he sees your voice

Chapter 493 That Year, That Day 1
She didn't know what happened to Gu Chu, and she didn't know what happened to her today, so she didn't dare to go forward for a while.Gu Chu was crying, crying very quietly, tears kept flowing, her clothes were wet from the rain or tears, and Gu Si was worried about her red eyes.

After a long time, Gu Sicai entered the attic cautiously, walked around the spread portraits, and sat with her on the old floor. "Sister, don't scare me." She said, and took a tissue to wipe Gu Chu's tears.

Gu Chu didn't say a word, his face drooped, and tears fell on the scroll.

Gu Si hurriedly took out the portrait she was holding in her hand, and inadvertently scanned the signed text, surprised, and then looked at the other portraits around, all of which had text.She couldn't help wondering, she had seen these portraits before, but she hadn't seen any writing.

"These words are..." Gu Si asked half of the sentence in a low voice. She didn't know whether to ask if it was Lu Beichen's words. Isn't the portrait his brother?
Gu Chu suddenly got up and rushed out of the attic, Gu Si was startled, "Sister, where are you going?"

The rain was heavy again, and through the window, the Bund blurred its enchanting appearance.Lu Bei leaned deeply on the sofa, quietly watching the raindrops hit the window, with a cigarette between his fingertips, the light in the room was very dark, and the only scarlet tinge between his fingers was faintly visible.

Suddenly, a hasty knock on the door disturbed his contemplation. With a flick of his finger, most of the soot fell to the ground.He put out the cigarette butt, got up and opened the door.

Standing outside the door was Gu Chu, drenched by the rain, his face becoming paler and paler.

He was slightly startled, "You..."

"Tell me." Gu Chu put her hands on the door frame to support her whole body, her tightly clasped fingers were glowing white, she stood up in the cold, staring at Lu Beishen, "I want to know everything, tell me!"

Lu Bei took a deep look at her, sighed softly, turned slightly to one side, "Come in."

Ten minutes later, Lu Beishen handed her a bowl of hot ginger syrup and said softly, "My cooking skills are much worse than my brother's, so you should take a sip."

"When I met him..." Gu Chu hugged Jiang Tangshui, his throat was a little blocked, "His cooking skills are not good either."

Lu Bei took a deep look at her, lit another cigarette after a long time, and said, "It seems that you have already figured out some things."

The ginger syrup trembled and rippled. She raised her eyes to look at him, and her eyes were floating like the ginger syrup in her hand.Lu Bei took a deep breath and said softly, "My brother was not as picky as he is now. He has indeed changed a lot now. I can barely recognize him."

"I think you have already guessed that the person in college is actually my brother and not me." He said this, and then revised his rhetoric, "To be precise, the person you have been in love with is My brother, Lu Beichen."

These are all things that Gu Chu wanted to understand, but when she heard it from the third person, her fingers still trembled and her heart ached.

"My eldest brother and I were born only 5 minutes apart, but our personalities are completely different. I am relatively introverted by nature and don't like to talk. My elder brother's temper is like a fire, arrogant and unruly, but he has never been a reckless person. A brainless person, on the contrary, he is very smart and even wise. He knows exactly what he wants and doesn’t want. Unlike me, he is always difficult to get along with people he doesn’t like or strangers, and is cold and cold. "

"I'm not in good health, so when I was young, my brother often pretended to be me to go to class, and I would often pretend to be him to do things he didn't like to do. When I was in college, I had a lot of misunderstandings with my family. I did a lot of things that caused my family headaches, and at that time my elder brother would always go to class for me." Lu Beishen took a puff of cigarette when he said this, let it out lightly, and smiled bitterly, "Actually, he doesn't like studying medicine, he He likes to study business, but for me, he gritted his teeth and studied medicine for me."

Gu Chu was listening all the time, and didn't ask any more questions halfway through.

"Actually, it was me you met on the basketball court." Lu Bei looked at her deeply.

Gu Chu shook his hand and almost dropped the bowl.

"I had a quarrel with my father that day. I was not in a good mood so I went to play basketball. If my brother and I have something in common, it is basketball. The two of us have won many basketball games by replacing each other." Lu Beishen played He flicked the cigarette ash, "It's just that I didn't expect that I got into a fight with you that day. The next day my brother came back from school and asked me why there were rumors that he was forced to apologize by a girl in the whole school? Wu Shi told him."

Gu Chu's fingers were scalded by the ginger syrup, and she asked in a low voice, "You two..."

"I know what you want to ask." Seeing that she swallowed half of her words, Lu Beishen answered her doubts, "You did mistook me for him a few times."

