her left eye is unusual

Chapter 840 Unwilling

Su Xin couldn't help but think that if she was just an ordinary person who was completely ignorant of reality and illusion, and everything in the illusion was what she longed for in the depths of her heart, maybe...she would be like that boy, lusting after the illusion. Can't extricate myself from everything?

What will be the end result-

At the last moment of self-awareness, the soul is the scene of living happily with parents and family... It should be content...

The same is true for that boy, his last memory is only his own enjoyment and beauty.

If the reality is completely different from the illusion, and the reality is really a burden that life cannot bear.

Perhaps... the illusion is the best destination for them...

Just like all living beings, who can tell whether such happiness is a scene imagined by oneself, or... is this world just the biggest illusion?
Su Xin was very emotional, she looked away and looked around.

She saw the generation of bubbles in the air, as if there was an invisible force slowly blowing a soap bubble there.

From scratch, slowly, from small to large, from no brilliance to colorful light.

But when this brilliance becomes more and more splendid, it will be the time when it will finally be annihilated.

Bubbles are created every moment, and bubbles are constantly annihilated at the same time.

Su Xin knew that inside each brilliance flowing bubble was a condensed world.

Or it could be a world imagined deep in someone's subconscious. Maybe in her left eye vision, everything is illusory, but in other people's last memory, everything is the most real and beautiful.

In yet another bubble:

A man wearing a golden crown rides on a tall bay red horse, walking through the street ostentatiously.

Someone set off firecrackers in front and beat the gong to open the way, and there was a long guard of honor behind them, holding the majestic banner of the emperor's grace.

After more than ten years of studying hard in the cold window, once the title of the gold list shines on the lintel, the man feels the supreme glory.

When he turned his head, he saw a big red sedan chair following behind him.

He remembered that it was the emperor who bestowed the marriage on him in the Golden Luan Hall.

Give him the most beloved eldest princess, and return home together this time.

In the distance, a magnificent mansion appeared in front of him.

On the lintel hung a plaque of "Prince's Mansion", and red couplets were pasted on both sides of the gate...

Standing at the door were his parents, dressed in the most festive and decent brocade clothes, with kind faces, looking forward to him.

The firecrackers were crackling, and the festive smoke made the sight a little blurred.

For some reason, he always felt that something was wrong with all of this.

Where exactly?

Looking at the mansion in front of me, I felt a strange feeling in my heart.

Soon in front of the mansion, someone led the horse's head and helped him off the horse.

Arriving in front of the bridal sedan chair, he led his lovely wife to the front of his parents, and bowed down.

Success and fame, beautiful wife and beautiful family, life is like this, what more can a husband ask for.

... This bubble is like a brilliant firework, it is born very quickly, and then disappears very quickly.

When the man entered the magnificent mansion with his wife and parents, it was over.

Like other bubbles, the people around the man are played by skeletons one by one.

The mansion was just a paper house, dilapidated and covered with rotting bits of flesh.

Su Xin withdrew her gaze and looked at several bubbles one after another, feeling a little suffocated inexplicably.

She was about to take out something to find the soul of Guo Minghui's son, but at this moment, she saw a bubble that was a little different from other bubbles.

Because in her view, most of the bubbles float in the air calmly and leisurely, but the changing speed of the brilliance on the surface is different from the speed of annihilation.

And this one is vibrating violently, as if a force is hammering the wall of the bubble from inside, trying to rush out from inside.

Su Xin's heart moved, and she subconsciously walked over.

I saw that the scene in this bubble was a small farmyard, an old couple clinging to a young man wearing a long washed white and gray gown.

The old couple said in their mouths: "My son, you can't leave anymore. We are all old and can't move. If you leave, you will never see us..."

Then came out a virtuous young woman, leaning on the door frame, and shouted at him with great sorrow: "Sir, you said you would protect me for the rest of your life, but now you just have the heart to leave me behind?"

The long-clothed man looked very painful and shook his head.

How can you give up?

Of course he couldn't bear it, his closest relatives were all here, even though he knew it was all fake.

He knew very well in his heart that they were all "not here", but he still couldn't restrain his desire to be with them, and he was still willing to be with them.

In his own cozy courtyard, serving his parents, living peacefully with his wife...

But...but...he still had a voice in his heart.

All this is not real, not real, just his fantasy, just a dream he had.

That's right, even if it was a dream, he wanted to sleep like this forever.

But subconsciously, he felt very unwilling.

By the way, what is it that I am not reconciled to?
He tried hard to think and think...

Probably because of the struggle of the soul, the bubbles began to tremble.

After a while, when he raised his head again, he finally knew what he was unwilling to do.

He remembered, it was his parents, his wife...

Two years ago, he went to Beijing to rush for the exam, leaving only his parents and wife at home.

But less than half a year after he left, his hometown suffered a flood that was rare in decades.

The parents knew that they were getting old, and it would be difficult to survive these difficult years even if they stayed, so they hanged themselves while their daughter-in-law was out to catch up with work.

After the wife buried the two elders, she left her hometown and went to look for him.

On the other hand, he originally thought about governing the country and saving the people with his talent in poetry and writing.

However, people in power don't need people like him, so his hard study did not win him fame and wealth, but was ridiculed.

After his wife found him, she told him what happened at home.

Frustrated in his official career and disappointed with the court and the world, he was extremely depressed. At this time, when he heard that his parents had left, he was suddenly angry and blamed his wife.

The wife felt extremely guilty for not taking good care of the two elders.

After traveling so far to find a husband, I just wanted to make it clear in person.

Seeing that her husband resented her, he hanged himself that night.

The man hugged his wife's body and cried bitterly, but he was powerless.

Originally wanted to transport his wife's body back to his hometown for burial, but he was overworked and passed out.

...The long-clothed man finally knows what he is not reconciled to. If it weren't for those people, then all this is what their life should be like now.

But... now I can only see them in my fantasy.

What if I stay here by myself?It's just to let those people who are full of fat and intestines continue to make trouble in the world.

Therefore, he must go out, even if it is for his dead parents and wife, it is also for himself, to fight for fairness!
(End of this chapter)