After being on a romance show, I'm screwed

Chapter 150
What is it like to truly love someone?

Gu Jujiao didn't understand why he had a strong sense of gap now, and something kept telling himself that you were not good enough for him.

Do you have to feel ashamed in front of someone if you like someone?
"I don't want to be like this! You should like someone because you will feel happy and become better because of his existence!" Gu Kikyo waved his little fist to cheer himself up: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Xiao Gu is not afraid! You still have to rest assured and bravely chase after it!"

But even though she kept encouraging herself, she still felt a great pressure in her heart.

That kind of chaos,

All because of insecurity.

To be honest, Chu Ci itself did not bring her much sense of security.

He has always been like a dangerous prey, making her, a hunter, completely unable to guess his trajectory when hunting, and sometimes there is a danger of being swallowed by him in one bite.

In addition, there is Chen Chuxi, a sexy white tiger, watching from the side,

From the beginning to the end, Gu Jigeng has no sense of security at all. Only a strong sense of crisis drives her to work hard and pursue actively. It seems that only in this way can she feel that she has the chance to win.

Only hard work can resolve her anxiety.

But now that she really knew Chu Ci's identity and background, she felt that no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't catch up.

At the same time, Ku Kikyo has a feeling,
She seemed... really stuck.

Otherwise, she wouldn't think so at all, because she still remembered that her original purpose was to find a wealthy husband, and to sell herself for a good price.

But now it seems that there is a real chance, a man who perfectly meets her conditions and fantasies appears, but in the end, she is a little afraid to move forward and begins to worry about gains and losses,
Even, on the contrary, I might hope that Chu Ci can be a little more ordinary...not so unattainable.

"It's wrong to be in the wrong family..." Gu Jujiao clenched her fists, unable to let go, and really wanted to find someone to confide in her current inner worries and fears.

"Go to Lin Ling for consultation? She is a psychology major, so she should be able to help you out?" Gu Jijiao thought, so he got out of his tent again and quietly touched Lin Ling's tent.

"Shouldn't she be sleeping?"

It's still quiet all around,

Gu Kikyo softly shouted:
"Crooked? Baby, are you whirring?"

quickly,

The tent was pulled open, revealing an expressionless face,
Gu Kikyo was startled...

Because Lin Ling barely got his head out of the tent, and his hands were still holding the tent tightly, so that he couldn't even see his neck...

Lin Ling just stared at her with straight eyes, and the scene instantly broke the visual sense of a horror movie.

Then Lin Ling suddenly smiled and said, "You are finally here..."

"Don't be like this, I'm afraid..." Gu Jujiao trembled, "What else can I say that I'm finally here... Can you count until I come?"

Lin Ling didn't answer directly.

she won't count,

It's just that what she's thinking is - I've been expecting you to come.

Of course she couldn't say that.

"come in."

Now Gu Jujiao knew why Lin Ling pulled the tent tightly so that only one head was exposed,

because,

she!
It is!
sleeping naked...

Seeing the white flowers under the starlight, Lin Lingyi was a little dizzy for a while. She quickly jumped in and pulled up the tent and said nervously: "You you you! Why do you sleep without clothes!"

"?" Lin Ling asked back: "Aren't you too? It's the same as you said?"

Gu Jigeng is not used to wearing underwear to sleep at night, because it is too big, it makes her uncomfortable...

"This is different, you are different from me..."

First off, you're not as big as I am,

Secondly,

"It's camping now, sister!" Gu Jujiao laughed angrily: "Can you be a little bit more safety-conscious, so that you are not afraid of someone coming in! There is no lock on this thing! Plus you are a parallel importer! People just rub it You are paralyzed, and you have no strength to resist!"

Just this kind of physique?Dare I ask you how to deal with the attack?

As Gu Kikyo spoke, his words became more and more difficult to judge, and he gradually painted a scene where you could be hugged indecently and obscenely at any time...

Lin Ling stared wide-eyed and listened while hugging his body, but for a moment he still had some inexplicable expectations.

Bah bah bah!I'm not a pervert!Lin Ling quickly stopped his dangerous thoughts, and blamed Gu Jigen, why did he describe it in such detail...

