Fairy on top

Chapter 242 Careful consideration
I am fed up with the days when I have no power to restrain the chicken, I want to cultivate, I want strength!

To put it bluntly, I just want to avenge my grandma, and I don't even have the ability now.I regret that when grandma had an accident, I was not with grandma, but what can I do when I am with grandma?

I don't know anything except asking for immortals.I've always been dependent on others and I don't want to do that anymore.I want to be able to protect myself, and I want to be able to protect those I care about.

Grandma's death really irritated me. I have no intention of hurting others, but it doesn't mean that others won't harm me. It's the safest thing to have self-cultivation and strength!
Yunling probably didn't expect that I would suddenly ask for fusion, he asked me in surprise, "Xiao Linxi, have you thought about it?"

I looked at him, "Didn't you say that after fusion, I will still be me? Then why should I hesitate?"

After looking at me for a while, Yunling said, "After the fusion, besides your cultivation, your memories of your previous life will also come back, and there will be a lot of things in your mind that you haven't experienced before, which will make you feel confused. You need time to digest and accept these memories, and you also need time to adapt to your strong cultivation. Xiao Linxi, you are busy with grandma's funeral now, so it is not suitable for fusion. After grandma's funeral is over, if you still want to merge, I will help you. "

What Yun Ling said was objective, but I could still hear it. His words had the meaning of persuading me to think carefully.

I looked at him strangely, "Yunling, don't you want me to remember what happened thousands of years ago?"

I think I asked nonsense, of course Yunling thinks that I remember what happened thousands of years ago, he has always hoped that I can remember him and the days when the two of us were together.

Just as I was about to ask this question, I pretended that I hadn't asked it before, but suddenly I heard Yunling say, "Yes, I don't want you to remember."

I was surprised and looked at him in surprise, "Why?"

The corners of Yunling's lips curled up, and she smiled evilly, "Because I want to challenge you, Lin Xi, to like me. When I went to ask for the pill, the Immortal Doctor asked me a question. He asked me, what will happen in the next life?" Is Yu Ling still Yu Ling? I thought about it all the way until I saw you. I didn’t have the answer to this question. Xiao Linxi, you are 20-year-old Lin Xi, you are not Yu Ling. You don’t have to force yourself to accept that you don’t belong Your memories and emotions that don't belong to you. You have your own loves and hates, and you shouldn't be influenced by other people."

Yu Ling hated Yu Chen and loved Yun Ling.Once I merge, if I am affected by Yu Ling's emotions, then I may really leave Yu Chen and be with Yun Ling instead.

This is beneficial to Yun Ling, but because he cares about my personal feelings, he persuades me to give up the integration.He doesn't see me as a substitute for anyone.I looked at Yun Ling with complicated emotions.

Yun Ling's choice reminds me of Chu Yuan. Chu Yuan loves Long Ling deeply. When he misunderstood that I was the reincarnation of Long Ling, he tried to remind me of the past.Later, after knowing that Wu Jie and Long Ling were the same person, Chu Yuan rescued Wu Jie.He was with Wu Jie and dressed Wu Jie according to Long Ling's appearance in his memory.He regarded Wu Jie as a substitute for Long Ling.

Chu Yuan doesn't love me, nor Wu Jie, he only loves Long Ling.

But what Yunling loves is not just Yuling, what Yunling loves is this soul, no matter what the reincarnation of this soul is or what it will become, he loves it deeply and accepts it.

There is no distinction between high and low in love, but I think Yunling loves him more deeply than Chu Yuan.

I opened my mouth, but didn't know what to say.

At this time, Gu Han came back from outside with a bag of steamed buns.Seeing Yunling, her eyes lit up, like a hungry wolf seeing a little sheep, exuding excitement from the inside out.

"God Yun Ling, we meet again." Gu Han ran over and smiled at Yun Ling, "I bought buns, do you want God to eat them?"

Seeing Gu Han's enthusiasm, I thought she was interested in Yun Ling.But then, the next sentence she said, I knew I was thinking too much.

