Sitting quietly at the door like that, Xi Ran slowly fell asleep again, this time she didn't see those maidservants with hideous faces, but old and loyal parents.Carrying heavy bags, the parents walked forward slowly, while Xi Ran followed behind, shouting vigorously.Finally saw them turn around.

She saw the gentle and lovely eyes of her parents, and saw that the familiar home was still dilapidated.Although I wanted to go over and talk to my parents, I woke up from the dream before it was too late.

The lonely Xi Ran has deep regrets, why is this dream so short?Although this dream is very short, the eyes of parents in the dream cannot be forgotten. Thinking of their eyes, if they know that they are dead, they will definitely be very sad.Although for a while I complained about why my parents cruelly sold myself to others as a maid.But sometimes I think about it, if I stay in that home, maybe I can't grow up at all, and I might starve to death.

In this era, poor people like them may not necessarily be able to live a prosperous life even if they work hard.Sometimes even the children can't support them, so they sell their daughters. Such things are too common, and I am not an exception, so I have no right to blame my parents.

The breeze came and felt the coolness. Xi Ran got up and went back to the house. Although the bed was hard and cold, it was still more comfortable than outside.That night, I was sleepless and thought about many, many things.Thinking of dying, and thinking of my parents, I finally decided to live for a while.After all, there is still a glimmer of hope that the worst is not the case.At this time, her heart was also calm. In fact, it was not a big deal. It was best to live as long as possible. If she really couldn't live, then she would end her life to free herself.

Xi Ran feels that the reason why he always has strange dreams is because he thinks too much.That being the case, you should enrich your life. Anyway, you already have such a big scar, and continuing to hide in the room will not change this fact.So we must face it calmly.Besides, Sheng Anning still needs help with a lot of things, so I just stay like this, and I feel sorry for her.Thinking of these, obviously got up early to freshen up.Even with such a big scar on his face, he couldn't let himself procrastinate.After washing up, she went directly to the pharmacy to find Sheng An Ning.

It is inevitable that we will meet maids or servants on the road, but Xi Ran did not bow his head like yesterday and walked forward.Because I have already figured it out, even if I lower my head or even cover my face, others will know the fact that I am disfigured.Even if people don't say anything in person and behind their backs, they definitely can't control what they talk about, and there is no need to care about it.

Some maidservants saw Xi Ran from a distance, so they quickly detoured away, and some maidservants simply greeted her.He didn't dare to talk about her face, and even looked like yesterday, and wouldn't stay on her face.I was afraid of making her uncomfortable, so I went to Sheng Anning to file a complaint.

Although she was just an ordinary, even somewhat honest maid, before Sheng An Ning came here, no one took her seriously.But it's different now. Everyone knows that she should not be offended, especially the matter of disfigurement, which Sheng An Ning pays special attention to.Everyone can see Xiao Rong's lesson, and it is impossible to forget it so quickly.

When he came to the pharmacy, Xi Ran gently opened the door and walked in, and found that the inside was as clean and tidy as usual.She thought Sheng Anning was too busy and the place would be a little messy.She started to clean up, not wanting to be idle.If he became a useless person, it would be even more impossible to stay by Sheng An Ning's side.

She thought a lot last night, thinking of the worst outcome and the best scenario, but what is certain now is that she cannot give up.As Sheng Anning said, if I give up, who can help me!I don't have much ability, so I can only make up for my shortcomings with diligence.

At this time, Bai Yu came to the door and was a little surprised to see the door open, because it was impossible for Sheng An Ning to come at this time, so she hurried in and saw that it was Xi Ran. came back.

"Xi Ran! Are you here?" Bai Yu said at the door.

Hearing Bai Yu's voice, Xi Ran quickly straightened up and turned around.She was also very surprised, wondering what it meant for Bai Yu to appear here so early?
"Miss Bai Yu, why did you come here so early? Are you looking for Miss Sheng? But she hasn't come yet, maybe because she's too busy." Xi Ran said quickly.

Bai Yu smiled slightly. She knew that Xi Ran didn't know that she had come here to help, so she explained, "I didn't come here to find Miss Sheng. In the past few days, Miss Song asked me to help sort out the medicinal materials. On the one hand, She has no staff here. On the other hand, she is also willing to teach me some medical knowledge. I told you before that I am also very interested in Chinese medicine. If I can learn a skill, that would be a very good thing."

Hearing such words, Xi Ran was stunned. It turned out that Sheng Anning already had a new assistant in the past few days when he was away.Although this position is not exclusive to him, not to mention that he is injured and can't do many things, but Xi Ran still feels a little uncomfortable and has a sense of crisis.

If I am no longer needed here, can I still stay by Sheng An Ning's side?In fact, such a situation is not incomprehensible, because I don't have much ability, and it is not irreplaceable.Sheng An Ning's kindness is not only towards herself, but also towards everyone, so Bai Yu is willing to follow suit, and Sheng An Ning will naturally not refuse.And he will treat each other sincerely, which Xi Ran can fully believe.

She nodded, "So you are here to help, you are so smart, you will be able to learn it quickly."

"Miss Sheng knows too much knowledge, how can we do it? Wait, we can only come little by little. After all, such things should not be too impatient, we should proceed step by step and put them into practice."

Xi Ran didn't quite understand what Bai Yu said, before she was just learning what Sheng An Ning taught.I can't remember some things at all, because I know very few words, so it is very difficult to learn.

"I'm too stupid, I can learn very little, but you should learn quickly." Although Xi Ran was calm on the surface, he already felt a great predicament in his heart.If Bai Yu has been following Shen An Ning, then sooner or later he will replace him.

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