Net King Whale Fall

Chapter 365 State the Facts
Why did you leave? This is really a good question.

Probably because I no longer have any nostalgia for this world. With eyes open and closed, these things happen every day, repeating a boring and boring life day by day. It's so boring.

It had been so long, so long that Sanada Ling saw Qiao again after a gap in time and space, but she still couldn't forget that day.

She could never forget the moment when the doctor announced that Joe was dead. She didn't want to believe it and couldn't accept the cruel fact. But everyone was telling her to let go. Joe had already left. Don't let him worry and live hard. .

Sanada Ling tried, she tried to let go, tried to numb herself with work, and tried to survive.

But it’s too difficult, really too difficult.

His shadow is everywhere in the room. When working, he seems to be sitting in front of you. Even Sanada Ling has the shadow of Qiao on her body. She was taught by Qiao himself and inherited from him.

Letting go sounds simple, but it is really difficult to do it.

Could it be that Sanada Ling couldn't do it even after spending several years, but she promised Qiao to live, so she couldn't commit suicide.

At this time, a perfect opportunity appeared. When Sanada Ling saw those two people again, he had already calculated all the next steps.

She didn't commit suicide, she was murdered, so after meeting Qiao, she had a reason to defend herself.

But the most unimaginable thing is that she jumped into the sea and was so drunk that she was still alive. Not only was she alive, but she was still dozens of years younger and returned to the past.

Sanada Ling talked about her experiences in those years in a calm tone, as if she was telling someone else's story. If Kudo Shinichi hadn't clearly seen the painful struggle deep in her eyes, he would have been fooled again.

Sanada Ling finally finished, "I tried and I worked hard, but I still failed in the end."

"Now, I'm a patient. You can't blame it all on me."

Kudo Shin's eyes were closed tightly and his breathing was a little unsteady, "I know."

"At that time, when you said you were betrayed, you weren't betrayed by a friend, right?"

Sanada Ling thought for a while, and it seemed that there was such a thing. She ignored it in general because it was too embarrassing and she had no shame to say it.

By the way, how much does Kudo know?

Kudo Shinichi took a deep breath, and he could feel the bloody smell rising in his throat, "Can't you say it?"

He didn't want to force Sanada Ling to do anything, "Then let's change to another one."

Sanada Ling waved her hand, "Not really. It's been a long time. This incident has not had any psychological impact on me. I just feel embarrassed."

"I was young at that time, and I was deceived terribly. Because I was young and ignorant, I believed their lies. Later, things became more and more serious. After breaking up with my family, I originally planned to fight Fujimoto when I came out."

"My skills were inferior to others. I lost the last time, so I was packed up and sold to human traffickers. I lost my skills several times and ended up in that dungeon."

"I was imprisoned for five or six years. It was so long that I can't even remember. Then the FBI discovered this lair and I was taken away by Joe again."

Kudo Shinichi listened to Sanada Ling talking about the past events of the year, and behind every word was the bloody truth. He wanted to know the truth before, and he couldn't blame Sanada Ling for getting sick.

"Did anyone look for you in those years?" Even if they couldn't find you, did anyone keep looking for you?

Kudo Shinichi remembered those crazy things Miyahara Rou said. She had been given up. Was it the kind of giving up and completely ignoring her?
Sanada Ling's eyes were a little nostalgic, "I'm looking for you. Sanada Genichiro has been looking for me since then. He didn't give up and kept looking for me."

"Actually, I came back later. At that time, I was temporarily cured of my physical problems. The doctor also suggested that I go for a walk in a familiar place, which would help my recovery." "I actually wanted to go back to find him. I didn't do that thing, but the damage was still caused, causing Genichiro Sanada to have a car accident. In the final analysis, I was incompetent and was easily plotted."

"I want to try my luck after I come back. If people don't welcome me, it will be a bit embarrassing for me to suddenly appear." Sanada Ling's thoughts returned to the past, "Then, it was such a coincidence that I saw Sanada Gen on the street. Ichiro.”

"He is different from what I thought. He is only one year older than me, and he is still very young. He is not yet 30 years old, and he already has a lot of gray hair. Originally, he should be the proud one with a bright future. "

Kudo Shinichi was so rude that he wiped it on his face, "You don't hate them, do you?"

Sanada Ling sighed softly, "I'm not a saint, so I can't have any selfish motives at all."

"At the beginning, I hated it, but as day by day passed, I thought about what I hate, it's better to live first."

"I had a hard time abroad, and Genichiro Sanada wasn't very happy at home either."

"I stood there for a long time that day. Finally, I gave up my original plan and got another ticket to go back."

"It's been too long, and the people who died should have died properly. A sudden resurrection is too scary, and no one will welcome it."

After Sanada Ling finished speaking, she felt a little more relaxed, as if some of her old criticisms had disappeared, but that's all.

Sanada Ling rolled her wheelchair and slid in front of Kudo Shinichi. This guy cried silently, and his clothes were soaked.

Sanada Ling took out a tissue and wiped his tears, "Why are you crying? This is all in the past. I have also come out. I will never have the thought of committing suicide again."

Kudo Shinichi cried and cursed, "Asshole!"

"How can there be someone as stupid as you in the world!"

Sanada Ling was helpless and said while wiping her tears, "Okay, okay, you have the final say."

"Let's say it first. After you cry this time, you won't cry again."

"A manly man cries and cries all the time."

Kudo Shinichi wiped his nose hard, and then cursed, "Get out."

Sanada Ling reminded, "Hey, don't come back when the opportunity is too late. If there is anything else you want to ask, please ask it clearly. I won't remember it next time."

Kudo Shinichi: "Is this why you feel you owe Genichiro Sanada?"

"Obviously it was their family that felt sorry for you first."

Sanada Ling thought for a while, "You can't say that. After all, I came back halfway and have no emotions. And my temper at that time was indeed quite disgusting."

"Because of my fault, even if I didn't know it, it was still because of my stupidity that Genichiro Sanada was seriously injured in a car accident and almost lost his life."

Kudo Shinichi glared at her, "Are you trying to defend him?"

Sanada Rei: "State the facts."

(End of this chapter)