After rebirth, the crazy beauty was spoiled by the regent and cried

Chapter 110 I don't deserve it!
After Jiang Bang left, Zhou Zijin couldn't help herself for a long time.

She thought that Jiang Si would ask.However, he didn't.

The relationship between the two of them now seems to be separated by a layer of veil. If you take a step forward, you can actually see clearly.However, no one has the courage to take a step forward.

Jiang Bang's feelings are like spring rain, which sprinkles the earth without asking for anything in return.Even if he is nameless, even if no one cares, he is willing to give.

And Zhou Zijin, accepting the nourishment of the spring rain, worked hard to face the sun, but worried that he was chasing too fast, and the rain was scared away.

In the final analysis, she was the one who failed Jiang Si.

[Zhou Zijin, do you want to continue being so selfish? 】In the dead of night, Zhou Zijin was lying on the bed, but couldn't fall asleep.His mind was full of accusations against himself.

【Jiang Bang paid so much, he didn't even drink the princess's wine, just because he was afraid that you would misunderstand!And you are still wondering whether he will blame him, it is too cold! 】

The condemnation of conscience made Zhou Zijin dare not even close his eyes.She kept saying that she didn't want to make Jiang Bang sad, but in fact, she was afraid that if she told the truth, it would make Jiang Bang disgusted——

From the beginning to the end, the person she cared most about was actually herself!

"No!" Zhou Zijin sat up from the bed, her mind was extremely clear at the moment, "I can't go on like this, otherwise, I don't deserve Jiang Bang's love at all!"

When a person starts to introspect, it is often the moment when his thinking begins to change.

At this time, Zhou Zijin made up his mind inexplicably in the silent night.She cares about too many people and things, but for Jiang Bang, this is not fair.

She wanted Jiang Bang's love, but she didn't want to be blamed, and she didn't want to sacrifice any affairs around her. How could there be such a good thing?
Even if there was, why did it all fall on her head alone?

In the early morning of the second day, Zhou Zijin stayed up almost all night, with tired eyes, he went to pay his respects to the Queen Mother.Before she could speak, the Queen Mother was startled!
"Zijin, what's wrong with you?" The queen mother looked at her blue eye circles and was extremely surprised, "Who is it? How dare you hit you?!"

It was the fatigue and dark circles under the eyes that even makeup couldn't cover up. Zhou Zijin almost kept his eyes open until dawn. Being able to stand here now is already considered pretty good.

Hearing this, she had no choice but to explain: "Don't worry, Queen Mother, the concubine just stayed up all night, so it's okay."

The queen mother backed up again and again in fright, and quickly pulled people inside, seeing that there were no outsiders, she worriedly said: "You are going to fall down at any time, is it okay?"

Didn't sleep all night, what happened to make Zhou Zijin lose his composure?

"Auntie, I thought about it all night, and I still feel that I need to tell Jiang Bang the truth." This was the result of Zhou Zijin's careful consideration, and it was also her determination last night.

Because she was worried that after waking up, this determination would be shaken by reality, so she held on and did not sleep.

The Queen Mother was puzzled, "Just for this?"

Is this thing worth fighting for?
She didn't understand Zhou Zijin's condemnation and guilt towards her, so she didn't think it would have much impact whether she said it or not.

This child Zhou Zijin is just too kind.Even if others would not blame her at all, she would feel bad in her heart.

It looks chic, but it is actually the heaviest burden.

"Just go ahead and say it. If Jiang Bang has any objections, you can push it on Auntie." The queen mother didn't care about these things, she only cared about Zhou Zijin, and she was the one who provoked this matter.

Zhou Zijin couldn't help laughing. After being told by the Queen Mother, he felt a little relieved, "Don't worry, Auntie, I will talk about it properly."

There's no need to push it on my aunt. My aunt also has her own reasons to do it, but I don't.It's just that at that moment, I chose to obey.

She is so weak and entangled, is Jiang Bang willing to accept such a self?

It is not convenient to talk in the palace. Although there was a special place before, if it is discovered, the consequences will be unpredictable.

Especially now that Jiang Bang has returned from victory, everyone's eyes are on him, Zhou Zijin doesn't want to have unnecessary influence on him because of his own affairs.

Therefore, with the full support of the queen mother, she and Xin Yi pretended to be maids who went out to buy things that day, and left the palace with a token.

And to send the Buddha to the west, in order to help the two, the Empress Dowager sent someone to deliver the news to Jiang Bang.It was said that Zhou Zijin needed to go out to work secretly, so in order to avoid leaking his whereabouts, Jiang Si personally assisted him.

So, when Zhou Zijin came out of the palace gate, he saw Jiang Bang waiting outside at a glance.

Although she already knew it, her eyes were still full of surprises, just like the crescent moon that day, making people feel good just looking at it.

"Miss, please get in the carriage." Xin Yi helped Zhou Zijin into the carriage, and the people at the gate of the palace turned a blind eye to this, after all, they were all Jiang Bang's people.

After Zhou Zijin got into the carriage, after a while, Jiang Bang also sat in.When he was away from home, he often traveled on horseback, but now he couldn't wait to get into the carriage, and his mind was clearly revealed.

"What's the matter?" Jiang Bang's eyes were filled with joy, he never expected to see Zhou Zijin today.Even dressed as a court lady, Zhou Zijin is so wonderful.

Zhou Zijin shook his head, "It's not a big deal, I'll tell you later."

Now is not a good time to talk, the carriage was rickety, and if Zhou Zijin spoke faster, he would shake it three times.

She came here today after making enough preparations, so she can't be in a hurry.

"Okay." Jiang Bang was in a very good mood today, no matter what Zhou Zijin said, there was a faint smile on his face.Even after arriving at the palace, he personally helped Zhou Zijin get off the carriage, not letting anyone else intervene.

It was still a familiar place and a familiar face, but this time when he came in, Zhou Zijin's mood was quite different.Especially when she thought of what she was going to say to Jiang Bang later, she couldn't help becoming nervous.

"careful!"

Zhou Zijin was so focused on things that she didn't see the road under her feet at all.The Prince Regent's Mansion was originally full of institutions, and she almost stepped on them!
Fortunately, Jiang Bang has been paying attention to her, and pulled her over in time, "What are you thinking? So serious?"

Zhou Zijin was a little embarrassed, "It's nothing, I just lost my mind accidentally."

His hand was held by Jiang Bang, it was still outside, Zhou Zijin was a little uncomfortable.She subconsciously wanted to pull her hand out, but was pulled even tighter.

"In that case, the king will lead you away." He took Zhou Zijin's hand, as if holding some rare treasure.He directly led the people towards his study, with the wind blowing under his feet, anyone could feel his good mood.

(End of this chapter)