering, the meaning of salvation is not just to give them life for a while.

For God,
Salvation means,
Let the godless world touch the divinity, and let the light shine into the darkness.

Everything that was originally lacking, at that moment, becomes no longer lacking.

This,

It is heavenly salvation.

This,

It is the divine and eternal truth of heaven.

(End of this chapter)