he sees your voice

Chapter 42 Why Can't It Be Me

"I, I don't need it." Gu Chu panicked more this time than last time.

"Then what do you need?" It was his turn to ask this sentence.

"let me go."

Lu Beichen shrank his pupils staring at her. From such a close distance, he could clearly see the panic in her eyes. She was really afraid of him. With this feeling, Lu Beichen's face became more and more gloomy , her arms were tightened even more, until she had to look up at him.

"Why can't it be me?"

Gu Chu's brain buzzed.

"You can talk to that Joe, why can't you follow me?" He snapped.

The dangerous aura rushed towards Gu Chu's face, Gu Chu pushed him away with all his strength, and just about to pull the door, the man released a hand from behind her and pressed the door, but she couldn't open it, and she was followed by Lu Bei Chen turned and pressed against the door, he captured her again, and his tall figure covered her like a brick.

"I'll call the police, don't act recklessly." She saw that the depths of his eyes seemed to gather stormy waves, which were dark and terrifying, and could sweep her over at any time.

Lu Beichen's breath landed on her nasal bone, he stared at her flushed face, and the next second, he lowered his head and pressed down.

Gu Chu gasped in shock, and made a conscious effort to identify his face to avoid the imminent danger, the man's lips parted and fell on her cheek.He frowned, and then turned his face to look for her lips, which were a little tough.Gu Chu struggled, his whole body was trembling, Lu Beichen realized it, stopped his movements, and simply buried his face in her hair, but his arms were still holding her tightly.

She was frightened and wanted to push him away.

He ordered in a low voice, "Don't move."

The two of them stuck too close, Gu Chu instantly understood the reason why he didn't let her move, his face turned red even more, and he became more and more shocked and frightened, but he didn't dare to move any more, so he could only let him stick to himself , hot breath rolled down her neck.His bathrobe was also a little loose, her hand was directly touching his chest, under his palm was his hot skin, and under it was his powerful heartbeat.

At this moment, everything is quiet.

Including, she and him.

Gu Chu finally understood in his heart that he was not Beishen, and Beishen would not treat her like this. There were too many differences between him and Beishen.

In the quiet night, the breathing of men and women is tangled, painful and persistent.

In this way, he hugged her for a long time.

It's been so long that Gu Chu can't count the time, she only knows that the heartbeats of each other have never been calm.

It wasn't until Lu Beichen made a sound that the deathly tranquility was broken.

"Why can't it be me?" He repeated the sentence again, his voice heavy and rough like his breath.

Gu Chu felt that her heart was being crushed by his voice, and the pain could not be relieved. She suppressed her shortness of breath, "Why you?"

Lu Beichen raised his face, put his arms beside her cheeks, and his forehead almost touched hers, making her engrave his appearance deep in her memory as much as possible.His thick and long eyebrows are slightly frowned, adding a rough masculine charm, those eyes, which are obviously elegant but deeply comprehensible, grab her soul, and his nose is so straight, engraved with determination and determination. A silhouette with a heart of stone.It's just that his voice is extremely low, deep and deep, "Gu Chu, remember, what you owe him is what you owe me. The most difficult thing in this world to pay back is the debt of favor. I can use any means to get it back, as long as I If you don’t call to stop, you will never pay off this debt.”

"Any way? Including what you wanted to do just now?" Gu Chu said boldly.

Lu Beichen's jaw tightened, and he said after a while, "Yes."

"If it was Beishen, he wouldn't think of using this method to force me to repay the debt."

After she finished speaking, she clearly felt the man's sullenness, hidden in her eyes, lips, and chin...

Lu Beichen stared at her in silence for a long time, and when he spoke, his voice became even colder, saying word by word, "Unfortunately, I am not Lu Beishen."

She knew that for so long, he had warned her time and time again that he was not Lu Beishen.But obviously I know, why does my heart still hurt?It was as if there was a small person squatting on her heart, holding a carving knife in her hand, and carving on her heart over and over again: He is Lu Beichen, it is Lu Beichen...

To be honest, if this continues, she will go crazy.

On Saturday, the temperature was getting higher and higher. Fortunately, the temperature and humidity of the oceanic climate can drive away the dry heat that is higher than the sun.The sun was shining gratifyingly, Gu Chu had dried clothes on a balcony, and the whole room smelled of washing powder.When the landline rang, Gu Chu thought it was Gu Si, and when he picked up the phone and wanted to ask her what she wanted to eat tonight, he didn't expect it to be from the hotel.

"Gu Chu, you need to go back to the hotel."

"What happened?"

"It's still Professor Lu in room 1211."

Gu Chu was startled, and the scene from last night flashed in his mind again.Since returning from the hotel, she has slept for less than three hours because of insomnia.As long as she closes her eyes, she can always hear the sentence he asked: Why can't it be me?Also, he hugged her, hugging her so tightly that it almost suffocated her, the sound of him breathing with his face buried in her neck, the sound of his heartbeat...these are all like frozen pictures, Floating over and over in my mind.

"Are you listening?"

"Oh, you said."

"Professor Lu asked you to clean his room, and no one else is allowed."

"Clean the room?" Gu Chu was dizzy, "This is Auntie Cleaning's business."

"The hotel also explained to Professor Lu, but Professor Lu's attitude is very tough."

"Manager, today is not my class."

