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Chapter 102 Purple Rhyme
The purple smoke was floating in front of her eyes like a ghost. She wanted to reach out to touch it, but remembered that she was a snow spirit fox now. For some reason, she felt a little lucky for it. Human beings are so complicated. It's really painful to be born as human beings who can't see through each other's inner thoughts-especially when you trust each other.

She couldn't help but think of Li Mengling, who made a wrong choice at a critical moment, causing Roland to lose his mind.

But Ouyang Qu's betrayal brought Fang Xiaoling a completely different feeling.

This is an indescribable and distinguishable feeling. The first collapse of trust made Fang Xiaoling a little disappointed and angry, but she did not choose to never believe in Li Mengling again because of this. She even had the illusion that there must be sunny days after the rain. She believed in Li Mengling It's just a moment of confusion, after all, Li Mengling is just a child.

But this time, Fang Xiaoling's biggest feeling was not disappointment or anger, but sadness and despair.

Feeling sad for the dark side of humanity.

She could hate Li Mengling, Ouyang Qu, Roland, or even herself.

But how on earth could she hate all humans?
When she discovered that everyone, including herself, had a more or less dark side, she didn't know what to do. Was Ouyang Qu really the only one to blame for Xueyi's death?
The purple smoke gradually dissipated, and in a trance, she found that she had come to a forest covered with purple clouds, and fireflies were floating around her. Everything here seemed to be full of mystery. She walked nervously, not knowing what would happen What.

Suddenly, a white fox appeared in front of her. It looked at her as if waiting for something.

Fang Xiaoling approached slowly, and found that its eyes were full of wisdom. She knew it was a snow spirit fox, and it seemed to have been waiting for her for a long time.

"Xueyi!" Fang Xiaoling ran over in human form, knelt down and hugged it, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."

"It's all over." Xueyi's voice was very calm, "Actually, even if Ouyang Qu doesn't kill me, I will find a chance to kill him."

"Don't talk about Xueyi, it's all my fault..." Fang Xiaoling hugged Xueyi tightly, as if she knew it would disappear soon.

"I must say, this is also the purpose of waiting for you here." Xueyi's voice was like a wisp of smoke, floating, without any texture, but pervasive, almost reaching Fang Xiaoling's mind, "Originally, I also wanted to Those who want to join the demon clan, I hate human beings, and I don't really regard you as a friend. Like Ouyang Qu, I just want to use the ability of [Red Lotus] in your soul. As I said before, even if Ouyang Qu is a good person, I I will also find a chance to kill him."

"I don't want to hear you say this!" Fang Xiaoling cried out in tears.

"Sorry, I can only say this. This is the deepest secret buried deep in my soul." Xueyi's body was gradually turning into purple smoke, "These are the voices of Xueyi...Rainbow Queen, you It’s been a long time since I returned to the realm of [Purple Rhyme].”

While talking, Xueyi's body has completely turned into purple smoke, it seems to be alive, floating around Fang Xiaoling's body, this smoke has a faint plant smell, as if it can soothe Fang Xiaoling's sad heart, and make her calm many.

Fang Xiaoling sat down with her back leaning against a big tree like a collapse, she subconsciously put her hands on her chest, and took a deep breath. At this moment, she suddenly felt the purple smoke floating in front of her, like her own Some kind of power is surging.

"There is no need to doubt, my name is Zi Yun, and I am a part of your soul." The purple smoke condensed into a ball and floated in front of Fang Xiaoling, "I have been sleeping for a long time, and it was your despair and grief for people who woke me up, Rainbow Queen , why on earth did you let me sleep?"

"I... sorry, I don't even remember." Fang Xiaoling sighed softly, "I don't even remember who I am."

"you know."

"I..." Fang Xiaoling was silent for a while, frowning and muttering to herself, "Do I know?"

"Rainbow Queen, you might as well listen to your own heart." Before the words finished, the purple mist suddenly transformed into an image exactly like Fang Xiaoling.

She smiled triumphantly, pinched her waist and said, "Of course I am the Rainbow Queen. Although I have forgotten my identity now, I must be a very powerful guy! When Roland comes back to life, I will definitely scare her away." Chin! Hahaha... Now I am amazing, not only have [Red Lotus] and [White Lotus Root], but also [Purple Rhyme], the ability to read minds. The one just now was Xueyi’s voice, and everyone will lie to me afterwards I'm gone!"

"No, no, no, no... I don't think so! I..." Fang Xiaoling felt very embarrassed. These things hidden in the deepest part of her heart were suddenly expressed in this way, like a private diary being taken out in public Like reading.

