Congratulations, you will never recover

Chapter 605 Is Her Existence A Mistake?
"I believe it won't be long before your body will be so weak that you will have complications. You can't hide it. Go tell Bao Siyu and start chemotherapy, right?"

"..."

"Miracle will always happen."

Joe laughed again.

Miracles really never happened to her.

It's not that she doesn't want to receive treatment, but that she really doesn't want Bao Siyu to know.

Because she knew that leukemia must worsen and severely infect organs.

It's been like this in the previous life, let alone the life that Su Ziyin added to it.

Therefore, organs may not necessarily be found.

When Bo Siyu was sick in her previous life, she must have known about it. With the power of the Bo family, she couldn't find anything.

Bao Siyu must have looked for it, but he couldn't find it, so he donated his own to her.

Qiao Youxia didn't want to take this risk. If she couldn't find it in the end and Bao Siyu donated his organs to her, wouldn't that be repeating the old path of the previous life?
Also, after he donated his own heart to her, she was stimulated by Su Ziyin to vomit blood and died as soon as she woke up.

Who knows if this is a phenomenon of exclusion.

Where is the heart so easy to transplant?

Even after the heart transplant, let alone the leukemia, even if the leukemia is cured, she can only live a fragile life for a few years with someone else's heart.

Moreover, after a heart transplant, leukemia has to be treated. What leukemia needs in the end is a suitable bone marrow. Where can she find it...

So, Bao Siyu's sacrifice was completely in vain, and he couldn't live a stable life for two years before his death.

Qiao Youxia couldn't help wondering, was her existence really a mistake?
She can't let Bao Siyu know about her illness, she must not...

"Is it true that I can't have a child?" Qiao Youxia sighed and asked, "Even if I die, I really want to have a child."

Qin Sichen sighed, with a distressed light in his eyes: "You can't, according to the data, your disease can be transmitted to the baby because of the mother's body, and having a baby is a great waste to you now. , you may not even be able to give birth to a child before the disease deteriorates to death, and even if you give birth to a child, it will be a deformed child."

A deformed child is a painful and irreparable defect for the child's life.

The two sat in silence for a long time, Qiao Youxia said in a deep voice, "Is there any biyun medicine?"

Qin Sichen also looked at her in silence for a while, then got up to get her medicine.

For the first time, he found himself so useless.

Qiao Youxia took the medicine, bowed her head and said nothing, seemed to hesitate for a while, then withdrew two pills and ate them.

Bao Siyu wanted a child so much, and now she was taking biyun medicine here.

If he knew, he would be very sad, right?

Qiao Youxia's hand holding the medicine was shaking.

She obviously agreed, and decided not to hurt him again in this life. Why is everything she does and plans to hurt him now?

Why can't she be allowed to live healthy and healthy, why can't they be together well?
Qiao Youxia took the medicine, her heart ached like a festering abscess.

Why has life never treated her kindly?

In the previous life, I died alone, without affection, without love, and lived in pain all day long.

Now that she is reborn, she still has to repeat the same mistakes and face the same hardships as in her previous life.

Is it doomed that she and Bao Siyu can't be together?

Then why are they still together when they are reborn?
　……

　　Ask everyone a digression.

　　What should you do when you feel that your life has no expectations, no enthusiasm, and you feel suffering, but you can't stop?
　　
　
(End of this chapter)