troublemaker

Chapter 95 Gone with the Wind...

died?

How did he die?How can a person die?At this moment, Zhao Chuxi's mind was blank, and these two sentences kept echoing. He still remembered the distressing scene. She was standing at the end of the corridor, smoking with her back against the corner, looking a little tired and weak. She was a little mysterious, and her eyes were unreasonably cold. When she saw him coming, she tried to straighten up and smile at him.

Zhao Chuxi still remembered that she said that when she earned enough money, she would go back to her hometown in Shanxi, open a small jewelry store, find a simple and honest man, take care of her husband and teach her children, and live the rest of her life in a normal way.Some time ago, he heard Huang Mao call and said that she would go home in a few days.

But why did he die?

Zhao Chuxi couldn't figure it out, couldn't figure it out, really couldn't figure it out, thinking of the grievances this poor woman who used her body to support the whole family had suffered, thinking of her taking him shopping for the first time and treating him to Pizza Hut, thinking of her stubbornness in not letting him Paying the bill, Zhao Chuxi burst into tears. He just shed tears like that, unable to cry or cry out. The whole room was extremely oppressive. Xu Lin and Er Pang, who didn't know what happened, looked at a loss panic.

Dead, really dead.

At noon, the mortuary of the Shaanxi Armed Police Corps Hospital was dead silent, occasionally someone sobbed in a low voice, even in the daytime, the place was eerie and creepy, except for the hospital staff, no one would want to come here, yes Zhao Chuxi didn't want to come here either, but this was his second visit. The first time was in the dilapidated Qilian County Hospital. He took Xiaopingan back to Fenghuang Village for burial.

There was a mortuary table in the middle of the empty room in the mortuary, and No. 16 was lying there quietly, covered with a sheet as white as snow. Zhao Chuxi was depressed, and walked there step by step, as if every step he took It seemed like a century had passed. There seemed to be hundreds of kilograms of iron balls hanging on her feet, and she couldn't lift them no matter what. The road was too far, from one world to another, but Zhao Chuxi still walked in front of her.

Stretching out his hand, Zhao Chuxi pulled back the white cloth covering her face. Without heavy makeup, it was simple, except for her pale face. She seemed to be sleeping peacefully with her eyes closed. No disturbances in this world could disturb her. Zhao Chuxi couldn't help touching her face, as if he wanted to tell her, don't sleep, I'm coming to see you.But she couldn't open her eyes no matter what. Zhao Chuxi knew she was lost and couldn't find her way home, otherwise she would definitely open her eyes.

Xu Lin, Er Fatty, Han Sanqiang, and Huang Mao stood beside Zhao Chuxi. Huang Mao's eyes were red, and he couldn't stop wiping away his tears. Only he knew that she loved this man deeply, and he knew it was impossible but insisted on it in his heart. Leave a pure white place for her, she said that she knew that her body was dirty, she also knew that there was no way she could be with him, she had hoped for him more beautifully, she felt that meeting him in this life was already happy, as if she had suffered in the past half of her life. These grievances are not worth mentioning to her at all.

Han Sanqiang's eyes were reddish, and he had secretly wiped away tears several times. This was the first time he cried for outsiders.Xu Lin had seen too many life and death, and the oppression in the room made people breathless. He couldn't help but patted Zhao Chuxi on the shoulder and said, "This may be the best ending for her."

Zhao Chuxi didn't turn his head and didn't speak. He just smiled at her. He knew she was smiling at him too. He didn't hate anyone, but he hated himself a little.

Er Fatty didn't smile again, with a heavy face, and sighed fiercely. He just remembered that on the night of Shanshuiqing, she was the only one who rushed out desperately when Zhao Chuxi's news was at the end of the corridor. From then on, Er Fatty knew that she liked to have a bright future.

I don't know how long it has passed, and no one is watching the time. Zhao Chuxi couldn't bear to let her catch a cold. After hesitating for an unknown amount of time, he put the white cloth on her face again. Yours, if you are afraid, you will entrust me with dreams, don’t be afraid, there is me.”

Huang Mao cried more and more sadly, and Han Sanqiang couldn't stop crying.

