surrender to her

Chapter 66 Are You Confessing To Me?

If it is concretely calculated, He Liangchi's scars, large and small, probably number in the thousands, some visible and some invisible.

Scars are easy to disappear, even if they cannot be completely eliminated, they will gradually fade away with the old memories of the past, but they can be internalized into shadows on the emotional surface, accumulate and multiply, and condense into an endless dark sky that presses down, swallowed The feeling of suffocation will only become stronger and clearer each time.

The wound is deeply embedded in the body, festering and festering, concealed under the indifferent face, and occasionally triggering the pain, it is a torture that no matter how numb and accustomed it is, the pain is too painful.

Fragmented, only these four words can be used to describe it.

He Liangchi didn't remember when he became like this, but he only remembered when he could understand the words, his uncle's beating and scolding, his aunt's sarcasm, his grandmother's complaints, neighbors gossip and scold him face to face, and Mother's nervous and unstable spirit is the norm.

This child seems to have no innocence and childishness. At a moment when he blinked a little, he became silent and depressed, lifeless, as if he was born this way.

He Liangchi's childhood was actually very simple, a fixed plot that can be summed up in just a few words, and then repeated in a cycle.

It is such a "simple" misfortune that he may not heal himself after spending his whole life.

In the process of this unfortunate formation, as a crucial mother role, Xu Huilan gave him life without authorization, but did not care about his growth and his heart responsibly.

The father who forced him to remember the so-called existence in various ways since he was a child, never stood by his side when he was bullied by his peers and believed in his innocence, the only thing that taught him is tolerance.

Every whispered prayer for him was simply because she needed this son to grow up safe and sound so that she could return to that man someday.

Ignoring the gaps that need to be filled by love at every stage of his life, but bound and kidnapped in the name of love, wasting the precious golden period of youth on the bumpy road.

Now, he is being forced to admit his father all the time, asking him to accept the status of an extramarital son in a disguised form.

He really can't do it.

In fact, I didn't want so much. From the beginning, I just wanted to live with my mother in a place where no one knew, without gossip or ridicule.

Even if it's just the two of us.

So I worked desperately, hoping to have the ability to protect you in the future.

But mother.

It's you who choose to lose me every time.

Accompanied by the reappearance of old injuries, bursts of pain in his chest, and extreme disappointment, He Liangchi realized that there was no need to say these words.

"You love He Zhixiao, and you also love He Zhixiao's son." He Liangchi curled his lips and teased lightly, and said the truth calmly after being injured: "But you don't love me."

A sentence that seems to be an understatement after extinguishing the last trace of expectation is unimaginably heavy and powerful in people's hearts.

Xu Huilan's pupils trembled, and she sat stiffly on the wheelchair. Any questions or even accusations she had prepared before were crushed into powder, and she looked at him speechlessly.

It was as if she couldn't believe and accept what he said, or maybe it hit the nail on the head, making her stand on the mother's side, and for the first time in more than ten years, she realized in a trance what she had really missed.

When He Liangchi turned to leave, tears fell from her red eyes.

He murmured repeatedly as if asking himself a question.

"not like this……"

"I'm your mother, how could I not love you..."

"How could I not love you..."

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Meng Cheng came to look for He Liangchi, carrying a rare schoolbag, and was about to turn into the alley when he saw a familiar figure sitting on a stone bench not far away, leaning against the wall.

She breathed a sigh of relief when she saw him, changed the direction of her toes, walked towards him from a long distance, and said angrily: "We agreed to go to the store to do homework together in the afternoon, you teach me, it's three o'clock now, wechat If you don’t answer, you won’t get through the phone.”

"He Liangchi! Tell me, do you want to kiss me again and I'm not responsible..."

"He Liangchi...?"

Meng Cheng stood still in front of him, and after a while, He Liangchi slowly raised his head.

With her back to the light, her outline was dyed soft by the warm orange color, and every strand of her hair was shining. Seeing him move, she bent her lips and smiled, and stretched out her hand to him: "Go, sit still and foolishly!" What are you doing here?"

He Liangchi didn't speak, his reaction seemed to be sluggish, his eyes moved down slowly, staring at the girl's white and tender palm for a moment, then covered his own hand, and gradually held it tightly.

Meng Cheng was stunned for a moment, then smiled half teasingly and said, "Look at how I'm used to you, I still want to pick you up."

"Thank you." He stood up and suddenly said softly.

"Ah?" Meng Cheng was stunned, and raised his head because of the height difference, "Thank you?"

When a person's world is completely obliterated by endless darkness, even a ray of light coming in is useless.

But to him, Meng Cheng is the sun, and at the other end of the gloomy horizon, the sky finally shines.

He was lucky.

He Liangchi looked at her deeply, her small image was reflected in his clear brown eyes, at the same time he was immersed in his own thoughts, and subconsciously murmured again: "Thank you."

"Ah? What are you talking about?" Meng Cheng was confused by his sudden thank you, and even a little bit dumbfounded: "Why thank me? I didn't do anything."

Perhaps it was because the tight string in his heart was loosened when he faced her, his depression was emptied, he even gave up the unhappiness with Xu Huilan just now, and an elusive smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.

He said what was in his heart: "It's good that you show up."

"..."

After finishing speaking, both of them were stunned. The excessive tenderness he suddenly revealed made this sentence sound ambiguous.

"Wait a minute, He Liangchi..." Meng Cheng's eyes widened unconsciously, and he swallowed, "You can't be, are you confessing to me?"

"In your simple...and oblique way?"

He Liangchi: "..."

Meng Cheng didn't know what he thought of for a moment, his expression suddenly realized and he was very surprised: "You are sitting here in a daze, are you thinking about how to confess your love to me?"

He Liangchi: "..."

His lips fluttered lightly, but he didn't think about what to say, and Meng Cheng didn't give him a chance to speak.

"Don't wait." Meng Cheng covered his chest, his ivory-white cheeks flushed, "My heart is beating a little fast now... no, no, it's too sudden. Although I was looking forward to this moment, I found that I haven't Be mentally prepared, don't show it off."

He Liangchi: "..."
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One high and one low, holding hands and walking towards the milk tea shop.

--thanks.

——It’s good that you showed up.

To expand it: you don't have to do anything, just appear in my world, and I am very grateful.

Meng Cheng kept thinking about his words, his tone of voice, his expression, subjectively embellished to the point of numbness, and his heartbeat couldn't calm down.

So romantic.

Those with cultured cells are different, and the confessions are so implicitly different.

It's also thanks to her delicate mind and perfect reading comprehension, otherwise she wouldn't be able to understand what he said!In case he finally mustered up the courage to prepare the confession, once he misses it, he doesn't know when it will be when he opens his mouth next time.

Meng Cheng was distracted, the curve of his lips sinking deeper and deeper.

I don't know if my legs were too happy, and I didn't discuss which one to step first. Suddenly, on a flat road, my left foot bumped my right foot.

Xi mentions a sprained foot on a flat ground.

"..."

(End of this chapter)