She said calmly: "There is a camera, who would do this kind of thing during the recording of the show? It's safe, and you come to touch the tent in the middle of the night? Who else but you?"

Lin Ling didn't wear glasses, his body was truly natural, without any extra artificial rendering...

"Hi! You're still talking back!" Gu Kikyo said angrily.

"I don't talk back." Lin Ling shook his head, and said in a serious and nonchalant manner: "I want to be talked back."

"???" Gu Kikyo was taken aback,
"You? You...how did you become like this now?"

Is this still the pure Frankenstein I was before?Why is the amount of knowledge now so abundant?
"I've learned." Lin Ling wanted to push his glasses subconsciously, but he didn't wear them, so he could only touch the bridge of his nose: "I can renew myself. I felt deeply uncomfortable for my ignorance before, so I chose I have specially carried out the broadening and research of this knowledge, just to be able to keep up with your thinking..."

"Judging from your current reaction, my study should be more effective."

Gu Kikyo was dumbfounded,
outrageous,

"How could someone specialize in learning this kind of thing? You you you you you!!!" Gu Kikyo was speechless for a while.

"Welcome to the world of Xueba."

Lin Ling continued: "You may not know that the nerves in the mouth are also very strong. You must know that the first time a child is born is the oral period, so in fact..."

"Da baa da baa! Don't say any more..." Gu Kikyo couldn't take it anymore,

How could someone really drive such a car with such an attitude of scientific research? It's outrageous!How could she talk about such a thing so calmly like a popular science?

Hey, by the way, I came to ask something... Her train of thought was crushed by Lin Ling's car, and Gu Jujiao, who had recovered her San value, hurriedly said:

"I came here to ask you a very important question!"

"But it's okay to talk about it, but we can also continue to talk about the problem we just had. I also think that it is also a very important problem. It is related to our lifelong happiness in the future..."

It's over,

The child has changed,
It's so outrageous!
Gu Jujiao said: "Hey, hey, hey, don't listen, whoever likes to interrupt, I like to go, I don't want... I'm here to ask..."

"Huh? I remember what I said before was the top?" Lin Ling thought it was quite interesting looking at Gu Jujiao like this, and continued to joke: "You still know how to draw inferences from one example, and change the top to be a plug? Ok, you are also a schoolmaster .”

!

Gu Kikyo wanted to cry but had no tears, and stared blankly at the top of the tent, what should I do?She couldn't continue her questioning, and she almost forgot what she came to ask...

"By the way, it's this expression, this look, and the eyeballs are turned up a little!" Lin Ling instructed.

"What!!!" Gu Kikyo was furious,
Come here and hold her down.
Covering your mouth with one hand,
The other hand is also covering her mouth...

"Besides, I'm not being polite!" Gu Jujiao said viciously: "I won't talk to you, sisters will only punch hard!"

At this moment, she is the domineering girl Gu.

As soon as Lin Ling heard it, his mouth moved even faster, humming and hawing, as if wishing she could do it right away...

Do you think you are threatening me?No you are rewarding me.Lin Ling was quite proud,
She is no longer who she used to be.

The primitive physiological needs of human beings are normal, why bother to be twitchy?And it's with the person she likes, she said without any resistance...

He even said that he had been looking forward to it for a long time and wanted to do it again.

But he couldn't ask for it, for fear of scaring Gu Kikyo.

Seeing this, Gu Kikyo was completely numb.
not your opponent,
She could only spread her hands, and said in a bad tone: "Oh..."

It's hard.

My wingman is a bit out of control,
Now her motor oil is all yellow...

"Okay, okay, you ask, please tell your inner confusion, I will definitely answer it well, if my answer makes you unsatisfied, please don't hold back, reward... punish me severely!" Lin Ling continued Seriously speaking, just listening to her tone and speaking posture, it feels like a biology teacher is conducting normal science popularization.

