he sees your voice

Chapter 520 True or False Life

I fell in love with him.

He always likes to wear plaid shirts and old jeans, and listen to music and read books while wearing headphones on the campus lawn.He is the most charming boy with single eyelids in our department, and he always has the best grades.

Today he took part in the debate competition and won the championship. I knew he was the best. When receiving the award, many girls in the department jumped on him, but he looked at me in the crowd, and I knew he loved me.

At night he finally kissed me, this kind of happiness is indescribable, I want to be with him, forever together...

Lu Beichen printed out the photos sent by Luo Chi one by one, and flipped through them one by one while waiting for the plane. In fact, this was no longer his job scope, but it involved Ai Xin's diary, and he wanted to find out as soon as possible. The secret of the car accident half a year ago.

This is one of Ai Xin's diaries. In the diary, it can be seen that she fell in love with a boy during college. He liked to wear plaid shirts and listen to music with single eyelids. In the following diaries, she kept mentioning these characteristics , and recorded in detail how she fell in love with that boy.From the diary, it is not difficult to see that Ai Xin's love for this boy is extremely deep-seated, and the two of them also swore to each other and ate the forbidden fruit.Judging from the dates in the diary, it took a year before and after, and finally, the boy Ai Xin loved so much passed away unexpectedly.The sweetness in the diary is gone, every word is sad.

But what puzzled Lu Beichen was that the second half of the diary became weird, one of which was like this: He came back, finally came back, he told me that he missed me very much, why didn’t I Miss him every day?It's just that he doesn't like to wear plaid shirts anymore, and he doesn't like to bask in the sun. He always comes at night and disappears during the day.He often tells me that he wants me and the baby to be with him, yes, I once swore to be with him forever, so I want to be with him.

Lu Beichen turned to the last few sheets, and one of them caught his attention: I have found the murderer who killed him, this is a revelation from the gods, he will appear soon, you wait for me, wait for me and baby...

This is Ai Xin's last diary entry.

When Lu Beichen glanced at the diary, it was recorded four days before his car accident.Looking through Ai Xin's diary, it is not difficult to see that she fell in love with a boy, and then the boy was killed, and Ai Xin, who was already pregnant, avenged her lover.Judging from the first half of the diary, it seems normal. From the first meeting of the boy to the two falling in love, the lines are sweet, until the boy's death, she is distraught, and every word is sympathetic.Until she said that when he came back, he always came at night and then disappeared during the day, and then there were several consecutive articles recording the various differences of the boy after he came back. After reading these words, it was obvious that she had a mental problem.

In fact, according to Luo Chi's investigation, such a boy never appeared in Ai Xin's life. Ai Xin's parents said that Ai Xin ran into the scene of her senior jumping off a building and committing suicide when she was just a freshman. She was so frightened that she lost her mind, and she spent almost all four years in the psychiatric clinic. She never had the chance to meet boys, let alone fall in love or even become pregnant.

Ai Xin's body was dissected by Pan An himself. Pan An's report did not mention that Ai Xin was pregnant. After Luo Chi found the diary, he asked Pan An for evidence. Pan An confirmed that Ai Xin was not pregnant. .

Luo Chi's first object of investigation was Ai Xin. After passing the photos to Lu Beichen, he arrived at the university Ai Xin had attended at dawn, and found that there was no boy with single eyelids as she mentioned. In other words, Ai Xin The events and lives recorded in the diary from falling in love to parting with the boy are all fictitious and never happened in reality.

On the way to the airport, Luo Chi called Lu Beichen.

"Ai Xin assumed a first love, and then assumed a murderer, but why did she focus on you in the end?"

This is also something that Lu Beichen finds difficult to understand. He has never met Ai Xin, let alone his first love with a single eyelid who likes to wear plaid shirts. He has only used knives on dead people for so many years. How could he have killed others?
But while waiting for the plane, he read it several times and finally got a clue, and called Luo Chi again, saying, "In the diary, Ai Xin mentioned the revelation of the gods. I think there is a lot of content in it."

Even if Luo Chi doesn't need to investigate, judging from the content of the diary and the time it was recorded, it won't stand up to scrutiny.Ai Xin is 25 years old this year, and the diary recorded a period of one year, that is, from the time she was 24 years old. A 24-year-old girl has already graduated from college, so how can she record every detail of her love in the tone of a freshman?If it is a normal memory, then the content reflected in the diary should also be the memory body rather than the daily body.

