he sees your voice

Chapter 458 Listen to You Tell Me, You Love Me 1
Beichen, Beichen...

Don't be afraid, I'm here.

where is it?
By your side, never leaving...

Gu Chu always has such a dream.

On the beach at sunset, she and Lu Beichen walked slowly on the beach with fingers interlocked and bare feet. He said he liked this kind of life, time was like the sand flowing slowly in an hourglass, calm and warm.

There is no one else on the beach, just the two of them. Behind them is a long string of footprints, two strings of men, two strings of women, overlapping from time to time, just like days, there are always unforgettable moments of intersection.

When the light went down and dyed the sea red, she leaned on his shoulder and faced the sea, she heard him say, I only believe in the words of the dead, because they don't lie, but now I want to hear your voice, hear you tell me say you Love Me.

She yelled towards the sea: Lu Beichen, I love you...

The sea was foggy and he was gone.

She cried and searched desperately.

In the mist, two men's arms hugged her tightly, and said to her in a low voice, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I will always be by your side.

But I can't see you, she said, Beichen, let me see you.

The arms around her waist gradually tightened, and the voice beside her ears became clearer, piercing through the waves and echoing in the deepest part of her heart, he said, "In the early days, I would rather be crippled after suffering than to find you.

Every time she would wake up screaming, when she woke up, there would be a long night or morning light outside the window, and in her dream, Lu Beichen's voice seemed to still be in her ears.She always looks at the window and loses herself for a while. Outside the window, there are all scenery.

Since he left, she never closed the curtains when she slept, hoping that one day she would wake up from a dream and see that the curtains were closed. This habit is only possessed by Lu Beichen.

She would live back and forth between the old bungalow and the house on the Bund. In the houses on both sides, his things were still neatly placed, and they hadn’t even moved. However, on the Bund, in his house, She vacated a room, just like the one in Qiongzhou, with a lot of painting tools.

When he misses him too much, Gu Chu will draw such a picture.Like the haggard years before, she would sit for a long time once she sat.Now I pick up the brush again, wanting to put my thoughts on the drawing paper.

For five years, she painted Beishen alone, meditating or laughing. Today, five years later, she paints her and Beichen. From meeting to parting, life is like a scroll of pictures. It became a story again.

She will eventually grow old and forget many things, but she doesn't want to forget every bit of her and him.

Gu Si accompanied her for a winter vacation, and finally Cen Yun also found out about it. She changed from the previous bad horse Zhang Fei, and just told Gu Chu that if she felt homesick, she would come back.

Gu Chu felt that she had gone too far and couldn't go back.

Luo Chi was also depressed a lot. He has been investigating the car accident, although the case has been concluded as an accident.Later, at dinner one day, Gu Si saw the photo of the driver who caused the accident and asked in surprise, "How could it be her?"

Gu Chu asked and Fang Zhi found out that Ai Xin, the driver who died in the accident, was a friend Gu Si met at a college sorority party. The two had even taken photos of models together, and they had a good chat.

Ask more, Gu Si only knows that the other party's family background is good, but he is quite casual, that is...

"Ai Xin is sometimes nervous." This is Gu's evaluation after thinking about it.

For this reason, Luo Chi seemed to have found a glimmer of light, and interrogated Gu Si like a prisoner. Although Gu Si looked unhappy, he still cooperated with his question. There were not many valuable clues. After all, the two Not an alumni, nor a friend who knows everything.In the end, Luo Chi kept sighing, and Gu Si was full of anger. Obviously, this kind of treatment reminded her of the unpleasant experience of meeting Luo Chi for the first time.

A seemingly accidental but actually man-made car accident, but the truth can't be found out strangely, not to mention Gu Chu, even Luo Chi is extremely annoyed, it's like the other party gave you a steamed bun, but you can't find the utensil It's embarrassing to pick up.

But within two days after the case was closed, Ai Xin's parents staggered into the police station to report the case, saying that their daughter's body was missing!

The corpse disappeared at the funeral home, so Ai Xin's parents sued the funeral home for negligence.

The police intervened to investigate the incident, but found nothing, as if the body would disappear out of thin air.In this way, it will be useless for Gu Chu to pursue anything.

