he sees your voice

Chapter 91 Who Do You Take Me For?

It would be great if someone would wake her up at this time.

But she still saw the necklace on her neck. The necklace that Lu Beichen personally put on her yesterday, she forgot to take it off in a hurry. The pattern of the necklace pendant left marks on her collarbone.It looks familiar, carefully examine the curvature of the petals, take it off, and spread it in the palm of your hand, only to find that the pendant is a white orchid, the carving is very delicate, as if blooming on the fingertips.

She shouldn't be moved, even if this is what she really likes.

Necklaces are as hateful as rings. The rings tie the fingers, making people have to interlock their fingers. The necklace wraps around the collarbone, which is the closest to the heart, making the heart nowhere to escape.

Lu Beichen's kiss was strong and aggressive, completely different from Beishen's.

During the Mid-Autumn Festival in 2000, Beishen kissed her for the first time.

She will always remember that night when she was slightly drunk, the youth full of faint alcohol taste, he was so young, she was at a loss, she looked into his eyes subconsciously, only to find that his eyes were brighter than the stars above her head .

He smiled and said, you should close your eyes.

She asked, do all the girls who kiss you close their eyes?
He looked a little embarrassed.Many years later, Gu Chu wondered if that would be his first kiss. If so, the proud student Lu Beishen would of course be embarrassed when faced with that question.

Gu Chu clutched the necklace, and the white orchid pendant hurt his palm.Bai Lan has probably become a memory of youth, but in that rainy alley, the memory was plundered and modified by Lu Beichen.He shouldn't have broken into her world so hastily. Beishen left, but her world was still occupied by him. She couldn't drive him away, and no one else could live in.

The kiss that year did not actually establish the relationship between her and Lu Beishen.

When it comes to things like falling in love, she, or maybe he, may not be the strongest.Or, he needs to sort out some relationships, some relationships with Xiao Xue?In fact, there was always a question mark in her heart, she didn't know how to ask, and he never explained.

Compared with Lu Beichen, Beishen will be more like a watcher. The gossip after the military training does not seem to bring them closer. University life is always busy and exciting. It is a big school with students from different departments. It's not a deliberate search, if it's not intentional, it's not impossible to never see each other if you want to.At that time, she publicized that she didn't know the heights of the sky and the earth, and that after the military training, she would be busy with her studies and colorful clubs. When she was interviewing the literary club, she said to the president so boldly that I wanted to apply for the president of this club.

If it was now, she would never dare to say it.

As you can imagine, she was kicked out of the game.

Gu Chu was envious of herself back then. In that shrinking social structure, the senior sister who was the president "blocked" her way into the club, and she, in order to fight that senior sister to the end, froze to form a club by herself. Formed a band and played well.

It was only later that Gu Chu found out that the senior sister of the president had a best friend from childhood to adulthood, and her best friend's name was Xiao Xue.

It's just that she realized it later, and now that she thinks about it, the element of public revenge is huge.

How many years have passed, Xiao Xue still haunts her like a shadow.

Seven years ago, Xiao Xue was pestering her man, and seven years later, Xiao Xue was pestering her younger sister.

This feeling suffocates Gu Chu to death.Her chest was really stuffy, she clutched her heart, cold sweat broke out on her painful forehead.

In less than half an hour, Lu Beichen came and knocked on the door of her house with ease.Her long hair was draped over her shoulders, making her face even more desolate, her brows were faintly shaded with sadness, but her eyes were resolute and clear, she turned sideways to let him in without saying a word.

Gu Chu was still wearing house clothes, and they bought them together with Gu Si. At that time, they bought two identical ones. Gu Si smiled and said to her, "Sister, people wear couple clothes, and we wear sister clothes."

That day was also in the alley, the sun was very bright, and Gu Si was walking around holding her arm all the time.In fact, all the shops there are open to foreigners, and everything is expensive. At the end of the shopping, the two of them only chose these two identical home clothes, and then painted their own portraits on them.

She didn't change into home clothes by herself. She was still wearing her daytime clothes before falling asleep last night. She sighed and poured glasses of lemonade for each other. One of them was handed to Lu Beichen without saying a word.Lu Beichen is a person with poisonous eyes, and she also expected that he would be able to guess her sigh.He said, "I changed the home clothes for you."

Gu Chuduan's hand on the cup froze for a moment. In fact, this is not a difficult problem to think about. It's just that Lu Beichen's words are so direct, she still can't accept the established facts.Lu Beichen added another sentence, "Don't worry, I can't do things like taking advantage of others' danger."

He seemed to give her a promise, and he seemed to explain how he changed her home clothes last night.

Gu Chu nodded slightly, lowered her eyelids, and watched the lemons in the cup fall away bit by bit, swimming in the shadow of the water, which reminded her of a homeless orphan.Lu Beichen also took a cup and took a sip, slightly sour.

Looking up at her, she still made lemonade according to his taste, and the emotion on the tip of her heart was indescribable.Seeing her clinging to the small silver spoon stirring her glass of lemonade, he reached out, picked up the tongs, picked up two pieces of rock sugar, and put them in her glass.

