send me home with your dopamine

"My sister is basically correct, but there is one thing, Sophia is ours."

"Huh?" Roland raised his eyebrows, which she really didn't expect.

"When the Rainbow Queen was studying at the Tower School, she had already made an agreement with Sophia." Fang Xiaoling's voice suddenly became much softer, "Sister, can you understand the logic?"

Roland thought for a while, then her eyes widened in shock. She grabbed Fang Xiaoling's hands and said, "Don't go."

"If it's fate, you have to go..." Fang Xiaoling said with a smile, "You can't cheat fate."

"Xiaoling!" Roland held her shoulders and almost shouted, "It's enough, there is really no need to fight anymore, we just need to stay in this carnival island...

By the way, you can also bring Shen Yi from World 561, there is no Jiang Tongtong here, and Wang Chenyu can modify his..."

"Sister." Fang Xiaoling interrupted her and said calmly, "Soon, for you, it's just a blink of an eye.

The future Rainbow Queen has given a clear answer.

【Pollen】, 【Astragalus】, 【Orange Peel】.

Going to the tower school to study is the fastest way for me to regain these three abilities.

When I fully recover the strength of the Rainbow Queen, I will travel back here, and we will start the real counterattack.

For you, I never left at all. "

"No!" Roland said with a frown, "There is no need for this at all. It is too dangerous to pretend to be your past self?! If you are discovered by the tower, you really can't come back!"

"I'm not pretending. The past me is the future me." Fang Xiaoling raised the corners of her lips slightly, "When I return to Carnival Island again, it will be the end of the tower."

Looking into Fang Xiaoling's eyes, Roland remembered that Fang Xiaoling who used to watch the female lecturer's teaching video on the road.

The cloudless sky suddenly began to rain, pattering down, drenching Roland's face, as if it was just to cover her tears.

"I killed you..." Roland trembled his arms, "Xiaoling, do you still remember?
In the beginning, you just wanted Shen Yi's love.

That's all. "

"People change, sister." Fang Xiaoling said slowly, "The name Shen Yi sounds really meaningless.

It seems to be a passerby who appeared in the previous life.

Maybe it was when I saw those bullet screens on Canglan International's artificial sky.

Maybe it was when he acquired the ability of [Red Lotus] Flame in Prison Prison.

Maybe it was after accidentally entering the astral world.

Maybe it was when I first came home with you.

She is no longer the Fang Xiaoling she used to be.

Every second, I am no longer who I was last second. "

"Then how can you guarantee that when you come back, you will still think the way you do now?" Roland wiped the rain from his face, "It doesn't matter what you become.

It doesn't matter if you're still who you used to be.

I'm not afraid that Fang Xiaoling will suddenly become the Rainbow Queen at a certain moment.

I'm just afraid of...

When you change little by little, I am not by your side. "

"Have you forgotten my sister? You have always been by my side." Fang Xiaoling pointed to the pendant hanging on her chest, "When Li Mengling returned it to me, she seemed very jealous, saying that my sister was partial to me. It's good to be alone."

"That's all she said. When Li Mengli is rescued back to Carnival Island, she might forget about me as a sister."

Fang Xiaoling listened quietly to Roland's words, but what emerged in her mind was a scene from a dream: four people eating together in a restaurant.

"Sister, when Li Mengli comes back, let's go out and play together?"

"Of course!" Roland said immediately, "Have you figured it out? In fact, it's good for everyone to stay in Carnival Island like this?"

"I just want to leave a good memory before I leave." Fang Xiaoling said, "You know, sister, this carnival island is actually not much different from the dream world."

"Sister, in fact, this is just a change of mentality. Carnival Island is exactly the same as Canglan City, and there is no surveillance tower here. We can..."

Seeing Fang Xiaoling shaking her head slowly, Roland knew that there was no need for him to continue talking.

"The people in the tower call us the anti-fate squad." Fang Xiaoling stretched out her palm, followed the raindrops falling from the sky, and murmured, "Actually, I don't want to rebel against fate, I just want to negotiate with fate.

If it must rain, can it be on such a sunny day.

If not.

Even if it is lightning, thunder, and strong winds.

Can it be passed sooner?
If it still doesn't work.

Can that give my world a rainbow after the rain.

Even if it is a fleeting rainbow.

Can you...

Don't take everything from me.

Don't let my world be nothing but chaos. "

Roland seemed to be remembering something, she slowly lowered her head and said, "Maybe it's because everything was taken away.

I don't want to lose the world I built with great difficulty.

Sister, why do you have to go? "

“因为姐姐是我最重要的人。”方晓玲坚定地说道，“2009年8月23日9点05分，高塔给姐姐造成了永远无法弥补的伤害。”

Roland said nervously: "If it's because of this matter, it's okay, I care more about you than that matter!"

"But at that time, I was also there." Fang Xiaoling looked at her, "Did you forget?
You begged for my help, hoping that I could defeat the Tower and give you your world back.

And I said yes. "

"I withdraw this request!" Roland held Fang Xiaoling's arm tightly, "Don't be silly, sister, are you going to take such a big risk just because of a promise? What's more, the person who asked you is no longer needed!

I really don't need you to avenge me, I just hope you can live well! "

Fang Xiaoling was silent for a moment, she looked at the rainbow that appeared in the distance, and said, "Even if there is no such promise.

It is also difficult for me to continue living like this.

If you have to ask why, it should be that the Rainbow Queen can't survive as Fang Xiaoling, right?

If you let me go back to the very beginning and be that Fang Xiaoling who was thinking about Shen Yi, I'm afraid it would be worse than death for me. "

The raindrops gradually stopped, and Roland also turned to look at the rainbow that appeared in the distance of the city, and after a long time, she asked seriously: "Xiaoling, you have something to hide from me, right?
Whether it's a promise to me, or longing for the identity of the Rainbow Queen.

Neither is actually a real reason for you to leave.

Tell me, why? "

"That's all? I didn't lie to you." Fang Xiaoling looked away, turned her back to Roland, and thought: My sister is too difficult to lie to, really, if I knew it, I wouldn't tell her these things, and I would secretly carry out the plan. alright.

"Ah, that's right!" Fang Xiaoling suddenly remembered something, and changed the subject, "Xiaolan has been out of school for a long time!"