Mu Chuan Xiang Wan

Chapter 670 His Pride ([-])

Xiang Wan hummed, buried her head deeply, and drooped powerlessly.

From the moment the impeller fell to the ground, she felt something was wrong.At first it was numbness caused by nervousness, but now that he came back to his senses, he was at a loss, panicked and frightened.Bai Muchuan noticed it, but he didn't take the initiative to mention it before, and he didn't have time to say anything to comfort him.This kind of thing is an experience, and she needs to digest it by herself. No matter how much he said, she still needs to come out by herself.

"Would you like to know what happened when I killed someone for the first time?"

Xiang Wan was startled, then raised his head, "Have you ever killed someone?"

Bai Muchuan smiled lightly and stroked her hair: "What do you think? Fool!"

Xiang Wan pursed his lips, stared at him suspiciously, examined him, and said nothing.

Killing is different from any other act.

Watching murder in novels, watching murder in film and television works, or even seeing someone die in front of your own eyes... Those feelings are different from killing people with your own hands.The shock, fear, and reinterpretation of the scene at that time were like a cyclical nightmare, repeated over and over again, unable to get rid of it.

"Am I so useless?" Xiang Wan looked at him, pursed his lips, and his eyes were a little distracted, "I thought I was strong enough to deal with all emergencies. But at that moment just now, I was really scared , repelling in my mind...resisting to believe this thing..."

"Fool!" Bai Muchuan touched her face, coughed lightly, and said easily, "In ancient times, executioners had to drink to strengthen their courage before execution, let alone you are just a little woman? Xiang Wan, you are already very brave. Your Courage is beyond my comprehension, and I'm...well, proud of you."

"..." Xiang Wan looked at him.

"Didn't you hear that just now? They are all praising you for being fearless in the face of danger, being clear-headed and decisive, and not giving way to a man... Even the guy who thinks highly of himself, Quan Lao Wu, keeps saying that you are too powerful, let alone me ? Of course I am more proud of you."

Xiang Wan did not hear it.

Just now, her ears were buzzing.

There were many people talking, but not a single word caught my ears.

Bai Muchuan tightened his arms again, and rubbed his chin on her forehead: "Hey, don't be afraid, it will pass."

"Um……"

Xiang Wan nodded in his arms.

"...If I hadn't seen his eyes, maybe I wouldn't be so scared." When he said this, Xiang Wan could still feel his heart beating wildly, "He was looking at me and kept looking at me , I stared at him until he fell down...his eyes...too terrifying. Now it is clearly engraved in my mind, a flash of light will appear, as if looking at me... "

"Normal. This is a normal reaction. Believe me, it will pass soon." Bai Muchuan patted her on the back, comforting her constantly, "People have particularly deep memories of bloody things...Xiao Xiangwan, you It takes a while to forget."

"Do you think I will always remember him..." Xiang Wan raised her head and met her with twinkling eyes, "Bai Muchuan, I hope he doesn't die."

She couldn't forget those eyes.

That look is even more difficult to erase from my mind.

If the impeller died, it would probably be her nightmare for the rest of her life.

If the impeller is not dead, even if she will be sentenced to death by the court in the end, it has nothing to do with her.

Her psychological burden will not be so heavy.

However, Cheng Zheng couldn't guarantee the condition of the impeller.

Will he die?No one can answer.

When Quan Shaoteng's ship approached the sea, a large number of policemen and 120 medical staff had already gathered on the shore.As soon as the boat docked and stopped, medical staff immediately carried a stretcher onto the boat, lifted the impeller off, and quickly pushed it into the ambulance.

The ambulance whimpered and roared away.

Cheng Zheng accompanied him all the way and sent the impeller to the nearest hospital.

On the shore, the wind picked up.

The sky was pitch black.

The lights of the ship were flickering, and bunches of flashlights were like rays, wandering around.

Seeing the busy scene on the shore from a distance, Xiang Wan couldn't help but tremble. Bai Muchuan quickly grabbed her hand and squeezed it tightly.

"With me, don't be afraid! I will be with you. Huh?"

"...Thank you, my lord."

"good."

Xiang Wan smiled back at him.

She desperately wanted to make herself stronger, just like those strong heroines depicted in novels, who could kill without frowning.But she can't, even if she exhausts all her strength, when she gets off the boat, she still has difficulty walking——

This state is even worse than before.

At that time, the string of the bomb was still stretched, her body couldn't relax, her mind was in chaos, now she was relaxed, as if she had been cramped, her body was weak, and she wanted to walk, but her legs couldn't help trembling. Do not listen to her command.

Xiang Wan despised herself for not living up to her expectations, and couldn't restrain her physical reaction.

"Bai Muchuan."

She took a breath and bit her lip lightly.

Bai Muchuan was slightly startled, "I'll carry you on my back."

Didn't ask much.He understood her state.

"Come!"

He squatted in front of her and repeated, "I'll carry you off the boat."

Xiang Wan was dazed, looking at Sailimu and the two crew members who sailed past them with a smile on his face, "This...not so good, there are a lot of people on the shore...I can go by myself, but I'm a little cold now , it seems that the legs and feet are stiff. Can you wait for me to relax a little bit?..."

Bai Muchuan looked back at her.

The pale little face was as white as a piece of paper.

"You are not cold."

When people are nervous, they will tremble, tremble, and feel cold.

But that's just a manifestation of fear.

Without saying anything, Bai Muchuan squatted down again, patted himself on the shoulder, "Come up!"

At Xiang Wan's age, it would be embarrassing for a man to carry her in full view.

She refused in her heart, and patted Bai Muchuan on the back, "Don't underestimate me. I really can! Look..."

As she spoke, she took a step forward, but in less than three steps, her legs and feet seemed to be numb, completely ignoring her command, and suddenly softened.Bai Muchuan supported her, stared at her reproachfully, and snorted, "Hurry up, don't smudge! You are my daughter-in-law, you were injured, and I will carry you off the boat, who dares to laugh at you?"

"..."

Xiang Wan muttered softly, "The key is that I...wasn't hurt!"

"Fool, don't you know that psychological injuries are more serious than physical injuries?"

"..."

Xiang Wan couldn't resist this.

Because it is too real.

Everyone sees that she is good at hands and feet, and she has nothing to do. In fact, she has gone through these few days of running around and suffering. At this moment, her spirit is full of holes, her values ​​​​have been impacted and crushed, and she can't support it at all— —

"OK then!"

Xiang Wan slowly lay down on his stomach, leaning against his generous back, feeling at ease, and couldn't help but sigh.　
"On the way I was brought here by the impeller, I was drowsy and drowsy all the time. I think that impeller drugged me in the food... and these days, my spirit is very tense... Maybe it's because I saw you and relaxed my mood .I can't do it..."

(End of this chapter)