Seeing her face suddenly change, he immediately explained, "But I swear, I have only met you for a short time. You often give oranges to my elder brother, but he can't eat oranges. I can. You can Think about it carefully, the person who left after eating the orange is my elder brother, and when he has a fever, you see me."

She remembered, so she never knew that Lu Beichen couldn't eat oranges.

Just like how she tested Lu Beishen today, the way he peeled the oranges reminded her which time it was Lu Beichen and which time it was Lu Beishen.She clearly remembered that when he ate oranges, he usually gobbled them up, and a few times he peeled them slowly and gracefully. Thinking about it now, the person who gobbled up the oranges for fear of getting a fever if she saw them was Lu Beichen, the one who peeled the oranges slowly. The person chatting with her while eating was Lu Beishen.

"Counting it all together, I should have eaten oranges with you three times, and you gave me a lucky star once, even though I know that you gave it to my brother." Lu Bei smiled deeply. As a date, it should be at the movie theater. After watching it, I sent you home, and I entered your room, remember?"

Gu Chu was startled, remembering.

"That time I played a prank all of a sudden, and wanted to see if you could detect that I was not Lu Beichen, so I wanted to get close to you. You seemed a little flustered at the time, and told me, it's getting late, you should go back."

The one in college, he sent her off many times, but never entered the room every time, he always told her it was not the right time, until he agreed that time, after entering the room, somehow she felt awkward, like She thought he was too quiet the whole movie.He raised his hand to touch her face, and she felt a little uneasy, afraid of what might happen.

It turned out that it wasn't Lu Beichen that time.

Gu Chu looked up at the man in front of her, yes, how could she think he was the same as Lu Beichen?If they didn't intend to confuse each other deliberately, then she would definitely be able to tell who was Lu Beichen and who was Lu Beishen after such a natural conversation.

Also when he is quiet, Lu Beishen exudes tranquility and gentleness, even if he doesn't smile, people feel easy to get along with; the man she fell in love with is different, he is strict and arrogant, even if he smiles in his eyes, he will make people feel easy to get along with. People feel alienated, he is cold, unkind, and not so easy to get along with.

But thinking about what Lu Beishen said, Beichen was like a ball of fire before, so the man who would tease her from time to time during the military training, the man who kept obeying the law but was punished because of her really resembled his temperament, proud, self-respecting, and impatient. , cold, not so easy to talk... She really wanted to laugh, but her eyes were still red when she pulled her lips a little. Yes, Lu Beichen was terrible compared to Lu Beishen. They seemed to be all shortcomings, but she loved her so much. , is such a cold and passionate man.

"Later, you broke up with him. Although he didn't say anything on the surface, he looked broken." Lu Beishen's eyes were dark, "I was in Gulangyu at that time, and my brother asked for leave for a few days because of your breakup. It's nothing for a couple to quarrel, but maybe the twins have a good heart. I feel that my brother is very bad, and I also noticed that the matter is not simple. I wrote those words on Gulangyu Island. At that time, I gave You sent the picture in the MMS just to hope that you can change your mind."

Gu Chu's tears fell down again and fell into the ginger syrup. She finally understood Lu Beichen's reaction and behavior when he passed by the piece of graffiti on Gulangyu Island.She asked, "He once told me that Beishen begged for me for my father who had never spoken to him for many years. I think he was talking about himself."

"He doesn't have a good relationship with his father, or..." Lu Beishen paused for a moment, then continued, "Father only recognized him when he graduated from junior high school."

Gu Chu was shocked, why did this happen?

"Anyway, he knew that something happened to your family, so he asked his father." Lu Beishen didn't intend to discuss the specific reasons with her, but continued the original topic, "I don't know what they talked about. I just vaguely heard that my father proposed to let him go abroad. Now I think it should be an exchange. I think you understand the situation of the Lumen. How could we as children have such great ability to deal with some crises? We can only With the help of my father. I don't know what happened afterwards. Because just when my brother decided to go abroad, I encountered some trouble."

Gu Chu knew what he meant by "encountering a little trouble", it should be his disappearance, but how did he come back now?Where have you been all these years?Although these questions are difficult for her to understand, they are not important questions, after all, he has come back.

But what about her Beichen?

Where is the man who keeps saying that he didn't cheat him, but actually cheated her so much?
He said that it was Beishen who had a car accident back then, he said that Beishen died in that car accident...how could she never have thought of the way he said these words, the grief behind Cen Leng was not caused by her own body Does it hurt?When she thought of the scar on his back, her heart ached as if it had been scorched by a branding iron, and it hurt so badly that she couldn't breathe.

"I want to see him." She wiped her eyes hard, telling herself not to keep crying like a worthless little girl who has never seen the world. She wanted to find him, and her mind was extraordinarily clear. And firm, "Lu Beishen, you know where he is, right?"

(End of this chapter)