Afterwards, Gu Chu thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't figure out why the corpse disappeared when it was in good condition. Who stole the corpse and what did it do?Thinking about it, she suddenly thought of the people from Lumen, and thought of Qin Su. When she took Lu Beichen away, she smiled and said, little girl, Lumen will handle this matter.

Could the disappearance of Ai Xin's body be related to Lumen?The more Gu Chu thought about it, the more he found it incredible, because he always felt that even if Lu Men wanted to pursue the responsibility, it would be impossible to use the other party's body for surgery, right?
Ai Xin's parents were already trembling when they learned that Ai Xin injured a national treasure-level forensic professor, and they were even more frightened when they heard that she had a Lumen background. But as far as she knew, Qin Su just took Lu Beichen away. He didn't meet Ai Xin's parents to ask for compensation or anything like that.

Could it be that Lumen is a late attack?

Can't figure it out, just like that, the case of the missing body has become an unsolved case.

In a blink of an eye, spring blossoms.

After two spring rains, the weather turned hotter, and white orchids bloomed on the side of the road, mostly white, embellishing this busy city.The white orchid tree in the courtyard of the old bungalow is also turning green, and the half-open flower buds are full of branches, and it won't be long before the house will be full of fragrance.

Shanghai has never been a city where spring is obvious, but these early spring flowers always remind Gu Chu that the cold season has passed and midsummer is approaching.

The Bailan Road in University A is extremely lively. The couples on campus are always very pure, and only the fragrance of Bailan can be called romantic.In his spare time, Gu Chu would go back to school and sit under the white orchid tree. The past will always arouse sadness.

She never told Lu Beichen that we will come here for a walk when the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming.

During the May Day holiday, the number of tourists in Shanghai increased, and the hospital was extremely busy.Ever since Gu Chu overcame the psychological difficulties and picked up the scalpel on New Year's Eve, she has made rapid progress as if someone had opened up Ren Du's second channel.Usually her grades are always very good, but now she is able to connect theory with practice on stage, and she has been able to do a few operations with ease. Xiao Xiaoxiao would always pat her on the shoulder and say, hi, when we were in school, our professor To say that you are a medical genius, now it seems that the old professor is prescient.

So, on May [-]st, after she cooperated with Gu Qimin to complete a difficult neurotrauma operation, she stood in front of the sink and looked at herself in the mirror, as if she saw Lu Beichen again. At first, as long as you can pick up the scalpel, you will be invincible in the future.

Now, she can calmly pick up a scalpel to practice medicine and save lives, but what about Beichen?
There is no news of him in the United States, she can't see him, she can't hear him, how many times she hopes to get the current situation of Lu Beichen through the context or Pan An, but unfortunately, they don't know anything about it.

That gentle woman blocked her way to visit the United States, and she became a caged bird, trying to spread her wings to no avail.

The success of every operation does not bring much joy, like the joy of New Year's Eve.

Beichen, without you here, I don't even have anyone to share my joy with.

The second day of the long vacation was Xiao Xiaoxiao's wedding.

Except for the colleagues on duty, everyone from the entire department came. On this day, Gu Qimin was like a shining star. He was originally tall and elegant, and with a groom's suit, he was even more heroic like a pines and cypresses.

In May, the grass is growing and the birds are flying, which is most suitable for outdoor weddings. They chose lawn weddings, which are simple and fashionable. As surgeons, Gu Qimin and Xiao Xiaoxiao don’t have much time to spend on wedding planning, so they don’t want extravagance. Just be nice.

Xiaoxiao's parents arrived early to entertain the guests with their in-laws.

A lot of students from University A also came. Compared with the sarcastic remarks towards Gu Chu at the last gathering, this time they were surprisingly enthusiastic. After congratulating Xiao Xiaoxiao on her wedding, the group of female students rushed to the front Taking photos with Gu Chu and leaving contact information, the treatment is better than that of a bride.

After Gu Chu and Xiao Xiaoxiao were left in the lounge, Xiao Xiaoxiao stared at her and smiled.Gu Chu was arranging the ribbons of bouquets for her, and when he saw her laughing in a strange way, he asked, "What's wrong?"

"Have you found the feeling of being hugged again now?"