"You don't have to feel embarrassed, I'm a part of your soul." The phantom with the same image as Fang Xiaoling turned into purple smoke again, and it floated, saying, "You guessed right, I will give you the ability to read minds , you only need to do one thing, that is to come to the realm of [Purple Rhyme] and order me to convey someone's heartfelt voice. But I can only repeat someone's heartfelt voice when they communicated with you last time, and I cannot repeat someone's past and future voice."

"It's already very powerful." Fang Xiaoling murmured softly. She admitted that she had a strong urge in her heart. She wanted to have this ability so much, to understand the true thoughts deep in other people's hearts, so that she would not be bullied again. cheated.

"You want to know Roland's heart, why don't you order me?" Purple Haze said.

Fang Xiaoling was taken aback, "I just had this idea, and you knew it?"

"Of course, I am part of your soul."

"Even if she's not here, even if her soul has been torn to shreds, can you still convey her heart?"

"As long as she has lived and uttered her inner voice, I can find that voice from your subconscious." The purple smoke fluctuated up and down, as if in joy, "Actually, you have received those inner voices a long time ago, it's just yourself Not being able to find it is like controlling your fingers but not your hair."

"Zi Yun, I order you, tell me Roland's heart!"

The purple smoke instantly turned into the image of Roland. She stepped forward and grabbed Fang Xiaoling's hair, and said angrily, "You idiot! You were tricked by a child like Li Mengling. Are you a pig?! I shouldn't have pity You mentally retarded guys, what kind of cooperation are you doing, you are really naive!"

"I'm sorry Roland, I...I will definitely bring you back to life." Fang Xiaoling didn't feel that the Roland in front of her eyes was an illusion at all, except that her voice was a little floaty, like it was coming out of a phonograph, no matter it was her tone or her actions, They were all exactly the same as Roland's usual performance.

But then, Roland suddenly calmed down, and the hand holding Fang Xiaoling became softer. She touched Fang Xiaoling's head and continued, "But I still want to thank you. Since I was 16 years old, I have not I have experienced the feeling of having a family, and to me, the three of you are like my sisters, hey...it's just you idiots, it's really not worrying."

Fang Xiaoling shed tears, and the dull feeling in her heart finally dissipated.

She regretted that she listened to Roland's heartfelt words. Didn't she know these words?If not, what would Roland think?
"Enough of Zi Yun, come back, I shouldn't doubt Roland." Fang Xiaoling sighed, "Ouyang Qu's incident made me a little too suspicious."

Roland's expression was suddenly sluggish, and then turned back into purple smoke. It floated and said, "My energy is almost exhausted, your body is too tired now, Rainbow Queen, go back to the Ice Soul Continent to take a good rest .”

"How am I going to go back?"

"It's very simple, as long as you think about it."

Fang Xiaoling just tried it, then suddenly opened her eyes, as if waking up from a dream, and found herself lying on the cracked ice.She stood up weakly on all fours, shook her head, and spun around for a moment, as if the whole earth was shaking. After a while, since there was only her soul in her body, it seemed that a lot of burden was relieved. The scene in her eyes It gradually became clear and stable again.She tried to move her feet, staggering in this hot area.She lost her sense of direction, didn't know where she should go, and how long she could hold on, she just walked forward step by step...

As long as you don't stay where you are, maybe you can have a glimmer of life.

She thought like this, but the surroundings were vast, and there was no fantasy that could bring her hope. Except for the heat and loneliness, there were only dark clouds all over the sky. The Ice Soul Continent is shrouded in darkness.

"I am the Rainbow Queen..." Fang Xiaoling murmured, forcing herself to keep moving forward, step by step, walking... She fantasized that maybe the next step would see the dawn, and maybe one more step , you can suddenly find a strange fruit.

These fantasies kept her going, but all she found was a crueler reality—the surroundings seemed to be getting hotter and hotter, she was walking in the opposite direction, and she was stepping into the territory of the demons...

But this didn't make Fang Xiaoling give up, she thought of Shen Yi, Fang Xiaoling who was in the real world before.She continued to grit her teeth and persisted, as if she was fighting against fate.

"I am the Rainbow Queen." Fang Xiaoling panted for a while, took a hard step forward, stopped and gritted her teeth, and took another step forward. She didn't know if there was any point in doing this, she just felt very sad. Unconvinced, "I am no longer the Fang Xiaoling I was before!!"

Right after this sentence was finished, Fang Xiaoling saw a green plant sprout in this lifeless scorching ice field, showing off the power of life in the cracks in the ice in front of her.

(End of this chapter)