Fairy on top

Chapter 361 Facing Fear
Is this illusion?

Do I want to see the magnified desire in my heart?
I knew what was going on, but I couldn't stop it from happening.I close my eyes and hold Yu Chen's hand tightly.Since the illusion is to see with the eyes, if I don't see or listen, is it possible to get out of the illusion?

I soon discovered that my idea was not going to work.Because ever since I closed my eyes, Yu Chen in front of me has not moved.Whether I pull him or talk to him, there is no response.

There was a whistling wind in my ears. It didn't feel like I was in an inn, but rather like I was in an open mountain field, and I could smell a fresh and damp grass fragrance.

It is also impossible for me to stand dumbly with my eyes closed all the time. Since it is useless, I have the courage to open my eyes.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that Yu Chen who was standing in front of me had disappeared.I looked down at my hand, Yuchen's hand gradually became transparent in my palm, and finally disappeared.

I stood alone on a hillside, surrounded by endless grass, as if the whole world was covered by green grass, no trees, no people, no animals and insects, only emerald green grass.

Above the head is the blue sky, like the sea water reflected in the sky, blue without waves, cloudless in thousands of miles.There is no sun, but here it is daytime, with plenty of light and bright surroundings.It gives people a very peaceful and detached feeling.

Shouldn't I have to face the desire hidden deep in my heart?I was mentally prepared to struggle, but in the end... what the hell is this!

Peace and tranquility, without desires or desires, how can human beings have such an inner world!
So in the end I came to the conclusion that this is not my inner world.I am just an ordinary human being. I have never let go of my emotions, love, hatred, and hatred. My inner world can never be as clean as this.

Not only is my inner world impossible to be so clean, I dare say that the inner world of most human beings cannot be so clean.

With such a pure heart, what I can think of is either an eminent monk or a fairy family.

I walked in one direction, and after walking for a long time, there was still a piece of grass all around, as if it hadn't moved.

"Hey! Is there anyone!" I finally couldn't help it, stopped and shouted.

Yet only my own echoes echoed me.

I sat down on the ground depressed, and when I was thinking about how to get out, thorns the size of my fingers suddenly grew on the ground. I was stung in pain, so I hurriedly stood up and hid to the side.

The thorns grow fast, and as long as I step on it, all the thorns grow.It feels like this thorn is coming towards me.

I had nowhere to hide, and wanted to use my spiritual power to jump into the air, but I found that there was no way to use my spiritual power here, and the phantom couldn't call out.

In the end, the thorns grew and grew, and I couldn't run anymore.Soon, the thorns and vines wrapped me up.

There are barbed thorns on the thorns, and as long as I move a little, the thorns will plunge into the flesh.

I broke out in a cold sweat from the pain, and carefully pulled the thorn vine, trying to tear it apart, but no matter how careful I was, with so many thorns, I would still get stuck.

I feel like I'm going to be tied into a sieve.

Just when I was at my wit's end, a cloud of white air suddenly floated down from the sky.The air mass is like a group of water vapor that floats up and down, but does not disperse.

The white air floated over the thorny vines, and a gentle and peaceful female voice came out from the air mass, "Little Fairy, does it hurt?"

I looked up at the air mass, and said angrily, "Why don't you come in and have a try?" Thanks to this, I thought this was the inner world of a certain eminent monk or immortal, wow!How can there be an eminent monk or a fairy family to torture people like this!
Bai Qi chuckled, "If you don't move, won't it stop the pain?"

I had the feeling that she wouldn't hurt her back when she stood and talked, and I said, "I'm all entangled, how can I not move!"

"Of course you can choose not to move. These vines are not tied to your body. You move recklessly, and these vines will pierce you." Bai Qi said, "Life is like being surrounded by thorns. Move, people don't move rashly, and if you don't move rashly, you won't be hurt. If your heart moves, you will move rashly, hurt your body and hurt your bones, and then experience all kinds of pain in the world. self-contained."

Bai Qi's words were too profound, I didn't understand, "What do you mean?"

Bai Qi said again, "Sorrow arises from love, and fear arises from love. If you are separated from love, you will have no worries and no fears."

I have heard this sentence, it is a Buddhist saying.There are five poisonous minds in Buddhism, which refer to greed, hatred, ignorance, arrogance, and suspicion. Buddhists believe that these five kinds of minds will make us create bad karma, and hinder us from practicing like poison.

And these five kinds of hearts all come from love.Buddhists say that as long as we get rid of love, we can get rid of many emotions that hinder our practice.

Although I understand the meaning of this sentence, but I don't understand why Bai Qi said this sentence to me?I don’t believe in Buddhism, and I’m not a monk, so why did she persuade me to quit love?
I looked at her strangely, "What exactly are you trying to say? Can you explain clearly?"

Bai Qi smiled, "Haste makes waste. Little Fairy, I came to you today just to say these two sentences to you. When you understand the profound meaning, all doubts will be like a passing cloud, and the road will be formed by itself."

After finishing speaking, regardless of whether I understood or not, the white air floated into the air and disappeared without a trace.

The white gas disappeared, but the thorny vines did not.I wanted to continue pulling the thorn vine, but with a slight movement, the thorns stuck into the flesh.I was in pain.

Bai Qi told me that if I don’t move, it won’t hurt, so if I don’t move, will these thorns and vines automatically withdraw?
I stood where I was, motionless.After waiting for about 5 minutes, just when I was about to lose my patience, the thorny vine moved.

They began to drill down to the ground slowly, and after a while, only the grass was left in the whole space.

Now the thorns and vines are gone, but I still don't know how to get out from here!
I don't even know whose inner world this is now. I am speaking here, can I hear it?

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath and was about to call out Yuchen's name.But before I could yell out, I heard a familiar voice, "Yuchen!"

I froze for a moment, and turned to look over.

I saw an extra house behind me at some point, it was my grandma's house.At this time, the door of grandma's house was ajar, and the light came through the crack of the door.There were no lights in the hallways and it was very dark.

I stand in front of the door, and as long as I raise my hand, the door can be opened.I heard my grandma's voice coming from the door, as long as I open the door, I can see my grandma.But I dare not push the door open.

Because at this moment, I suddenly figured out that this is my inner world, but what the illusion made me see was not my desire, but the deepest fear in my heart!
Inside the door, there is what I am most afraid of facing.

At this moment, a gust of wind blew over, and the door creaked open.

(End of this chapter)