Son, he doesn't want to divorce

Chapter 219 I will accompany her until A Li's birthday

Master Mingjing's eyes fluctuated slightly, obviously because Gu Hanzhang's words were very moving.

One thought becomes a Buddha, one thought becomes a devil.

The word love hurts deeply.

"Amitabha, if you reduce the killing and pay some price, you can let the son and the concubine renew their relationship. I don't know if the son is willing?"

Gu Hanzhang, who was still a little crazy at first, stood up from the futon immediately, staggered and threw himself in front of Master Mingjing.

"You have a solution? I'm sorry, I shouldn't be disrespectful to the master, please help me." Gu Hanzhang completely lowered his posture.

If anyone was here, they would definitely find it unbelievable that the arrogant and noble Gu Hanzhang would be so humble.

Master Mingjing nodded, "My son, you should pay attention to sincerity in everything. There is a saying in the Buddha that sincerity will lead to spirituality. If you are willing to kneel in front of the Buddha, use your own blood to copy the "Contemplation Sutra Zhizhi" for 49 days every seven days. Chanting scriptures and paying homage to the Buddha for an hour every morning, noon and evening. By then, many karmic obstacles will be broken, and there may be a chance to reconnect with the concubine."

"Really?" Gu Hanzhang stared closely at Master Mingjing.

"Amitabha, monks don't tell lies." Master Mingjing was still benevolent.

Gu Hanzhang nodded, "Okay, I will do it."

In the following days, Gu Hanzhang no longer went to the morning court, and would definitely finish copying the "Guanjing Zhizhi" with blood every day, and would also chant the scriptures for an hour in the morning, noon and evening.

When Chengfeng came to him, he had to wait for Gu Hanzhang to settle the matter in hand before talking to him, including making some decisions.

Seeing Gu Hanzhang's thinner and thinner figure these days, Cheng Feng felt very uncomfortable in every possible way.

You know, Gu Hanzhang has always been the envy of the nobles in the capital, but now he has become like this, with disheveled hair and disheveled clothes.

People are not like people, and ghosts are not like ghosts.

Wearing white clothes on his body, if anyone saw him at night, he would probably be scared to death.

"Gu Hanzhang, wake up, what that old bald donkey said is all lies, people die like a lamp goes out, everything is in vain now." Cheng Feng's eyes turned red.

If he had known that Gu Hanzhang would become what he is now because of Chaoli's death, he would never have let Gu Hanzhang get close to Shen Lianyi anyway, and now he really regrets it.

It is clear that only Chaoli is in Gu Hanzhang's heart, and Chaoli's love for Gu Hanzhang is also deep in his bones.

Gu Hanzhang's expression didn't change at all, and he didn't know if he had listened to Cheng Feng's words. He was still peeling the Buddhist beads with his left hand, knocking on the wooden fish with his right hand, and still chanting sutras in his mouth.

"All appearances are illusory. If you see all appearances and non-appearances, you will see the Tathagata..."

Finally, Cheng Feng couldn't help but stepped forward, grabbed Gu Hanzhang by the shoulder, and pulled him up.

In normal times, Gu Hanzhang is not someone who Chengfeng can pull up without any effort, and he can't be Gu Hanzhang's opponent at all.

But now, Gu Hanzhang has no popularity, so he was able to drag him in front of him without any effort at all.

"Gu Hanzhang, you are enough! At the beginning Chaoli loved you so much, you didn't communicate with her well, her mother and Lu Xiuyuan, who was regarded as her brother, both died tragically, and you didn't care enough about her! A man, if you can afford it, you must let it go , the most important thing now is the crown prince! Chaoli is dead, she cannot come back to life, but you must continue to live! It is because of Chaoli's death that you should live with her share, you Look at you like this, you don't even have the desire to survive, how can you survive!"

Gu Hanzhang was expressionless, "Chengfeng, you don't understand. It's not that I don't want to talk to her, it's that she doesn't want to see me. In the middle of the night, I can only go to see her secretly, lest she will get excited when she sees me. The doctor said she can't." I'm so excited. I was busy with the crown prince's affairs in the last month, and I ignored her, which led to her death. She died, and my life was meaningless. Now that the crown prince has firmly secured the position of crown prince, I just need to finish the work Yes, I will accompany her when it is Ah Li's birthday."

Yes, it happened to be able to finish writing Qiqi 49th, which happened to be Chaoli's birthday.

It's unbelievable that Cheng Feng, Gu Hanzhang actually wants to die for Chaoli!

"Are you fucking crazy! Gu Hanzhang, you are a man, and you can't even think about dying for a woman!" Cheng Feng almost wanted to wake him up.

"I tell you that I want you to make arrangements for me. Remember to bury me with A Li. A Li has always been attached to me, and I am very scared to be alone here. It is the limit to let her wait for me for three months." Gu Hanzhang indifferently Open your mouth.

Cheng Feng couldn't accept it, "Crazy, you are really crazy, I never found out that you love her so much, why have you come to this point all of a sudden?"

"Yeah, I really didn't love her at the beginning, I just wanted to give her a face. But Chengfeng, you never know how good A Li is, so I put her in my heart unconsciously. I regret that I didn't do it sooner. To express my heart to her, I thought she would understand that I don’t have any woman in the backyard except her, I only want her.” Gu Hanzhang smiled wryly, “But it wasn’t until she died and I read those letters that I realized how much we missed. There are too many misunderstandings."

If he could live another life, he would definitely tell Chaoli all the words in his heart.

It doesn't matter if he doesn't like to talk, he is willing to change for her.

But can they really meet again one day?

Cheng Feng didn't know what to say anymore, he could only cry silently, he really couldn't see Gu Hanzhang like this.

When the screen changed, it was the day when Gu Hanzhang finished copying the scriptures.

At this time, Gu Hanzhang was only skin and bones, his cheeks were deeply sunken, he left Hanye Temple silently, unable to listen to what Master Mingjing said.

Gu Hanzhang didn't know how long he walked, his clothes were disheveled, his hair was disheveled, and his feet were covered with mud. He finally arrived at a solitary grave.

There is no tombstone in this tomb, only a bunch of mandala flowers tied with paper, but unfortunately it has been wet and faded by the rain.

There weren't many weeds in front of the grave, obviously it wasn't an old grave, and the people who buried it didn't take long.

"A Li, do you really hate me so much?"

"You have never been in my dreams these days, and I can't even see you in my dreams again."

"It's okay, you can only be mine, even if you die. We have to share the same coffin, and no one can separate us."

After the words fell, Gu Hanzhang fell softly on the lonely grave, with blood overflowing from the corner of his mouth.

Before he closed his eyes, he stretched out his hand to gently caress the mandala flowers beside the grave.

"A Li, wait for me, don't go too fast, I'm afraid, I won't be able to catch up with you. Also, I owe you a word, I, love you"

Gu Hanzhang opened his eyes, sat up slowly, only to find that he was sitting on the ground, and Master Mingjing was still looking at him with a smile not far away.

The headache was so severe that it was about to explode, and my mind was in chaos, accompanied by a throbbing pain in my heart.

Helpless, Gu Hanzhang could only pant heavily and did not move.

After Gu Hanzhang calmed down, he realized that his face was faintly pale.

"Master, did what I saw just now happen for real?"

　Do you still remember the white figure that Ah Li saw in a trance in Chapter 31?In fact, the man in white she saw was a thin persimmon
　　
　
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