he sees your voice

Chapter 500 The Unknown 1
Of course, Lu Zhenyang also made concessions for Shen Chu, and they moved out of the old house. At that time, the Lu family just focused on China, so Lu Zhenyang brought Shen Chu back to China.That period of time was Shen Chu's happiest time, but she loved Lu Zhenyang too selflessly, made the mistakes that women like to make, and was always afraid that Lu Zhenyang would change his mind, so she was always suspicious.

At that time, Qin Su happened to go back to China to visit relatives, and after meeting Lu Zhenyang, he felt a lot of emotions. Lu Zhenyang still felt a little regretful when he saw his ex-wife elegant.

"Every love is different. What kind of lover you choose is destined to experience what kind of love." Lu Beichen's tone was very light, and his eyes seemed to look far away. "My mother loves you very much." My father is a love that is too stubborn. For my mother, my father is her first and last lover. She wanted to possess and hold on so much, but finally found that the man she loved didn't actually love her that much. "

Gu Chu seems to have seen such a girl, she longed for love, and finally got it, but her life experience didn't tell her how to love someone properly in advance, so her love became a man's shackles.There are too many women like this in this world, who love so much that they are desperate, love so much that they lose themselves, and end up exhausted and exhausted, but they fail. There is nothing wrong with falling in love with someone, it's just the wrong way.

But Gu Chu agreed with Lu Beichen's point of view, his father's love was not firm enough, or, in fact, he was only attracted by Shen Chu's gentleness from the beginning.Attracting each other is only the beginning of love, but when two people live together, love alone is not enough. Obviously, a man like Lu Zhenyang prefers a stable family and a happy mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. Shen Chu desires love more, but she forgot , Lu Zhenyang also has relatives who cannot let go.Therefore, Gu Chu felt that Qin Su should be more successful than Shen Chu in doing this. She managed to let Lu Zhenyang go to work without distraction.

Maybe love is like this, we always choose between white roses and red roses, and so is Lu Zhenyang.

"Later, my mother often said that in fact, my father loved his ex-wife the most in his heart. The reason why he had a marriage with her was just to be Qin Su's substitute." Lu Beichen raised his hand and stroked her hair, " Aunt Qin is a doctor and my mother is a nurse, they are somewhat similar."

Gu Chu's shoulders trembled. This might be true. After thinking about it, a sudden thought flashed through her, and she asked, "Back then, Aunt Qin was really just visiting relatives when she returned to China?"

Lu Beichen stared at her, with a wry smile on his lips, "I think my grandpa and grandma like Aunt Qin more."

Hearing this, Gu Chu suddenly understood.

Love is not enough just to rely on passion. Obviously, on the way to get married, Shen Chu is the one who has no plans.

"Shortly after their divorce, my mother found out that she was pregnant." Lu Beichen continued, "But because she was angry, she didn't tell my father about the pregnancy until she gave birth to us."

It is true that Shen Chu is a weak woman, but after facing the fragmentation of love and marriage, she became disheartened. As much as she loved Lu Zhenyang, she hated Lu Zhenyang as much. This also caused her to avoid Lu Zhenyang after the divorce. s reason.But Lu Zhenyang still knew the news that she was pregnant, so he came to see her again and again, but she always declined.Until the elders of the Lu family blocked her at the door, pointed at her stomach and threatened, no matter if it was a man or a woman, this is the flesh and blood of the Lu family, and they wanted to take away the children of the Lu family and change their names, what a dream!

"My mother used her medical position to lie to the Lu family that she had given birth to a boy, so my father didn't know it was twins for a long time." Lu Beichen sighed softly, "The Lu family wants to take a child away It's not difficult, my mother decided to send one to the Lu family after much deliberation."

In the end, Shen Chu chose Lu Beishen between Lu Beichen and Lu Beishen, and made a request to the Lu family that her son must go to school in Shanghai, that is, she wanted to watch him grow up.Lu's elders were naturally unwilling to agree to this condition, but Lu Zhenyang always felt that he owed Shen Chu too much, so he agreed to her request.

"Why didn't you choose you?" Gu Chu didn't understand.

Lu Beichen turned his head to look at her, and thought for a while, "Maybe it's because Beishen is more obedient and better-behaved than me."

"You were a problem child when you were young?" Gu Chu approached him.

Lu Beichen smiled, "I don't listen to discipline. If adults want me to go east, I tend to go west. My personality is relatively rebellious since I was a child. Maybe at that time I thought more about why other people's children have fathers. Why don't I?" This problem. Beishen is different from me. He is introverted and doesn’t like to talk. He hides everything in his heart and doesn’t say it. He has been clinging to me since he was a child.”

The image of this pair of twins is firmly established in Gu Chu's mind, one is mischievous and the other is quiet and introverted, of course Shen Chu will choose the obedient one to enter Lu's house.

