Mrs. Gu is a squeamish

Lin Huaishu was looking at Qiao Lechu's hand.

Suddenly he saw Qiao Lechu's hand approaching.

He was suddenly startled, and quickly came to his senses, sitting upright.

Then he saw Qiao Lechu put a cup of tea in front of him.

He noticed that Qiao Lechu's hands were shaking a little when he put down the tea cup.

Then he looked up at Qiao Lechu again.

Qiao Lechu retracted his hand, put it under the tea table, and clenched his fingers.

Lin Huaishu looked at her, then picked up the tea cup and took a sip of tea.

Osmanthus tea is very fragrant.

The smell is very refreshing.

The fragrance of tea and flowers makes people feel comfortable and relaxed.

"Does it taste okay?" Qiao Lechu asked, "I don't know if you can get used to drinking it. I like it better, especially when I'm nervous. It will be better if I drink a little."

Lin Huaishu put down the teacup, looked at her and said, "It's very fragrant and tastes good."

Qiao Lechu smiled.

Lin Huaishu watched her slowly take a sip of tea.

After putting down the teacup, he lowered his gaze and remained silent for a moment.

Lin Huaishu noticed what she wanted to say to him, but was very nervous.

She is regulating her emotions.

Lin Huaishu waited for a while, then felt that she was getting more and more nervous, so he said first: "Lechu, do you want to say something to me?"

Qiao Lechu raised her eyes to look at him, looked at him for a while and said, "Yeah."

"You say it," Lin Huaishu said, "Whatever you want to say, I will listen to it."

After listening to his words, Qiao Lechu smiled slightly.Then he lowered his gaze, rubbed the cup back and forth with his fingers, paused and said, "I had psychological problems because I was taken away once. That time... was more serious than this time..."

"Lechu." Lin Huaishu didn't react for a moment. When he did, he immediately interrupted her and said, "Lechu, I told you, you don't need to tell me this."

Qiao Lechu shook his head: "Don't get excited, just listen to me first."

Lin Huaishu looked at her.

Qiao Lechu kept stroking the teacup, trying to make her voice normal, and she said: "If there is nothing to do today, I would also like to find a time to talk to you."

"I know you don't care, but I think it's necessary to make it clear." Qiao Lechu said, "You can guess this matter, but you can only make a rough guess. If I don't tell you, it will always be a rough guess. You don’t know the details of this. And I don’t know if this will be a time bomb in the future.”

Lin Huaishu frowned.

"I'm not talking about you, I'm talking about me." Qiao Lechu said word by word, a little difficult and a little slow, "I think too much. You may not think about it again. But I will think about it, I will keep thinking, I will wonder if you are thinking, I will wonder if you mind again at any moment, I will wonder if you will feel that I am really... that something..."

Lin Huaishu was confused by what she said and looked at her blankly.

I feel like I know what she's saying, but I feel like I don't understand what she's saying.

Still a little scared, why did she suddenly say this to him.

Qiao Lechu added: "I will still feel sorry for you. Because of your protection of me. Your protection of my privacy and secrets. That's why you didn't let me tell you. I will feel that I owe you. If it really happens in the future When we are together, I will always think about you. I will be careful, and I will obey you in every possible way. Even if I am unhappy, I will endure it. Over time, it will not be good for us. "

Lin Huaishu was even more confused.

He felt like he heard every word.

But it seemed that I only heard one sentence.

Or half a sentence.

If we were together...

He didn't hear what was said next.

Qiao Lechu added: "So I want to find a time to talk to you. Because if I don't talk about it, this matter, to me, is the biggest thing between us. Today... I plan to talk about it today."

"Lechu, I, I don't know what to say." Lin Huaishu said, "I, I don't quite understand. I, I... what should I do?"

"Just listen first." Qiao Lechu said slowly and then added, "Listen carefully."

"Okay, okay." Lin Huai responded blankly.

Qiao Lechu clenched his hand under the table a little tighter and said, "You saw it, Bai Cong pulled my clothes."

Lin Huaishu's eyes trembled.

Qiao Lechu said: "At the last Ximei Media Festival, I took photos everywhere with my camera. He saw me. He got interested that day. But you and my sister were always by my side, so he didn't dare. " Lin Huaishu's hand on his leg suddenly tightened, and finally he pinched his thigh to prevent himself from getting up and rushing out of Qiao's house to beat Bai Cong again.

"He brought me home and wanted to do something wrong to me. I resisted." Qiao Lechu said, "The recent practice has had some effect. But only a little bit. His father came and he stopped. I was lucky. I escaped this disaster. But I'm still too scared."

"Who is not afraid when encountering this kind of thing? I am also afraid when encountering this kind of thing." Lin Huaishu said.

Qiao Lechu smiled again and continued: "It was more serious than this last time, and I won't resist."

Lin Huaishu froze again.

Qiao Lechu said: "That person last time...he...he took off my clothes."

Qiao Lechu's voice began to tremble.

My breathing started to tremble.

She kept telling herself in her mind.

Don't be afraid. Don't be afraid.

get over it.

this is not your fault.

It's someone else's fault.

Don't put other people's faults on yourself.

It is the perpetrator who deserves the shame.

not you.

Face it with peace of mind.

There is nothing wrong with it.

"Lechu..." Lin Huaishu called her.

Qiao Lechu shook his head, took a deep breath and said, "He took off my clothes, took videos and photos. Then he verbally humiliated me, but didn't actually do anything."

After Qiao Lechu finished speaking, he felt relieved instantly.

It was the first time I felt so relaxed.

I feel like the piece of rotten flesh in my heart has finally been dug out.

Although there is blood, it is a place of new life.

If you say it, it's no big deal.

She breathed a sigh of relief.

But Lin Huaishu's eyes turned red.

When Qiao Le first looked over, he quickly lowered his gaze.

My fingertips were shaking.

In fact, my whole body was shaking.

long silence.

Qiao Lechu looked at Lin Huaishu.

Lin Huaishu lowered his gaze.

A long, long time has passed.

The sun was setting and the room was dark.

Only then did Lin Huaishu speak up: "Lechu, is there anything else you want to tell me?"

Qiao Lechu's eyes moved.

She felt a little bit of Lin Huaishu's distress.

She pursed her lips and said: "I...I just hope that you can think carefully about our relationship. Think carefully about it. I am in this situation, and I don't want us to be unhappy in the future. Friendship is a friend. Relationship. If you go further, many things will become different. If you go further, if you want to go back, you won't be able to go back to the way it was before."

After all, she was still worried that Lin Huaishu would mind this matter.

Her feelings for Lin Huaishu are too complicated.

For her, it's actually good to be able to go further.But if you have to take that step back, don't go forward.

They can still be ordinary friends.