Gu Han said, "Shangshen, during this period of time, my cultivation base has improved rapidly. Is Shangshen interested in competing with me?"

Sure enough, it was never men who could excite Gu Han, but Taoism.

Yun Ling raised her eyebrows and glanced lazily at Gu Han, "Little Taoist nun, sparring refers to people with almost the same strength. If I fight with you, it can only be called bullying."

Seeing that Yunling looked down on her so much, the smile on Gu Han's face stopped, she gave Yunling a white look, then knelt down beside me, handed me the bun in her hand, and said a little unhappy, "Lin Xi, can you You can't control the fairy family in your hall, look at his contemptuous look."

It was only after hearing Gu Han's words that I remembered that Yunling was no longer my fairy family.He was reborn from Nirvana and left my hall together with Chu Yuan.I took Chu Yuan in again, but I haven't taken him in yet.

I looked at Yunling, intending to ask him if he still wanted to come into my hall.But before the words came out, Yunling smiled at me, and said in a gentle and provocative voice, "Xiao Linxi, I listen to you, if you ask me to compete with her, then I will play with her In this world, I only listen to you alone."

Gu Han shuddered, "I'm so sour. Yunling, if the third master is not around, you'll dig into the wall. I'm really touched by your perseverance."

Because he didn't agree to compete with her, Gu Han didn't even call God.

Yun Ling didn't bother with her either, he turned around, sat on the floor, sat beside me, and said to me, "Xiao Lin Xi, I'll keep watch with you tonight."

You don't need to keep watch with me, I have other things to bother him.

I looked at him and said, "Yunling, I would like to trouble you to find someone for me."

"Who?"

"Zhu Jianming." I said, "Zhu Jianming stayed at home to take care of grandma, but after grandma died, Zhu Jianming disappeared. He is a wandering spirit and very weak. I am afraid that something will happen to him."

Zhu Jianming is my hall ghost, if he dies, as a fairy, I won't be unaware.I felt nothing, which meant he was still alive.But I couldn't invite him, so I was worried that someone had caught him.

I didn't tell Yu Chen about this, because after the accident, I couldn't calm down, and I couldn't help losing my temper when I saw Yu Chen.The second is that I am worried that Zhu Jianming is in the hands of the Liu family, and I don't want Yuchen to be caught between me and the Liu family.

Yun Ling once stayed at my hall, and he had met Zhu Jianming.So when he heard that the person I was looking for was Zhu Jianming, he didn't ask any more questions, and left after telling me to wait for his good news.

After Yunling left, Gu Han elbowed me and asked me gossipingly, "Lin Xi, I was moved by Yunling's affection. You don't feel it at all? Anyway, grandma is against you and the third If you are together with the third master, you might as well break up with the third master, and you will be better off with Yunling."

I looked at Gu Han, "When Yu Chen comes back, you say this sentence again in front of him."

"Then I'm looking for death!" Gu Han said, "I don't think my life is long."

I asked her, "Do you think I look like a person who thinks I have a long life?"

"I asked you out." Gu Han smiled triumphantly, "You don't want to be separated from the third master at all."

Hearing what Gu Han said, I realized that what she said just now was tricking me.People's first reaction is the most real, and my first reaction is not to separate from Yuchen.

Gu Han continued, "Lin Xi, since you don't want to be separated from the third master, then don't get entangled. Seeing you tangle makes me feel uncomfortable with you. You just listen to grandma, separate from Yu Chen, and then marry an ordinary Man, can you guarantee that you will be happy for the rest of your life? Domestic violence, cheating, and neglect of work. Lin Xi, the world suffers, and if you care too much, it will only make you tired."

Seeing that I didn't speak, Gu Han said again, "You like the third master, and the third master also likes you. Grandma will change her mind when she sees that you two are happy together, and agree with you to be with the third master. Lin Xi, if you don't believe me I said, then I will call my grandpa out and let him go to the underworld to ask your grandma what she wants from you!"

(End of this chapter)