in nightmare time

Chapter 142 I Was Depressed
This time, the front desk guy at the inn saw that they were not as enthusiastic as the second time, and even pretended not to know them at all, and treated them as strangers, with a welcoming smile on his lips, and took their ID cards.

"Do you remember us?"

Fang Yun watched his fingers swiftly swipe across the computer, and said with a smile: "This is the third time we two have come to check in at your post."

"remember."

The little brother still had a smile on his face, but his tone sounded lukewarm and cold.

Fang Yun and Qiu Zhuo glanced at each other, took the room card handed over by the younger brother, said thank you, hesitated a few times, and then walked towards the second floor.

As soon as he arrived at the corridor on the second floor, Fang Yun said to Qiu Zhuo: "Do you think the young man at the front desk is a little weird today?"

Qiu Zhuo leaned the room card against the door to open it, and said, "Pretend not to know us."

"You also think he is deliberately not talking to us?"

"not so obvious."

Fang Yun followed behind him, seeing that he was circling the wall since he entered the room, and asked amusedly, "What are you doing?"

"Tell me, just now, will the ghost that I saw at Leng Lin's house follow here?"

Fang Yun was stunned for a moment, and then said slowly, "Have you gotten over the fear just now?"

Qiu Zhuo looked at her for a moment, without saying a word, and silently walked past her to the door of the room. When Fang Yun turned around, he saw that the door was not only closed, but also double-layer insurance was hung. Double-layer insurance was hung up, and a chair was even held against the door of the room.

For a moment, the four eyes met, one was shocked and didn't know what to say, and the other was somewhat ashamed, and didn't know what to say.

So the two kept staring blankly at each other for more than a minute. Fang Yun suddenly remembered that Qiu Zhuo once mentioned to her when he was a teenager that he was afraid of the dark and ghosts. Take his words seriously.

She had never seen him as fearful as he is now, and thinking about it now, it seemed that there were many details that could reflect his fear of darkness and ghosts.

Fang Yun remembered that Qiu Zhuo had brought up the matter of helping her with her homework, not that she had asked him for help, but mainly because she was too embarrassed to ask.

When he offered to help her with homework, she was very happy, but when she said that she would ask him for tutoring every weekend, Qiu Zhuo immediately refused.

He suggested that wechat help her with tutoring every night. To be honest, Fang Yun was not very willing to this proposal at the time. Back then, one of them was facing the high school entrance examination and the other was facing the college entrance examination.

But Qiu Zhuo insisted on helping her with homework every night, and resolutely rejected the once-a-week tutoring plan. In the end, Fang Yun thought that he was helping her with her homework, but he was so active that he didn't want to. So I agreed to his plan to make up lessons on WeChat at [-]:[-] every night.

It was really tiring during that time. She remembered that she complained to him once later, and then the tutoring stopped. At that time, she didn’t really want to complain to him when she complained to him. I ignored him for more than a year.

But for more than a year, he will still follow her to and from school every day, and she will still secretly pay attention to his emotional state. She hopes that he will live happily and that he will not be affected by her.

Although she ignored him, he occasionally thought about it when he followed her. He had been speculating about the reason why he suddenly ignored him.

One time, he guessed that he didn't want to talk to him because he was too tired to make up lessons, so he followed behind him and began to chant.

"Is it because I put too much pressure on you? You think it is too tiring to make up lessons every night, but I insist on making up for you every day; I'm sorry Xiaoyun, if you want to scold me, don't think that I have to make up for you. , and then feel embarrassed to scold; scold me, Xiaoyun, just scold me, don't stop talking to me.

You may not know that on the surface it seems that I am giving you homework every night, but in fact I am redeeming myself. I am... a very useless boy, not as brave and fearless as other boys, don’t you Seeing that I beat Leng Mu quite hard last time, I was actually afraid of many things.

I... am afraid of the dark, ghosts, and loneliness; I stay at home alone every day, and the house is quiet like a ghost house, and I am the lonely ghost inside.Xiaoyun, I insist on tutoring you with homework every night, in fact, it is to allow myself to sleep well. "

Qiu Zhuo's fragmentary thoughts from that year suddenly swirled in her mind very clearly; Fang Yun was startled suddenly, and raised his eyebrows to look at Qiu Zhuo again, his face turned slightly pale, and his eyes looked at herself with complicated and terrified eyes .

Fang Yun's heart suddenly tightened, and he walked slowly to him, and gently hugged him into his arms, "I'm sorry, I'm so stupid, I didn't know your hard work until today."

Qiu Zhuo's body trembled suddenly, he was taken aback for a moment, and slowly put his chin on her shoulder, "Yun..."

"Ah."

"Will you dislike me?"

Fang Yun's hand that patted his back froze, and then patted lightly again for a moment, "Have you ever heard people say you despise light?"

Qiu Zhuo: "... light?"

Fang Yun: "When I was young, you gave me all my happiness. You once said that you liked to see me smile, and that my smile was beautiful and sunny, and that ray of sunshine can always shine in your heart."

Qiu Zhuo: "Yes."

Fang Yun: "At that time, you always liked to follow me and talk to me. No matter whether I ignored you or not, you would always follow behind me; the you behind me were like my lost shadow, making me stand in the darkest corner. Helped find strength in the most vulnerable times, telling myself I can't die yet."

Qiu Zhuo's body froze suddenly, he gently pushed her away and looked into her eyes, and said in a moment: "I know that at that time you must have encountered the biggest hurdle in your life in the past ten years, since you don't want to say it, then I will always be with you, talking with you."

Fang Yun's eyes turned hot, "Thank you for your company at that time, and for everything you did for me."

Fang Yun: "You've always been so heart-warming, but I'm an idiot. I know too little about you, and I don't care too much. In fact, you told me about your fear of the dark and loneliness before, but you were told by me. It was ignored without seriousness."

"You missed one thing, and you're still afraid of ghosts."

He stroked the broken hair on Fang Yun's forehead, and said mockingly: "I'm afraid of the dark, ghosts, and loneliness. It's because my parents left me alone at home when they were young. They are busy with their work and doing good deeds to the world .

At that time, I was too young, and I didn't have any parents around me. After a long time, I left with psychological problems, and I was depressed. "

　Babies, I’m back. The reason for the network problem yesterday was that I forgot to pay the money, and then all the network was cut off for me. I want to say that they can’t call me to remind me (rolling my eyes aggrieved)

　　This is the first time since I wrote an update hahaha. Although I have few articles, as soon as I start writing, I don’t really like to update. The main reason is that I am afraid that my brain will not be able to connect with the story line before the update. Ha, In the future, you must remember to regularly check (ask) the balance of the four major relatives of the water, electricity, coal and coal networks~
　　Finally, I would like to thank the treasures for their unconditional love and tolerance, and thank you @志念@草暮雪@花花喜谢时有@千亲必意百事From欢@云深不知处for your reward and comfort, thank you babies~~
　　
　
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