Happy Spring

Chapter 144
In the night, Shi Yi would talk to him before going to bed, the latter's voice was lazy and undisciplined, but it had the power to comfort people's hearts.

"Where are people?" Shi Yi whispered subconsciously.

She turned over, looked around, put on her slippers and went outside.

The South Garden at this point of view is particularly deserted, the outside is low and dark, and the morning light has not even had time to shine down.

Shi Yi wrapped herself in a thin blanket, and as soon as she walked out of the room, she saw a faint light in the study.

She walked over, and before she reached the door, she heard Wei Xingliang's voice in astonishment: "Are you really letting go?"

"if not?"

Shen Dang still had that indifferent and carefree look, and even his voice was extremely calm: "Back then, Shi Quanmo watched my father fall and go to a dead end, just to reap the benefits of the fisherman. Of course, I can take revenge on him without hesitation. , Return all the coefficients I have received, no one is qualified to say that I did something wrong."

"You already have the answer in your heart, why are you willing to let him go?" Wei Xingliang asked puzzled.

Shi Yi stood outside the door, his palms were inexplicably wet.

She lowered her eyelashes, knowing that eavesdropping is a bad thing, she still didn't hold back, she listened silently outside, waiting for Shen Dang's answer.

But in fact, she didn't know what she wanted to do, what answer she wanted to hear.

All the past has been experienced by Shen Dang herself, and she has no right to interfere with his decision.

Even these days, they were already discussing marriage, Shi Yi still didn't have the courage to ask Shen Dang, "How are you going to deal with it?"

But now, she overheard it, the answer was close at hand, how could she not hold her breath to listen.

"Because I have someone I care more about. If I must teach Shi Quanmo a lesson, what will Shi Yi do? What about Lan Qing?"

Shen Dang said lightly: "Lan Qing supported me for many years under the pressure of Shi Quanmo. As for Shi Yi, of course I can make any decision I want, but before I make these decisions, my first consideration is Will it hurt her?"

Wei Xingliang was silent for a long time before he said, "Are you really not regretting it? Obviously you have worked so hard all these years, don't you just want to give an explanation to the people in the past?"

"For this confession, Shi Yi cannot be sacrificed."

It was a very plain sentence, but when Shi Yi listened, his eyes suddenly felt hot for some reason.

Here in Shen Dang, she cannot be sacrificed.

This sentence made my heart soften.

"So sacrifice yourself?" Wei Xing sneered, and sighed in a low voice: "Shen Dang, I really don't even know what to say about you."

This time, Shen Dang seemed to be laughing.

He said slowly and word by word: "It's okay, I chose this myself."

Shi Yi walked away silently, hiding the soreness in his eyes.

When Shen Dang came back, he still had the cool and faint fragrance of the study on his body. He lay down, hugged Shi Yi with a natural movement, and felt the little girl in his arms move, so he couldn't help laughing, "Are you pretending to sleep?"

"What are you pretending to be asleep?" Shi Yi retorted, "I'm just waking up from sleep."

"I still have to go to your house later, so I can sleep a little longer?" Shen Dang tucked up the quilt for Shi Yi: "Have a good rest so that you can recharge your spirits. It's still early."

After Shi Yi listened to him, his eyes fell on the man's hand with clear fingers.

Her eyelashes trembled, she paused, and said very softly: "Shen Dang, I just woke up, and I heard what you and Wei Xingliang said."

"Well," Shen Dang's reaction was calm, "Understood, go to sleep."

Shi Yi's fingers were curled up tightly, her nails were almost embedded in the flesh, and her voice was muffled: "Do you really not regret it? Have you thought it through?"

"One can't want everything, Shi Yi, I want you, of course I have to pay the price and make concessions." Shen Dang paused, then kissed her forehead, "I don't want you to give in, so I give in."

"." Shi Yi was silent, not knowing what to say.

She rarely tasted this kind of feeling of being completely favored, and she couldn't react in any way when things came to an end.

Shen Dang smiled lightly, and flicked Shi Yi's forehead with his fingertips: "What are you thinking about? Your face is wrinkled into a bitter gourd. Shi Yi, you don't think about it. Shen Dang is so nice. Is it all for me to give in like this?"

"It hurts!" Shi Yi held his forehead, and stared at him aggrievedly: "There's nothing wrong with me thinking so, right?"

"I'm not for you," Shen Dang lay down naturally, his delicate side face was dazzled by the dim light, he said slowly: "Shi Yi, I just said, People can't want everything, I'm not for you, I'm for myself."

"From the beginning, I wanted to be with you, and it had nothing to do with you. I was the one who pulled you into the game, and I wanted to get you with all my heart. So I said, it was for myself."

He twitched the corners of his lips, a smile appeared, and looked at Shi Yi with a sideways face: "If I really want Shi Quanmo to pay the price, I can choose not to be with you, and choose to ignore Lan Qing's love for you all those years." I'm good. In the eyes of the world, the winner will be the king and the loser. No one will say anything about me."

"But Shi Yi, I chose you, so I can't do whatever I want. You are here with me, and you are the only thing I can't give up in my future life. So you don't have to have any pressure, let alone put a psychological burden on yourself."

After Shi Yi listened carefully to what Shen Dang said, tears flowed uncontrollably from the corners of his eyes.

Her eyes were red, she spoke with a nasal voice, and asked childishly: "Then what can I do?"

"Who told you what you need to do to be loved?" Shen Dang smiled, with thick eyebrows raised slightly, just like when a boy introduced himself on the podium when they first met, arrogant and radiant.

He said, "You don't have to do anything, and I will love you."

After Shen Dang finished speaking, he slowly wiped away the moisture from the corners of her eyes. He was still smiling, but there was unspeakable distress in his eyes.

He said: "Shi Yi, how can anyone be unlucky for the rest of their lives? When you meet me, it's a lucky turn of events, you know?"

In the eyes of others, you should be extremely lucky.

But I know how difficult it has been for you these years, and I also know the depression and sorrow in your heart.

It's okay to have some pain that others can't see, at least with me, I can understand all your thoughts
Lan Qing's condition was not very good today, Shi Yi found out as soon as she came over, it was clearly still early in the morning, and Lan Qing was already sitting and dozing off.

Her sideburns don't know when they started, they are already covered with white hair, the only mercy of the years may be that they didn't ruin her face too much.

"Miss." Seeing Shi Yi approaching, the housekeeper quickly walked towards her and said in a low voice: "Madam went to bed after breakfast, she should be waking up soon."

(End of this chapter)