She loves sweets, as she said herself, she really, really likes to eat sweets.

Gu Chu didn't expect him to do this, looked up at him, and was taken aback for a moment, after a while she said, "Sorry, there is still no ashtray at home." Then she got up again, a little at a loss, "Maybe, I can Go downstairs and buy one now."

Lu Beichen got up to stop her, and pulled her to sit beside him.

"I don't smoke today." He looked at her and said.

His eyes were slightly serious, and he raised his hand to touch her cheek lightly. He thought she would hide, but she didn't.She was not as eager to escape from him as usual, and sat beside him quietly like a girl in a painting.But his complexion became paler and more charming.

Lu Beichen's eyes were darkened, his palm was pressed against her small face, and his slender fingers touched her hair, and he exerted a little force on his hand, pulling her closer.

She still didn't struggle or resist, she just kept her eyes down. The only movement she made was subconsciously biting her lower lip, but she quickly let go. She didn't raise her hand to hold him, but just clenched her fists and hung down her legs.

A face like the bright moon, brows as light as distant mountains, and light-colored lips inlaid like flowers.

Lu Beichen asked in a low voice, "Why?"

Gu Chu pursed his lips and remained silent.

Lu Beichen narrowed his eyes slightly, and with more strength in his hands, her face was forced to get even closer to him, so close that she could see the blackness in his eyes, like a pool of ink, a pool of darkly rolling ink.Her breathing was shallow and soft, inaudible.His face was almost close to hers, and he paused every word, "At this time, if I propose that I want you, is it okay, huh?"

Gu Chu's fingers became more painful and numb for a moment, making her mistakenly think they were broken.After a long time, she murmured a small voice, she said, "Professor Lu, if, if you want..." She paused, and added the last four words with trembling lips, "Then... yes."

It's like she never dared to look into his eyes, because they were the same eyes as Beishen's. She didn't dare to look, for fear that she would get confused and lose her mind, and then she would really feel that she lost all these eyes. It was all given to Beishen.

Even if it is sinking, she also thought, sinking so clearly.

Gu Chu could feel that Lu Beichen had withdrawn his strength, and the back of her head was a little tight. The hand that was specially used to dissect the dead, and the fingers that were specially used to hold the scalpel, controlled her as if they were controlling a dry bone. the back of the head.His breath became heavier, and it seemed that she heard the sound of his gnashing of teeth.

The air seemed to stagnate, and time seemed to stop.

After a while, he spoke, his voice was cold, and the breath fell on her nasal bone and felt cool, his voice went from top to bottom, "Gu Chu." He bit her name very hard, "What do you think of me? A man?"

In the next second, Gu Chu felt the back of his head loosen.

It was Lu Beichen who let her go, got up and went to the window.He gave her a back view, she could see clearly, this time, he took out the cigarette case, lit a cigarette, and when he lightly puffed out the smoke ring, it was intertwined with the light circle outside the window.

His figure is naturally tall, blocking a large amount of sunlight, his tall and straight back looks more and more alienated and inhumane.

It is not easy to please a person, but it is extremely easy to offend a person.Gu Chu knew that his actions just now had offended him.Lu Beichen's question just now became a knife, so sharp that he could open her chest and peep into her heart.Gu Si's surrender took away her sanity, she was not familiar with Luo Chi, and the only person she had any friendship with was Lu Beichen in front of her.

Those piles of files, all the data are printed in her mind, she thought it was the whole case, but now that she thinks about it carefully, those data are just Xiao Xue's bone examination, who Lu Beichen suspects, Luo Chi is tracking Who, how could there be in the file?

She has never disdained this kind of behavior, this kind of behavior of betraying herself in order to achieve certain goals, she knows that Lu Beichen disdains even more, if he is as good as him, how can there be no women around him?
But who else could she turn to for help?
Why should Lu Beichen, who has always been brooding about her, help her without any effort?It was hard for her to understand his mind, just like, until now, she didn't understand what he meant by pursuing her. If she insisted on giving an answer, she thought, he just wanted to watch her fall into the cliff with her own eyes, and she would never recover.

In the adult world, there are certain things that never go round and round.Less shyness of youth, more sophistication of adults; men and women no longer suppress their desire for each other, maybe just met, maybe just because of a glass of wine...

She understands the rules of adults, because she has lost the qualification to pursue youth ignorantly.

This most direct deal is the only one she can offer.Offering himself like a sacrifice, his refusal surprised her.Or maybe she overestimated herself too much.It was Beishen who misled her. Once, Beishen was also curious about her, and his forbearance and restless hands told her that he longed for her so much.At that time, she was thinking that she must leave the best of herself to him.

Until, she and he came to a fork in the road, she turned to the left, he turned to the right, and there was a distance of three meters between the back and the back.

The last thing Lu Beichen should have done was to show the same desire for her as Beishen did. Even if he was pretending, he shouldn't have given her this hope.If she had known earlier, she would not have lost the last bit of dignity.

"What if Luo Chi or someone else came here today?" After a long time, Lu Beichen turned around and looked at her and asked.

(End of this chapter)