This childhood sweetheart has a problem

Chapter 86 The Novel Is Officially Published
In fact, there are people who were amazed by Xu Qingru's painting skills earlier, and she is Su Manwen, the editor-in-chief of the "Youth Sacrifice" magazine.

Of course, she still didn't know that the "Mr. Xu" she wanted to poach was Xu Qingru.

Su Manwen didn't have much hope for the illustrator Xu Nuo found. She just thought that Xu Nuo had a good relationship with that illustrator, so she recommended him.

The pen name of the illustrator is "An An", a very casual pen name.

Su Manwen can be sure that in the illustration circle, she has never heard of the other party, and the other party should be just a newcomer.

As the editor-in-chief of "Youth Festival", she still has a lot of dealings with the illustration circle, because the magazine "Youth Festival" has always been known for its exquisiteness, and there is a great demand for high-quality illustrations.

It is also because the magazine is very high-grade both in paper and illustrations, so there are quite a lot of people who like to collect this magazine.

For example, Xu Qingru's classmate Guo He, who is addicted to novels, is willing to tear up "Time Fragments" page by page and bring them to the classroom to read more secretly, but he is not willing to tear up "Youth Fragments". Festival".

After all, it would be a pity to tear off the full-color, thick paper of "Sacrifice of Youth". It is better to collect every issue, and to see them again after many years will be full of youthful memories.

The "Sacrifice of Youth" bought by Guo He is usually read in the dormitory, hidden between the bed sheet and the mattress under the pillow, and the safety is guaranteed.

The homeroom teacher or the dormitory manager checks the bed, at most they check the cabinet for meaning, basically they don't go to the bed to check, unless they meet some villainous roommates and report them secretly, that is really bad luck.

All in all, because Su Manwen is not very optimistic about the works of the new illustrator "An An", he is already thinking about how to decline Teacher Xu Xu.

It is true that as the editor-in-chief of "Sacrifice of Youth", she really appreciates Xu Nuo, but this does not mean that she will open the back door to An An, whom Xu Nuo recommended.

However, when Su Manwen finally saw An An's illustration for "[-] Centimeters Per Second", she was completely amazed!

Still the same sentence, the "expert-level" painting skills produced by the system, there is absolutely no need to doubt its gold content!

And the material of Xu Qingru's picturesque illustrations refers to Makoto Shinkai's animation version, which naturally fills up that literary and artistic temperament again.

After Su Manwen was amazed, she immediately agreed to An An's illustration, and she also sent a message to Xu Qingru like this: "Mr. The scene fits so well with your novel, in reality, you must be good friends, right?"

From Su Manwen's point of view, Mr. An An's ability to draw the scene so well in line with the novel must be due to in-depth communication with Xu Nuo. The tacit understanding between the two of them made the novel "[-] Centimeters Per Second" more appealing!

"Then can this illustration be submitted?" Xu Qingru replied.

"Of course, there is no problem with this quality, but since Mr. An An has no historical achievements, the manuscript fee can only be paid at the price of a newcomer..." Su Manwen replied.

Of course Xu Qingru had no objections.

She directly earns two manuscript fees through one work, and if "[-] Centimeters per Second" succeeds in deceiving countless tears, then she can earn a lot of literary value, which is clearly a win-win situation!
In this way, "[-] Centimeters per Second" was finally successfully published in "Youth Festival" when everything was ready. Its total length is not long, and it will only be divided into three issues, which correspond to three chapters——Sakura, Astronaut, five centimeters per second.

Xu Qingru's version of "[-] Centimeters Per Second" has of course changed a lot. After all, this is a novel about childhood sweethearts who miss the end but feel relieved. It happened to be in the original world. Xu Lai once had childhood sweethearts, and Xu Come and miss it...

That's right, she actually used Xu Lai's fused memory to write "[-] Centimeters Per Second" from his perspective. Many details were completely referred to her male memory.

But there is one thing to say, Xu Lai's dedication to Xu Qingru is not as good as "Tono Guishu" in the original book.

After all, when Guishu was still a teenager, he made great efforts, took the train, and experienced various twists and turns, just to meet "Akari Shinohara" who had been separated from each other. The beautiful scene of kissing.

When Xu Lai was in high school, he took the initiative to alienate Xu Qingru, and after graduation, he completely lost contact with him. He did not take the initiative to make great efforts to restore his childhood sweetheart who had a good relationship in the past.

Of course, he sacrificed his life to save the other party in the end. This was actually his subconscious action, which also showed that in his heart, he never forgot her from the beginning to the end.