Walking out of the room, Zhao Chuxi stared fixedly at a man sitting in the corridor who buried his head deeply in his knees and kept crying. Zhao Chuxi's whole body instantly became darker and darker, with resentment simmering in his chest Unable to vent his grievances, with a sullen face, Zhao Chuxi quickly walked towards the man.

The man seemed to be able to feel Zhao Chuxi's anger, and raised his head slightly. His whole body was as dead as a deflated balloon, his eyes were red and swollen, and tears were still hanging on his face. Zhao Chuxi grabbed his neck and punched him. His face, the man flew out of the punch, and fell heavily in the corridor, which shows how heavy the punch was.

The man lay on the ground crying loudly like a dead dog. Zhao Chuxi pulled his clothes, pulled him up abruptly, and shouted, "Qin Ying, you know what the fuck she did for you!" How much, do you know how much she paid for your family, if it weren't for you, if it wasn't for your family, would she be a lady, do you f**king know?"

The man just cries, but neither speaks back nor fights back.This man is NO.16's younger brother, Qin Ying, who is also the instigator of NO.16's suicide. If it wasn't for her, NO.16 would take the train back to Shanxi the day after tomorrow, say goodbye to this city and his own. She said goodbye for the first half of her life, but unfortunately, she could never go back.

Zhao Chuxi knocked him down with another punch, kicked him fiercely, and continued to yell, "Do you know that she will return to Pingyao the day after tomorrow, and she will no longer have to be scolded by people poking her back, she will no longer Earn money that makes her feel disgusting, idiot, don't you know, don't you really know?"

Zhao Chuxi kicked Qin Ying, who was curled up on the ground, fiercely, as if to beat him to death. Qin Ying let Zhao Chuxi kick him. He knew that he had made an irreparable mistake. If it weren't for him, sister She won't die, he shouldn't insult her and ridicule her, everything she has is for him, if it weren't for him to spend money on schooling, if it wasn't for the old parents at home, would she be crushed by the burden of life and walk on this path? A road that no one would want to take.

"Woooooo, sister, woooooo, sister, I was wrong, sister" Qin Ying shouted a little frantically.

Zhao Chuxi was still kicking, Xu Lin was afraid of accidents, and signaled Han Sanqiang and Huang Mao to hold Zhao Chuxi, Han Sanqiang and Huang Mao hugged Zhao Chuxi who was still struggling, and shouted, "Brother Zhao, you will kill him. you will kill him"

"I'm going to beat this bastard to death. What's the use of him being alive?" Zhao Chuxi said incoherently. Finally, he opened Han Sanqiang and Huang Mao violently, but instead of rushing towards Qin Ying, he just slammed his fist against the wall. , banging his head against the wall.

His whole body has been suppressed to the extreme, dead, dead, just like that, and there will be no NO.16 in the future.

In the small bamboo skewer barbecue shop outside the Hepingli community, Zhao Chuxi was drinking a glass of white wine desperately. Xu Lin knew that Zhao Chuxi was very depressed and needed complete indulgence, so he asked someone to bring over a box of Moutai. Zhao Chuxi's second fat Xu Lin Han Sanqiang Huang Mao sat around a table with five people. Except for Xu Lin and Erpang who were relatively restrained, the rest were trying their best to get used to liquor. Zhao Chuxi drank too much, but the more he drank, the more awake he became. confused.

Huang Mao drank and nagged at Zhao Chuxi in a daze, "From the first day she came to Shanshuiqing to the last day, did I accompany her for the last part of the journey? She is a good woman who can take care of her husband and raise her children." Good woman, a good woman who can marry back home as a wife, whoever married her would be so happy. We had dinner and drink together the night before yesterday, and she said it was a farewell wine. We may never see each other again, even if we meet each other , we all know that we will escape. This memory will be covered up after all, and no one wants to mention it. When she drank too much, she secretly told me that she kept your photo on her mobile phone. When she goes back later, she misses you. Take a sneak peek. She knows that your heart is more entangled than hers, so she doesn't want to disturb your life, and she will never call you again. She said that it is happiness to think about someone in her heart, and it is better than not liking Good person. She told me a lot about you. She said that when she first saw you, you were like a bumpkin. When you met girls, you didn’t know where to put your eyes. It's a crime, just like a monk who abstained from lust. She smiled happily when she said this. I have never seen her smile so happily and warmly. I know she wants to get drunk and want to be completely Get yourself drunk. She also told me that when she returns to her hometown, she will open a small shop and give birth to cute children. If there is a boy, the nickname will be called Chuxi, so that she can call you every day and never forget you, right? It's silly."