"At that time, I was very angry when I knew my mother's decision, and I hated the Lu family for taking my brother away. So for a long time, I hated my father, hated his swinging in marriage, and hated his treatment of me. The harm caused by the mother." Lu Beichen ran his fingers through her hair, curling a strand of long hair around his fingers, "After Beishen learned of his mother's decision, he locked himself in the room and cried for three days. , he just started elementary school."

Shen Chu kept Beishen by his side until junior high school on the grounds that Beishen was in poor health. Later, Lu's parents also ordered Lu Zhenyang to take his grandson back on the grounds that they wanted their children and grandchildren to be reunited because of their health.

In those years, Shen Chu never asked for a penny from Lu Zhenyang. She was living in a relatively tight financial situation. First, she wanted her son to receive the best education, and second, she couldn't do without her son. That's why she finally made the decision to keep one and give the other away. .Lu Beishen followed Lu Zhenyang to the United States, while Lu Beichen stayed in Shanghai.

"After Beishen left, my mother became sick from missing her, and her health was always good or bad. Every time I communicated with Beishen, I always mentioned my mother's situation. Beishen said that he would become a doctor in the future, for his mother's sake." Lu Beichen took a deep breath, his voice low.

He will never forget the day when Beishen had to leave. It was the year of the senior high school entrance examination. Both he and Beishen got into the local key high school with the highest score. It was a pity that Beishen was going to study abroad.

Beishen cried a lot that day, but he didn't cry, all the tears flowed into his stomach.Bei Shen took his hand and asked, Beichen, Beichen, why don't you come with me?

He gritted his teeth and endured the discomfort, and told Beishen, go back to Lu's house, the conditions there are good.

Bei Shenhong said to him, if it is really for the future, then I would rather give you the best.

He answered ruthlessly, let's go, let's go.

Beishen held his hand, brother, I want to stay.

But I also want to stay, this is his heart for Beishen.

Beishen let go, and finally cried and said to him, you let me down so much, I thought you would protect me forever...

Yes, although he was uncomfortable at the time, he was unable to protect his younger brother. More importantly, he really thought that it was a good thing for Beishen to return to Lu's family. He could have a better life and accept better things. education.

"I understand my mother's thoughts, and I think this is good for Beishen, but I didn't expect that Beishen's temperament changed drastically after he went to the United States."

Gu Chu took a deep breath, "What's wrong?"

"He became out of gregarious, and often contradicted the elders of the Lu family. He was even so angry that his father was admitted to the hospital several times."

Lu Beichen learned everything from the letter. Beishen did not adapt to the life there after arriving in the United States. At first, he complained to Beichen, saying how boring the old Lu family house was, how difficult it was for grandparents to get along with, and how his father had How strict, how noisy the younger brother was when he played the piano, and how much the bad woman who ruined their parents could put on a show... and so on, and later he would happily tell Bei Chen that I caught a snake and released it the day before yesterday. In Nanshen's quilt, yesterday I mixed garden mud into that bad woman's coffee, today I quarreled with my father again, and his beard trembled with anger...

It is not difficult to find that Beishen's mood has changed. Lu Beichen tried to persuade him, but Beishen replied in the middle way. He hates the Lu family, very much!
"Hating the Lu family is what Beishen and I had in common when we were young. At that time, I thought that my father and that woman were sorry for my mother, and my mother had suffered so much for so many years because of my father." Lu Beichen said , "But when I grow up, I only know that after I have truly experienced love, some things really cannot be judged by right or wrong."

Gu Chu agreed with what Lu Beichen said, Lu Beishen's rebellion was not because of his youth?

"And later?"

"Later, my mother moved to Shanghai because of her job transfer. That was the year I was in my first year of high school, and that was the year my father knew about my existence."

Due to his excellent performance at work, Shen Chu got the opportunity to work in Shanghai, and Lu Beichen also transferred to another school.After learning the news that Shen Chu left his hometown, Lu Zhenyang flew back from the United States without saying a word. He knew her physical condition and was worried about it.But I never thought that I would find the address after asking all the way, and instead of seeing Shen Chu, I saw Lu Beichen who was reviewing his homework at home.

That time, Lu Zhenyang made a big fuss at Shen Chu, Lu Beichen protected Shen Chu, and said to Lu Zhenyang, give up, I will not leave my mother!

Ever since he was exposed, his life could not be peaceful. Many people from the Lu family approached him, and most of them persuaded him to follow the Lu family to study abroad. He turned a deaf ear to it, and it was like this until the college entrance examination.

"My mother's health was not as good as before in the year of the college entrance examination. After Beishen knew about this, she had to go back to Shanghai to study, but her father couldn't resist him and had to let him go back to Shanghai." Lu Beichen recalled, "Beishen went back to Shanghai to study. One year of study, the next year to take the college entrance examination, but after all he has received several years of foreign education, facing the domestic college entrance examination is still very stressful, so..."

(End of this chapter)