When Xu Qingru wrote her version of "Five Centimeters Per Second", she basically wrote her deep affection for "Xu Qingru" into the novel. She was even in the novel, and from his perspective, she made up for the gaps in the novel. Less stuff.

She is very clear that only when she writes her heroine more affectionately and harder, and the miss of the final ending will give readers strong depression and regret.

But reality, isn't it so?

In fact, she also sometimes wondered, if she traveled back to the earth and became Xu Lai when she was a teenager, would she have a happy ending with that Xu Qingru?

She is actually still pessimistic about this.

After all, the real world is not a novel. What lies between them is not only space and time, but also the three views, family background, class and so on.

It's like Lu Xun could play well with Runtu when he was a child, but when he grew up, when Runtu saw Lu Xun again, he just called him "Master".

The analogy may not be so appropriate. After all, the times are different, but the truth is the same. In the process of growing up, the cruelest thing is actually the past self, who is constantly dying.

In the novel, maybe it can be forcibly consummated, write a sentence that he and she finally got together, but what about the life after that?

Can they live happily ever after without any quarrels and conflicts?
Thinking about it like this, Xu Qingru actually felt that the souls of the two of them were perfectly fused together in the same body, regardless of each other, but more complete.

At least she herself will not quarrel with herself, and there is no difference between who dominates who. They have been together forever, working together, moving towards their dreams!

If the "Takaki Tono" written by Xu Qingru is a portrayal of her own male part, then "Akari Shinohara" written by her is the "Xu Qingru" in the world she imagined, a man he is willing to sacrifice his life to protect. girl.

The "Akari Shinohara" written by her also poured a lot of emotion into her. With the use of "expert level" writing skills, one can imagine how beautiful this girl is.

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The time has come to December unknowingly, and the coldness of early winter has come to the campus.

It's still the weekend, as long as it's not a monthly holiday, the poor boarding students in Jiangzhou No. [-] Middle School only have less than half a day's rest in the afternoon.

Xu Qingru is not a dormitory student now, so of course she has escaped from the sea of ​​suffering. After she finishes her four self-study classes in the morning, she can go home in the afternoon, and she doesn't need to come to the evening self-study again, which is equivalent to a half-day rest.

Of course, some day students with mediocre grades would not dare to "play poorly" like Xu Qingru.

They will feel that they are not self-conscious and lack self-control at home, so they might as well continue to come to school for evening self-study, which will have a more learning atmosphere.

Xu Qingru looks like a young and beautiful girl on the surface, but in fact she has the self-control ability of an adult, and she also attaches great importance to her academic performance. After all, it is related to her freedom and privilege in school.

So even if she comes home from school every afternoon and doesn't go to school for evening self-study, but she studies at home when she should, and her efficiency is as high as ever. There is still a mother at home to take care of her. She feels more comfortable than late self-study at school. many.

But sometimes it is more troublesome that some teachers who are too responsible can't help but snatch one of the three evening self-study sessions and go directly to class. Fortunately, those who do this are usually science teachers... lacking such a session For Xu Qingru now, it is not a big problem.

In her current science part, she has a solid grasp of knowledge. Apart from dealing with difficult problems, she will never lose points for other basic and intermediate questions. This ensures that her 150 points in mathematics can basically be stabilized at 130+. , coupled with her super strong liberal arts, the ranking is stable in the top ten of the school, it can be said that there is no pressure!

And Xu Qingru's unrestrained life as a day student made many students in the class envious, even the two experimental classes next door knew how "bad" she was, some of the students in the experimental class wanted to wait for her grades to decline, I think she must not be able to pass, they study hard every day at night!
The students in the experimental class are still naive, but a real boss like Song Shuhua will never underestimate Xu Qingru, because he knows geniuses too much, learning this kind of thing, reaching their level, does not mean that you can rely on hard work counterattack.

Xu Qingru didn't go home directly after school this weekend morning, but went to the bookstore opposite the school, and immediately saw that a new issue of "Youth Festival" containing "[-] Centimeters per Second" had been put on the shelves.

In fact, she has already received the sample issue before, but compared with the official version that is on sale, she always feels that the sample issue lacks a bit of soul.

She was about to reach out to look at the issue of "Youth Sacrifice" that had just been released, but a boy hurried over and took it into his hands first.

This boy is indeed Xu Lai's roommate, Guo He who has the nickname "Dao Chang", but now he is not as funny as before, and he is more and more introverted. Only the world of novels can relieve him. The tormented years of Jiangzhou No. [-] Middle School.

"Guo He, are you in a hurry to buy this issue of "Youth Sacrifice"?" Xu Qingru took the initiative to talk.

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