Said that Huangmao started crying again "But that little bastard came to Shanshuiqing, he scolded her, he scolded his sister for being a prostitute, he scolded her for being shameless, and he put all the money in his pocket on her face He said she was ashamed, and he said he thought it was dirty. The money was earned by letting those dirty men ride on her body every night. Tuition fees, parents' medical expenses, who will pay for these, who will pay for these. Damn, isn't this world dirty. What about her? She just stood there, letting him scold and insult She just smiled and shed tears, and the crowd around her pointed and pointed, but she was indifferent.”

"I know she is very sad. When he left, I hugged her. I said if you want to cry, you can cry. If you want to cry, you can cry loudly. I know you are wronged, but she just shed tears. I am afraid She is suffocated, I want to call you, she said she doesn't want you to see her in a mess. Brother Zhao, why do you say? Why did she commit suicide? She is only 26 years old, woo woo, brother Zhao , I felt uncomfortable, and I told her, when you leave, I will leave too, but she has gone too far this time." Huang Mao was crying in pain, crying.

Zhao Chuxi gulped down liquor and let the alcohol roll in his throat and stomach. He won't cry anymore. He has always been a pure man in her heart. He can stand in front of her and say it's okay if anything happens. He can laugh and scold people on the ground, he won't cry, and she doesn't want to cry herself.

But why do you feel so uncomfortable?

He clearly remembered that night, she smiled and asked her, Zhao Chuxi, do you still remember my name?

Zhao Chuxi knew that she didn't want to just remember that her name was No. 16, her name was not No. 16, her name was Qin Ran, the rising Ran.

On the weekend, NO.16 was cremated at Sanzhao Funeral Home. Zhao Chuxi, Xu Lin, Erfat Han Sanqiang and Huang Mao all came to see her off for the rest of the way. The sisters from Shanshuiqing who had a good relationship with her all came, and old He And Uncle Yu, when they saw Zhao Chuxi, they just nodded and said hello. There was a murder case in Shanshuiqing, and it had been closed for rectification, but Zhao Chuxi knew that it wouldn't be long before the place reopened, and there was another group of girls who didn't know who they were. Those who are still women will add it again, but there is no more No. 16 here, and even Huang Mao has chosen to leave. Zhao Chuxi introduced him to work as a bartender in muse. Although he does not earn as much as Shanshuiqing, Huang Mao said , I feel at ease with this money.

It didn't take long before No.16's body was left with only a pile of ashes. Qin Ying hugged the ashes, still crying sadly. The best home for Xiao Ran.

People come and go, there is too much sadness here, people with landscapes leave one after another, Zhao Chuxi didn't want to leave in such a hurry, he took the urn, hugged it in his arms, and murmured, "Xiao Ran, You are so kind, you will definitely vote for a good family in your next life, you don’t have to go hungry, you don’t have to be looked down upon by others, you don’t have to face this dirty world, you grow up quietly, and you live an ordinary life.”

Return the urn to Qin Ying, and after a few words of advice, Qin Ying carried the urn and got on the train to the train station. He wanted to take his sister back to his hometown. Zhao Chuxi knew that he would be condemned by his conscience in this life. No matter what, Qin Ran It is impossible to resurrect from the dead.

Looking at the dusty taxi in the distance, Zhao Chuxi seemed to be able to see Qin Ran smiling happily and waving goodbye to him. Her smile was still so warm and friendly, as if it could melt the snow in winter.

NO.16 This little grass just scattered with the wind and drifted to the distance that belonged to her.

Zhao Chuxi didn't know how many people in this world who came to big cities with dreams from small places died in the end.