Gu Chu smiled, "I'm not used to being paid so much attention."

"Before you have no achievements, it is difficult for you to be high-profile, but after you have achievements, it is also difficult for you to be low-key." Xiao Xiaoxiao reached out and hammered her sore and swollen neck. The mermaid wedding dress complemented her exquisite figure.

"How can I achieve anything?" Gu Chu didn't think so.

"You work in one of the best hospitals in Shanghai, and it's the most important department. Everyone is a medical student. Who doesn't know that you are a rising star in this circle?" Xiao Xiao said with a smile.

Gu Chu put the bouquet of flowers aside, and said calmly, "You also said that everyone is a medical student, I am a doctor, and there are many doctors among them, can I ask for it?"

"The ones staying in our hospital this year are you and me. The others have either returned to local hospitals or changed their majors. Everyone knows that the medical conditions are the best in Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou. Of course, they must establish a good relationship with you. , in case I need you in the future." Xiao Xiaoxiao twirled the ring on her ring finger, then blurted out, "Plus you and..."

The rest of the words were swallowed.

Gu Chu raised his eyes to look at Xiao Xiaoxiao, who smiled awkwardly for a while, and licked his lips, "I mean, people nowadays are very realistic."

Although she didn't finish her sentence, Gu Chu understood what she meant. She wanted to say that these people had reconciled with her, firstly because she had a decent job, and secondly because of her relationship with Lu Beichen.

She lowered her eyes, smiled slightly, and subconsciously touched her ring finger.Seeing this, Xiao Xiaoxiao was secretly annoyed that she had said the wrong thing. She hadn't dared to mention the word Lu Beichen for more than half a year.If it was normal, she had to tell Gu Chu to catch the bouquet, but now, even if she caught it, it would be sentimental.

There was a brief silence in the living room.

It was Gu Chu who spoke first, "Director Gu is very handsome today, even his son is very energetic." The child adopted by Gu Qimin became a flower girl today.

Xiao Xiaoxiao just smiled and didn't speak.

She looked at the smiling side face, and was in a trance for a while.After Xiao Xiaoxiao and Gu Qimin's wedding date was set, she would always dream of Xiao Xiaoxiao in college, the Xiao Xiaoxiao who loved to eat and laugh, and the Xiao Xiaoxiao who blushed when she saw Qiao Yunxiao.

Now, Xiaoxiao has become slim and beautiful, but the smile on her face is not as good as before.

Couldn't help calling her name, Xiao Xiaoxiao turned her head to look over, there was a trace of loneliness in the depths of her eyes.Gu Chu's heart skipped a beat, and after a long while he asked softly, "Do you want him to come?"

Just like Xiao Xiaoxiao said to her for the first time, "I heard that he is back", they didn't mention who this "he" was, but they knew exactly who they were referring to.Everyone has a hurdle that cannot be overcome. In her heart, it is Lu Beichen, and in Xiaoxiao's heart, it is Qiao Yunxiao.

As a friend, Gu Chu hopes that Xiao Xiaoxiao can let go of the past.

The ridiculous reaction disappointed her, and confirmed the premonition that rose up in her heart.After hearing the words, Xiaoxiao's eyes fluttered slightly, and he quickly looked away, and said softly, "I don't think he will come."

Gu Chu could see clearly, the moment Xiaoxiao looked away, there was a flash of red.

Sighing heavily, "I really want to know what you think."

Xiaoxiao got up and stood against the light in front of the window. Her figure looked slender and graceful, but she couldn't hide her loneliness. After a long while, she murmured softly, "Xiao Chu, not everyone is as lucky as you .”

Gu Chu's breathing stagnated, and he subconsciously stood up and looked at her.

She didn't look back, looking through the glass at the lawn decorated with ribbons outside, "I tried my best to become beautiful for him, but in the end, I still couldn't marry him."

When Gu Chu heard the words, grief struck.

After all, the wedding is moving, Xiao Xiaoxiao still cried when she made the wedding vows.It was reasonable to cry, but Gu Chu always felt that her tears were shed for Qiao Yunxiao.