"I know, I know, but there's nothing the hotel can do. We can't offend him. Gu Chu, see if you can work hard and come to the hotel. Don't worry, you'll be working overtime today, and you won't be paid. It’s easy to say, as long as it can satisfy the customers.”

"Manager, I'm really inconvenient today." Gu Chu thought that Gu Si would come back in the afternoon, and if Gu Si found out that she was working part-time in a hotel, it might cause trouble.

The manager sighed heavily, and pleaded again, "I beg you, okay? You don't know how picky Professor Lu is, or let the vice president invite you in person?"

"No, no, no." Gu Chu hurriedly stopped.

"then you……"

Gu Chu thought for a while before compromising, "That's fine."

The manager seems to have intercepted the saviour, thank goodness.

After putting down the microphone, Gu Chu regretted it a bit, after all, he still has a soft heart.Staring at the clothes shaking in the sun, he sighed heavily, forget it, let's go.

At an altitude of ten thousand feet, the wings of the plane are pierced by smog, and thousands of miles away are covered with layers of clouds. The blue color of the lake is like the color of the lake, and the sunlight is much softer after reflection.After Xu Tong promised Sheng Tianwei to go to Inner Mongolia together, Sheng Tianwei was compressing his schedule in Beijing, but these two days did not bother Xu Tong and gave her enough time to deal with personal matters.

Xu Tong's private affairs include going to see Nian Baiyan.

However, Nian Baiyan didn't see her.

Since Nian Baiyan was imprisoned, there were only two people on his list, not even his wife Su Ye.After so many years, she has known Nian Baiyan and his good intentions, but obviously, Nian Baiyan didn't know that Su Ye was pregnant, otherwise she would definitely not be determined to do so.Xu Tong gave herself a reason, a reason to see Nian Baiyan in an upright manner. The reason was that she needed to tell Nian Baiyan about this, how cruel his behavior was, and that Suye had his child. How hard it is to be outside.

Unfortunately, she did not have this opportunity.

Just like that, she left sullenly. In fact, she knew the result a long time ago. Nian Boyan was a man she couldn't reach.Perhaps, agreeing to Sheng Tianwei is more about wanting to forget, and wanting to break free from the painful unrequited love in the past.

This kind of struggle is more like a kind of nirvana, doomed to bloody pain.Just like an eagle wants to be reborn, it has to knock off its calloused beak skin to flesh, wait for a new beak to grow, and then pluck off its aging nails and feathers one by one until a new beak grows. Claws and wings.The price of wanting to be reborn is pain, how much pain you have to endure, how much new life you can get.

She needs to anesthetize herself with work, high-intensity work.

There are not many guests in the first class, and it is not full.After the plane flew smoothly, Sheng Tianwei said to her, "Take a rest."

Xu Tong naturally refused to rest. Since he agreed to be his temporary assistant, it is better to understand the work situation as soon as possible.Seeing her being active, Sheng Tianwei smiled, "Do I look like Zhou Papi?"

"Mr. Sheng, you misunderstood." Xu Tong hurriedly explained.

Sheng Tianwei looked at her with interest, "Don't be so nervous, it's not working time yet."

"Then what are Mr. Sheng's working hours?" Xu Tong took out a notebook from his satchel, intending to record his life and schedule.This is a habit she has developed over the years. As an assistant, it is very important to understand the boss's schedule and preferences. For example, she must know all of Nian Baiyan's preferences and his working and living hours.

Seeing her serious look, Sheng Tianwei was stunned for a moment, then amused.Xu Tong was dumbfounded by his smile and looked at him.

"Sure enough, there are assistants for every kind of boss, just like Nian Boyan, too serious and orderly."

Xu Tong was a little embarrassed.

"Put away your notebook." Sheng Tianwei said with a smile, "I'm not that particular about myself, and my working hours are not that fixed. It mainly depends on my mood. If I'm in a good mood, I may not work for a few months."

"President Sheng means that you only work when you are in a bad mood?" Xu Tong was a little speechless.

Sheng Tianwei raised his eyebrows, "Do you think working is a happy thing? I don't think anyone likes working in this world, right?" He corrected at this point, "Oh, there are exceptions."

Xu Tong knows who he refers to as "exceptional". He and Nian Baiyan are two different types. Yan's mood seems to have nothing to do with work.

"My situation doesn't need to be recorded. You need to observe it and keep it in your heart." Sheng Tianwei said.

Xu Tong said softly, "I will do this."

"Of course I believe in your ability, but I just want to tell you that I am easy to get along with and I am the most accommodating boss."

Xu Tong stopped talking, thinking to himself, there are still such boastful people.

"Now you need to rest. You didn't sleep well last night? Your eyes are bloodshot."

Xu Tong didn't need to look in the mirror to know what she looked like. When she was packing up her things last night, she was summarizing her past few years. Naturally, she couldn't fall asleep when she thought of Lin Lin. After dawn, she went to see Su Ye again. She said goodbye.

"I am not sleepy."

Sheng Tianwei didn't say much, just stretched out his arms, pressed her head on the seat, and whispered, "Close your eyes."

Xu Tong couldn't resist him, so he quietly closed his eyes and fell into a light sleep.

After a while, someone covered her with a blanket to cover the air-conditioning in the cabin. The warmth of the blanket mixed with the breath of a man belonged to Sheng Tianwei.Her heart skipped a beat, Nian Boyan never put a blanket on her, most of the time, she was worried that he would catch cold.

(End of this chapter)