Lu Beichen even believed that this was a kind of consciousness pouring, perhaps caused by drugs.But he believed that most of this was man-made. Someone guided Ai Xin's consciousness, created such a false memory for her, and then prompted her to kill someone.

Lu Beichen suspected that the so-called god was the mastermind behind Ai Xin's instigation.

In addition to Ai Xin's diary, there is also Qian Hao who committed suicide by jumping off the building.

He also kept his diaries for nearly a year, but not as many as Ai Xin, and only wrote one entry every ten days and a half months.The general content of his diary is related to gambling. In the diary, he mentioned that he went to Las Vegas to gamble many times and spent a lot of money, but later he gambled so much that his wife ran away, the company disappeared, and the debt collector He was blocked at the door of his house every day, and he lived in fear all day long.

Qian Hao's last diary entry is recorded like this: They are coming!They're going to kill me!Okay, then I will give them my life!

The diary is very short, but it looks like a suicide note. Moreover, Lu Beichen performed an autopsy on Qian Hao, and it was true that he fell from a height and committed suicide.

So, the "they" mentioned in his diary refer to the debt collectors of the casino?
But Luo Chi found out clearly that Qian Hao had never been abroad, not to mention that he was just an ordinary company employee, how could he have the capital to spend a lot of money in the casino?
The same thing happened to Feng Zilian and Liu Chuan.

Feng Zilian recorded such a life in her diary for one year. She was mediocre, with no connections and no education. She found an ordinary job that could not be more ordinary. She lived from nine to five every day and got along very well with her colleagues. Not good, and at the same time, I don't have a boyfriend.She has a cat, and the only one who accompanies her every day is the tabby cat named Nian Tuan.What is recorded in the diary are ordinary trivial matters, such as which colleague said bad things about her today and she heard it, which leader was scolded by the big leader tomorrow, and the couple downstairs in her house got into a fight the day after tomorrow, etc. Besides, It will also record the condition of her cat, how much water it drinks, how much food it eats, how cute it is when it sleeps, etc.

Very boring content, but I remember it frequently.

Luo Chi gave Feng Zilian's real life as follows: she obtained a master's degree at a young age, entered a Fortune 500 company, majored in marketing, and quickly gained a foothold after entering the company's marketing department Appreciation from the boss.Her prospects are very good. Although she is only 25 years old, she bought a house and a car in Shanghai with the first bucket of money she earned. She is much better than her peers.

Her life is very different from the life in the diary. There are no gossiping colleagues, no bosses who are often criticized by big leaders, and there is no couple living downstairs. group of cats.

Her diary is full of despair, which is the despair of ordinary days. The last entry reads: Such days are like a blunt knife, cutting off my flesh bit by bit, and this world is lifeless.

She chose to cut her wrists, perhaps, this is the best way for her to escape from the dry world urgently.

Liu Chuan's diary is naked desire.

His diary is full of stories about how many boats he stepped on, how he dated one girlfriend while keeping the details of another girlfriend. Ten women appeared in his diary, that is to say He dated ten women at the same time, and he has Wei Xiaobao's complex.He even has a description in his diary of how he had sex with these ten women. Every link is very detailed. Those who don't know it will think that they are reading Erotica novels.

The paper is full of love affairs, and in the end he was distressed because these ten women found out that he was not dedicated and wanted to leave him one after another. He said in his diary: After thinking about it, I finally thought of it. A way to be with them forever, wait for me, babies, here I come...

In the end, he committed suicide by burning charcoal.

In reality, Liu Chuan is a bachelor. He had a girlfriend when he was in school, but the two broke up after graduation. Liu Chuan has never met a suitable one for so many years.In Luo Chi's words: Looking at Liu Chuan's photos, he looks gentle and gentle, but I didn't expect the diary to be so sloppy.

After reading these, Lu Beichen rubbed his temples. The four of them were living another life. That life was so real and completely different from their reality. It is not difficult to see from the contents of the diary that the four of them were completely It has been integrated into the imaginary world.

Being able to regard the imaginary world as one's own life, even human life, and not only one person is implicated, this is indeed not to be underestimated.

(End of this chapter)