Teacher Min'er should feel ashamed when he sees it,
What is a profession?This is called professional!
Gu Jujiao took a deep breath, and the indescribable land rose again,
"I... I, hey, what do I want to ask, oh, right." Gu Jujiao's mouth twitched, he was numb, Lin Ling really interrupted his thoughts:
"Well, that is to say, I have a friend...forget it, that friend is me! The man I like...well, that is, Chu Ci, his family conditions are much better than mine, I feel a little unworthy Come on, the door is wrong, the pressure is a bit heavy."

"You know, this situation should be normal, right?" Gu Kikyo blinked and said, "It's normal for me to feel inferior because of this kind of thing and feel that I don't deserve it, right, how should I solve it?"

"No, it's not normal." Lin Ling said indifferently: "The concept of being a good family is actually a lot of abnormal people think it is normal, so it seems more normal.
However, if there are many people who think it is normal, does it have to be normal? "

Gu Jujiao realized it, and said, "So the truth is in the hands of a few?"

Lin Ling smiled lightly: "The saying that the truth is in the hands of the few is recognized by the majority..."

Gu Kikyo couldn't understand but was shocked.

"In fact, most people are just a few people who think they have the truth." Lin Lingdao: "Don't go too far, the first thing I want to tell you here is that you shouldn't feel inferior to this, and you shouldn't feel guilty about it. Not worthy."

"The concept of being well-matched is fundamentally a downward restraint of power. It is a lie concocted by business and interests in line with the greater interests. This sentence is the same as the wine table culture. It is often a This kind of obedience test is to take the lead in future marriages, and it is justifiable to make you an accessory... regardless of whether it is a man or a woman."

Lin Lingdao: "The only reasonableness of it lies in the spiritual match, whether the three views can be consistent,
In fact, in modern society, many people with really strong family status no longer care about the so-called family concept, because they don’t need to increase their power through business marriage or interest exchange, but there are some people who are on the decline and incompetent And some families who are not high enough or low enough will pin their hopes on marriage, hoping to make their economic conditions more secure and comfortable through a marriage with equal material conditions. "

Gu Jujiao listened and felt that it was her family that Lin Ling scolded in the end...

But there is one thing to say, Lin Ling said it really well, Miss Xueba is still very wowed when she is serious!
Just these words are not a psychological comfort at all, but directly broke the old concept in her heart and solved the problem fundamentally.

"All in all, you shouldn't hold this kind of concept and spend your mind on it." Lin Ling concluded his statement: "It is impossible for a family background of Chu Ci's level to care about the right family as I said. On the contrary, maybe they need someone like you who is well-behaved, sensible, and not to cause trouble. Well, I don’t mean to insult you here. I mean to praise your temperament. In fact, you are really suitable for marrying into this kind of rich family. Trust me, you will definitely get it His parents liked it."

In Ling Ling's dictionary,

Well-behaved and sensible is actually a word with a negative meaning to some extent.
After all, it is impossible for you to see a child tell his parents that you are so sensible, nor can you see a subordinate tell a leader that you are so cute.

The birth of this kind of vocabulary is largely a reward for obedience. Lin Ling sometimes thinks about it and is terrified. How could anyone think that this is a commendatory word, and even work hard to get such an exaggeration? ...

"Really? Hehehe, that's good, that's good, I'm good." Gu Kikyo acted like a little white rabbit waving his hands, it looked really cute.

Lin Ling was speechless,

It seems... Gu Kikyo is the kind of person she said who worked hard to get such praise.

What kind of environment did she grow up in that allowed her to be shaped like this?Will you pursue such a value?
Lin Ling concluded that Gu Jugen must have been oppressed since he was a child, or strictly controlled.

For a while, she looked at the lovely Gu Kikyo and felt a little distressed,

She hugged Gu Jijiao and said: "It's okay, don't be afraid, never feel inferior and suffering because of others, they are not worthy, Kikyo."

Gu Jugeng smiled coquettishly and said, "Hey, well, if it's Chu Ci and Chu Ci's family... well, that's worthy!"

The child is hopeless, Lin Ling shook his head in his heart,
no way,
I had no choice but to let myself protect her!

Who made Gu Kikyo the first person who made up his mind?
If it wasn't for her appearance, Lin Ling might not even know what kind of person he is.

(End of this chapter)