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"I saw a box of instant noodles under the bed. Well, I like to eat instant noodles." Fang Xiaoling lowered her head, wishing she could get into the crack, "I clearly remembered that I locked the door, why didn't you knock?"

Li Mengling closed the door, walked to the side and sat down, "Sister Xiaoling, are you really angry?"

"Ah? No?" Fang Xiaoling blinked her eyes, "I just returned to my real body, it's too late to be happy, why are you angry?"

"Then you hide in the room alone and eat instant noodles?"

"I'm happy!" Fang Xiaoling stood up, went back to bed, and got into the bed, "I'm going to bed, you go out quickly."

"Okay, I happen to be tired too." Li Mengling climbed onto the bed with a smile, and also got into the bed, "Sister Xiaoling, move over there, I'm used to sleeping in it."

"You... so many rooms, why do you have to squeeze in with me?" Fang Xiaoling's cheeks flushed slightly. When her soul was attached to Li Mengling before, she didn't realize that she was such a rascal. She seemed shameless, no matter what At the age of high school, can't you still not see the height of the eyebrows?

"Okay, okay, I was wrong, can I still do it? Sister Xiaoling~" Li Mengling stretched her arms around Li Mengling's waist, put one leg on her lap, and said coquettishly, "Don't be as knowledgeable as me, I'm not Kid? Did you forget when we were chasing Zheng Zhe together?"

"You are still a child when you are old." Fang Xiaoling's heart softened for a while, "Well, I am not as knowledgeable as you, so don't talk about me like that in the future. I don't know what you and Sister Luo Lan have experienced, but I am also very upset, too There are so many things that I can't breathe."

"I understand, it's as if fate is targeting me, and I feel anxious and uneasy. The more comfortable the environment is, the more frightened I will be. I'm afraid that I will lose everything in the next second." Li Mengling closed her eyes, " I've lost everything, and now I'm left with you and Sister Roland."

Fang Xiaoling was silent, she almost forgot that Li Mengli hadn't been resurrected yet...

Wait!
She suddenly felt a chill down her spine, "Mengling, I'm sorry to ask such a question, but I must know the answer to this question. Li Mengli is indeed dead, right?"

Li Mengling was stunned for a moment, and said in a low voice: "Has Miss Luo Lan told you already? When I talked to you through Xiaozhi before, I haven't had time to tell you about it."

"Roland didn't tell me about this..." Fang Xiaoling opened her eyes wide, her body trembling involuntarily, "But I didn't know when I knew about it, and one day, I even had a dream... ..."

"Dream?"

"Yes, Meng." Fang Xiaoling murmured, "The four of us were together, and Li Mengli asked me: Fang Xiaoling, am I alive now?"

"Sister Xiaoling, isn't this kind of thing too creepy? Sister Luo Lan must have told you, otherwise how would you know that your sister was killed by Tian Hu?"

"Tian Hu?" Fang Xiaoling sat up, staring blankly at the wall, "But in my memory, she was killed by your mother, from behind the wheelchair, with a rope... I saw it with my own eyes, Yes! At that time, I was attached to your body and saw it with your body."

"No! Sister Xiaoling, if you do this again, I'll be angry!" Li Mengling didn't want to mention these things at first, but she didn't expect that Fang Xiaoling not only mentioned it, but also talked nonsense, "When my sister went to the hospital, you had already left my body , I remember very clearly!"

"I know Mengling, don't get excited. In my memory, I should think logically. I shouldn't know about Li Mengli's death, but this is what I can't figure out." Fang Xiaoling frowned and thought, "What if If the memory about Li Mengli's death is not mine, then whose is it?"

Li Mengling saw that she didn't look like she was joking, so she analyzed it for her and said, "Then it could only be a dream you had. Maybe you mistakenly thought it happened in reality, but it was actually a dream, just the content of the dream. It just happens to be very similar to real reality."

"Is that really the case... I remember that when I was in [Purple Rhyme], Roland told me that he wanted to resurrect Li Mengli, and I agreed normally at the time.

But I just remembered when I saw you today, before you went to the hospital, I had already left your body, so how could I see what happened to Li Mengli through your perspective?

What's more, this memory is not the same as what really happened. "

The more Fang Xiaoling thought about it, the more she felt that things were not that simple, "Mengling, when I was in the bathroom today, I saw my future self."

"Future self?" Li Mengling also sat up and said in surprise, "Sister Xiaoling, the more you talk, the more outrageous you are. Two selves cannot appear in a world at the same time. The first rule used by the traversal device is: absolutely You are not allowed to see your past self!"

"Then is there any special situation? For example, you must tell your past self about something particularly important?"

"That's impossible! Do you know what will happen when two identical souls meet in the same world?" Li Mengling said firmly, "It will merge! Just like those soul fragments of Sister Roland, it is extremely Dangerous thing!"

"But the future me did come to see me. Although it was only for a moment, her hands were still on my shoulders, and we didn't merge."

"That must be your hallucination." Li Mengling said as if endorsing, "If you go back to the past and kill yourself, then who is the murderer? Think carefully about the logic of this question. This is the famous space-time paradox. It was first proposed by the science fiction writer Hené Bachzavel in his 1943 novel The Careless Tourist.

Sister Roland taught me this rule when she took me through time and space for the first time. With a super memory chip installed in my brain, I will never remember any knowledge points wrong! "

"Why does the human brain have to be stuffed with messy things?" Fang Xiaoling couldn't understand this kind of behavior. She modified her body in order to improve her ability. Doesn't that mean that human beings will become robots in the future?

She continued: "Since it is knowledge, it means that you have not experienced this kind of thing yourself, right? Maybe the fact is that the paradox is just a logical thinking based on the level of cognition at that time. What actually happened may not be true. Isn't it as logical as it comes out?"

"Come on, sister Xiaoling, do you believe in science? Do you need to prove this kind of thing yourself? Just think about it and you will know what the truth is. Why are you so stupid?"

"Maybe the person who is the axis is you." Fang Xiaoling's body relaxed, "Forget it, I don't want to argue with you about this, maybe you will understand what I said only when you have personally experienced the future or past self. "