After the divorce, the salted fish beauty took the script of the villain

In the dead of night, Feng Yu didn't feel sleepy at all, and stayed by Xie Xun's side.She held those white, soft, calloused hands.

Pampered and pampered, her fingers never touch the spring water, these are her hands.

Now 'she' is lying on the bed, her face is pale and bloodless, and she looks paler and weaker than when she just jumped off the cliff. She thought that she would not have such a weak posture if she was strong enough in Xizhou. Unfortunately, , her health seems to be short-lived.

"It's really an embroidered pillow..." Fengyu couldn't help laughing at herself. She couldn't help but think of when she was young, ordinary people's memories of her four or five-year-old were mostly hazy and thin, but Fengyu was different. The memory of that time is particularly deep.For a while, she was very sick, and was protected by her grandmother and sister in the boudoir. She never went out, and even the windows of the room were tightly closed, lest she would be blown by the wind and catch cold. She would be like a withered plant. Plants cannot stand a little wind and rain.

The summer in Ningzhou was very hot that year, and their family was relegated to Ningzhou. Although they were considered wealthy, they could not be compared with those in Kyoto.The layout of the houses in Ningzhou is also very stuffy. There are only two windows in the room, so there is no wind.

Xiao Fengyu was lying on the bed, hot and stuffy, almost breathless, the big maid was fanning the wind, but because she was weak and dying soon, she was a little slack, the wind was blowing on herself.

Fengyu couldn't bear the heat, and took advantage of the maid's laziness to sneak out of the room. She saw her elder sister playing and running in the shade with Fengyu, and she was very envious.

The maid soon found her and impatiently dragged her back to the room. Feng Yu turned her head to see her eldest sister and Feng Yan chasing and frolicking as she walked.

The maid taught her impatiently, saying that she was weak and sick and feared that she would not live long, so don't cause trouble for them, if there is any trouble if she ran out, it would be the maids who waited on them who would suffer.

Feng Yu was taciturn and well-behaved since she was a child. Because of her illness, she was very good at reading people's faces, and she hardly dared to offend the maids who served her.

She listened sadly to the group of maids scolding her, saying that her life is not good, that although she is a young lady, she is a sick child, even if she is lucky enough to live to adulthood, which high-ranking family would want a sick child-in-law .Her mother's family would not care about a sick and weak girl from an aristocratic family.

Marriage of aristocratic families, many children cannot marry as they like, it is the order of the parents and the words of the matchmaker. In essence, it is a strong alliance and an exchange of resources.

The sick and weak prostitute daughter of a family is worthless than the concubine's daughter. She is doomed to be lonely, find someone to marry at will, and spend her life in a sloppy life. They even made fun of her.

That year Fengyu was too young, most of the maids were young girls, strong and strong, they would not take a four or five year old girl in their hearts at all, and they spoke freely.

Those harsh words cast an indelible shadow on the young Feng Yu's heart. As she grew older, her body did not improve. No matter how many treasures her grandfather found for her, she still couldn't save her. Feng Yu gradually accepted it. A sad fate that I can't live with.

She is not reconciled! !
She desperately wants to live, wear the best clothes, wear the most expensive jewelry, eat delicacies from mountains and seas, and use the best medicine to prolong her life. Even if she can't survive, she still wants to enjoy these 18 years.

When she saw through that Xie Xun liked her, she couldn't survive to reject him. Although her tone was relaxed, like a joke, only she knew sadly that maybe this was fate.

She even told Xie Xun repeatedly that I couldn't survive, so don't waste time on me, as if this would persuade Xie Xun to leave.

The eldest son of Zhenbei Hou's mansion, the man who will support the Ningzhou iron cavalry in the future, his wife is definitely not a sick and weak woman like her.

He needs a woman who can lead the army and fight with him on the outside, who can have children and take care of the family.No matter what it is, she doesn't meet Xie Xun's criteria for choosing a mate. She even thought that Xie Xun and her are just a weak connection with the Soul Relief Pearl, which caused a confusing heartbeat, not real love.

Therefore, she refused, flinched, and was not willing to admit that she was moved by the young master's passionate and straightforward love. She couldn't sleep at night and resented her frail body. If she could have a healthy body, she would Maybe he has long accepted his wanton heartbeat.

Later, for Xie Xun, Feng Yu, who had given up on her body for many years, imitated Xie Xun's habits, practicing sword for an hour a day and racing horses for an hour.When Xizhou is not so busy, she will take the maids to climb the mountain together, and she will plant seeds with the tenant farmers. She tries to break the curse and make herself healthy, even if she lives a few more years.

When Xiao Ruyi came to them, she saw Xie Xun's relaxed and happy expression when teasing Ruyi. She had hoped that if she was destined not to live long, it would be fine if she could give birth to a son and a half for him before she died. After she died and had a child, Xie Xun would not be so sad.

It turns out that everything is a luxury.

Her offspring are weak!
When Dugu Jing kicked her, and she was lying in Shuncheng not knowing whether she was alive or dead, Xie Xun already knew that she was not destined to have children in this life, and he still liked her without hesitation, wanted her, and proposed to Emperor Jianming for a marriage.

In fact, Feng Yu never knew that she would not be able to bear children. She had doubted it, so after the marriage was granted, she asked Dr. Zhou. Dr. Zhou had been taking care of her body and knew her condition.But Dr. Zhou said that she was only a little weaker and would be fine to her offspring.

How could a doctor with such superb medical skills and proficiency in gynecology fail to see what was wrong with her body.

It should be that Xie Xun greeted Dr. Zhou and didn't want her to worry about it, so he deliberately kept it from her. Fengyu herself felt that when she was in Xizhou, she had very few friends, and Fang Lingjun was the only one who could speak intimately. .But they are all unmarried girls, and they themselves don't know much about the problems of many women. After arriving in Xizhou, Feng Yu often worked with Mrs. Zhang Hu and the others.

The group of married women spoke freely and occasionally uttered nasty words. Feng Yu listened to it and took many words to heart. Zhang Hu had a concubine and was very close to Mrs. Zhang Hu. Difficult to give birth, always depressed, Feng Yu heard them chatting, and knew why this concubine's wife was difficult to give birth to, just Yue Xin was different from others, Feng Yu asked carefully, and found that she and this wife Almost exactly the same.

Besides, her body is very cold regardless of seasons. At that time, she avoided other people and asked a doctor. The doctor once said that she was not easy to give birth. Perhaps because of her status, the doctor spoke more reservedly. Feng Yu just came back to her senses now.

But Xie Xun doesn't care!

Does he really not care?
"Ayu, why are you crying?" Xie Xun, who woke up late at night in unbearable pain, saw Fengyu sitting on the edge of the bed crying with his face pressed against him.

Fengyu's crying rarely has a sound. When she is sad, she always weeps silently. The tears roll down big and big, and her expression is sad. If I use her face, I will feel pity. They held them in front of her, just to make her smile.

But if it's against his face... Xie Xun's mood is very complicated.

I feel distressed, and feel... horrible.