There were many single girls who came to the wedding, and Gu Chu was dragged and dragged to stand in the ranks of vying for the bouquet. She had no intention of grabbing it, but watched the bouquet flying towards this side, back and forth, left, and right. The girls scrambled for each other, and it was unbelievable that one accidentally fell into her arms.

The people around started booing, and Xiao Xiaoxiao laughed heartily on the stage.

Gu Chu stared blankly at the bouquet of flowers in his hand for a long time, his heart filled with emotions.She had no intention of receiving flowers, but the flowers fell into her arms. Is this a good sign?Does it mean that Lu Beichen can come back safely?

She didn't dare to expect too much, as long as he could come back.

Holding the bouquet of flowers tightly, when she raised her eyes to look at Xiao Xiaoxiao, she inadvertently caught sight of a figure in the corner from the corner of her eye, and was slightly startled.

"Since you're here, why don't you show up?"

Far away from the wedding parking lot, Gu Chu stared at Qiao Yunxiao and asked.

She saw Qiao Yunxiao just now. She didn't know when he came, and how long he stood there. He was dressed very formally, with meticulous shirts and ties, and he was full of etiquette for guests who came to the wedding. From his point of view, he could see I could see the whole process of the wedding, but he didn't show up.

Gu Chu found him, he also found Gu Chu, and left in a hurry.She saw it and chased it out, she thought, Xiaoxiao must have seen it.

Qiao Yunxiao put one hand on the steering wheel, his handsome face looked haggard, Gu Chu always felt that Qiao Yunxiao had changed a lot, since Xiaoxiao was kidnapped, he became gloomy.

He didn't speak, just kept silent, and he spoke after a long time, "Is he nice to her?"

"You don't even have the courage to ask her yourself?"

"She is married now, what do you want me to ask her?" Qiao Yunxiao turned her head to look at her.

The loneliness that Gu Chu looked into his eyes was exactly the same as Xiaoxiao's in the lounge. She was startled, and a sense of uneasiness arose spontaneously. "Some things are appropriate to ask before getting married, but now, it's too late."

"What are you worried about?" Qiao Yunxiao was never a fool, so she could see it from her eyes.

"I think this is Xiaoxiao's final choice." She said insinuatingly.

Qiao Yunxiao laughed bitterly, laughing at herself. "You think I can destroy her family? No, I won't."

"You have your pride, so naturally you wouldn't do this." Gu Chu felt sore, "But sometimes, pride can make life worse than death."

Qiao Yunxiao smiled and stared at her.

"I don't believe you don't have any feelings for Xiao Xiaoxiao. If you didn't, you would show up openly today instead of hiding in the corner and watching her dare not go forward."

"Enough." He said two words very calmly.

She shut up wisely.

It's a done deal, it's useless for her to talk more.

As a bystander, she can do nothing but sigh.

At the end of July, midsummer.

In this way, Lu Beichen had left her for more than half a year.

Gu Chu bought an honest desk calendar on Taobao and kept it at home. She crossed out every day that passed, starting from the day Lu Beichen left China.

Once, she was so crazy about Lu Beichen that she finally called Lin Jiayue. She knew that Lin Jiayue returned to the United States with Qin Su.After Lin Jiayue answered the phone, her attitude was flat and her tone was as calm as water. She said, Gu Chu, don't call again.

"I just want to know about Beichen's situation."

There it hung up.

That time, she held her mobile phone for more than half an hour, and finally her nose was sore and her eyes were red.If it wasn't because Smith's cell phone couldn't get through, she would never have wanted to beg Lin Jiayue.

As soon as the summer vacation came, Gu Si came to Shanghai.

After Lu Beichen was brought back to the United States, Gu Si came back to Shanghai every holiday. Although Gu Chu didn't tell the truth, he knew that Sisi was afraid of her wild thoughts.Luo Chi went to pick up Gu Si as usual. As usual, there were a lot of snacks on the back seat. He knew that Sisi preferred to eat snacks.

On the way to the city, Gu Si asked Luo Chi while eating potato chips, "Is there no news about Lu Beichen?"

Luo Chi sighed heavily.

She didn't ask any more, and put down the potato chips, which was a bit unpleasant.

"No news is good news." Luo Chi drove the car steadily, and said, "If something really happened to him, the news would have spread long ago."

(End of this chapter)