Oops, I accidentally became the palm of a powerful official

Chapter 436 Had to shoot

Xi Ran ate slowly and didn't speak again. Suddenly, she choked up and began to cry.

The sudden operation startled Bai Yu, she hurriedly put down the things in her hands and came in front of Xi Ran, looking at her puzzled.

"Why are you crying again all of a sudden? Is the wound very painful? Because the wound is on the face, it is inevitable to touch it when eating. It is normal for you to be in pain. You must be strong." Bai Yu hurriedly comforted.

Xi Ran shook his head, "It's not that the physical pain is bearable, but only you know the pain in your heart. From yesterday to now, you don't know how much my heart hurts. I really want to die."

"You girl, why did you suddenly say something like this? Have you forgotten what Miss Sheng said? The scars won't be too obvious, you won't distrust Miss Sheng, right?"

"It's not that I don't believe in Ms. Sheng, it's just that I don't know if I can last until the day when I regain my appearance. Now I have become the topic of other people's gossip, and they must have given me a title called Ugly. Although you didn't say it just now , but I believe that anyone who meets you will ask you about me."

When Xi Ran said this, he cried sadly.If you don't care about other people's feelings at all.That was impossible, and she also convinced herself that she must face it firmly, since everything had already happened, escaping would not solve any problems.But it's easier said than done, not to mention her heart is very fragile.

This may be related to the living environment since I was a child. Because I live in a poor family and do not get the love of my parents, I am very lacking in my heart.After finally getting a little comfort from Sheng An Ning, something like this happened again.

Hearing such words, Bai Yu didn't know what to say for a while.If you tell her that no one asked, she won't believe it, but you can't tell her that everyone is really interested in her injury.Because the person who wants to understand the injury doesn't really care about her.

Bai Yu was a little helpless, because she couldn't control the warmth or coldness of this person.Sometimes I think about it, if I encounter such a thing, it may be worse than the current situation.In some respects, she is the same as Xi Ran, but in terms of personality, perhaps Xi Ran has more advantages.

She sat beside Xi Ran helplessly, and patted her on the shoulder lightly, "Don't think so much, no matter what people say now, they will have nothing to say when you are fully recovered one day. If Always care about what other people think, then you will definitely be unhappy. Don't shed tears, I guess if the tears touch the wound, it may have an impact."

After speaking, he took out a handkerchief and wiped it gently for her.Taking care of Xi Ran now feels like taking care of myself, and I can always see my own shadow from Xi Ran's body.

Xi Ran swallowed tears down her stomach. She knew that being sad would not solve the problem at all, but she couldn't control her emotions.

Thinking of the abnormal interaction between Li Qing and Xi Ran before, Bai Yu was a little curious and wanted to test it out.

Bai Yu said softly, "Xi Ran, although it is really troublesome to encounter these things, you are the one who got hurt, but I can fully understand your feelings, because we all share the same fate, and now these disasters have come to you I don’t know when it will fall on me again!”

"You must not say that, no, no one is as unlucky as me."

"Why not? Many things are unclear. When you encounter these disasters, there are still people who care about you, but I am different. No one seems to care about me except the aunt around me. Miss Sheng cares about you very much. I have always regarded you as a relative. And Master Li, I can tell that he also cares about you very much, I wonder if you have any relationship?"

After Bai Yu said these words, he paid special attention to Xi Ran's eyes.When Xi Ran heard such words, his eyes darkened instantly.

She didn't dare to tell others before that Li Qing wanted to take her as a concubine, and now it's even more impossible to tell others, because she guessed that Li Qing should have changed her mind.Who would want such an ugly monster like himself?Li Qing's family affairs are prominent, and he is also a celebrity around Sheng Junze.Although there is already a trend, if you want to cut it, you will definitely choose a woman with a good family background.

Besides serving others, what else can I do?Born to be a servant girl.So at this time, Xi Ran couldn't know that Li Qing had made such a proposal before.If those people heard it, they would definitely tell it as a joke again.

She shook her head and said hastily, "You're really joking, how can a person like me have such family affection? If there are such relatives, it is impossible to be reduced to being a maid."

"Oh, so it's not a relationship! I think you are different from ordinary people. Master Li also cares about you, so there is such a guess." Bai Yu was embarrassed to say something too directly. Oh no.

Xi Ran smiled bitterly, "You should be talking about the adults, who helped me deal with the bullying of those people last time. I am very grateful to the adults for that matter. If there is no help from him, I don't know that I will be bullied into a child." What is it like. After that time, life here is much better. I don’t provoke others, and others will not provoke me. But it was different before, even if I was careful, I would still offend people. Because I am not Knowing how to do things, there is a problem with the way of dealing with people."

Xi Ran didn't want to say it, but Bai Yuye asked forcefully, "Yes, Master Li really helped you a lot in that matter. It is the style of adults to draw swords to help when the road is injustice. It is not your problem that those people bully you, but Because they are too bad. Seeing that you have a gentler personality, I want to bully you, especially knowing that you serve many people around Miss Sheng, and they are very jealous. "

"I know. Some people don't like me. People who think I have no ability can serve Miss Sheng. But I didn't do anything to harm everyone's interests. I can't do anything if I am not understood."

"Don't worry so much, people in the world can't be perfect. As long as we feel that what we do is right, we don't need to care about other people's opinions. You are also lucky to have the help of Mrs. Li and Ms. Sheng. You must cherish this Rare fate. In fact, I am very envious of you."

What Bai Yu said was the truth, she felt that Xi Ran was a fool, and he was a fool. It was really rare that someone as indifferent as Li Qing would treat her tenderly.

She couldn't help thinking of Lu Yi, and thinking of this person who cared about her, her mood became complicated.

(End of this chapter)