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Sanada Ling hummed, indicating that she heard it.

Looking at the night and the time, Yukimura Seiichi had no intention of leaving at the moment. Sanada Ling asked, "Are you going to find my brother?"

It was normal to stay at such a late hour. Based on the relationship between Genichiro Sanada and him, it was normal to have his room at home.

Yukimura Seiichi thought for a moment, and he recalled Genichiro's expression yesterday. Among them, he was the only one who regretted and blamed himself the most. Unlike his friends, he was his older brother, with the same surname of Sanada.

He was also the person who hurt Aling the most at that time. He was so wrong that it would take a lifetime to make up for it.

So at this time, Yukimura Seiichi thought that Genichiro didn't want to see other people. He was reflecting on it, reviewing it over and over again, and denying everything he had.

Yukimura Seiichi forced a smile and said, "No, I'll go find him another day."

Sanada Ling didn't hold him back and followed his wishes and watched him leave.

After staring at Yufa for a while, Sanada Ling stood up and left. There was no answer when she knocked on the door. Genichiro Sanada was not in the bedroom, so there was only one place left.

Sanada Rei turned around and went to the kendo room. It was dark and cold, with no lights on and it looked like no one was there. However, Sanada Rei could hear the heartbeat through the door.

"Why don't you turn on the lights?"

The sudden sound in the darkness startled Sanada Genichiro for a moment. He was so absorbed in his thoughts that he didn't even notice anyone approaching.

Sanada Ling noticed the change in his breathing, raised her hand and turned on the light. The light was bright, and Sanada Genichiro's eyes narrowed unconsciously, feeling a little uncomfortable.

Sanada Ling sat cross-legged next to Genichiro Sanada and looked at his kneeling posture, "If you don't go back to your room to rest after midnight, what are you doing here without turning on the light?"

Genichiro Sanada adapted to the light and raised his eyes to notice Sanada Ling's long clothes and trousers. Since that time on the beach vacation, Genichiro Sanada had never seen Sanada Ling wearing short sleeves.

Why? Girls wear skirts and shorts in summer. Why don't they wear them? In the past, Genichiro Sanada only thought it was a personal preference. Now Genichiro Sanada understands that it's not that he doesn't wear them, but that he can't wear them.

Genichiro Sanada's eyes moved to Sanada Ling's neck. The loose neckline could no longer see the edges of the tattoo lines at that time. "The sudden tattoo at that time was not due to some rebellious period, was it?"

"Why did the tattoo disappear now? Did it wash off?"

Sanada Ling raised her eyelids slightly, "The scar is too ugly, so I used a tattoo to cover it up. It was painted on with special paint."

"The tattoo disappeared because it was specially cleaned during the rehabilitation surgery in Germany."

Genichiro Sanada's expression was a bit blank, as if he didn't expect Sanada Ling to answer his questions seriously. What was even deeper was the truth behind the calm surface.

Genichiro Sanada clenched his fingers, "Why did you tell me so suddenly?"

Sanada Ling: "You are asking me."

"I didn't take the initiative to tell you before because I thought it was unnecessary. It would be troublesome to explain it from beginning to end. You didn't ask carefully, so you just didn't tell me."

"If you want to know, I'll tell you."

Genichiro Sanada lowered his eyes and looked at Sanada Ling's trouser leg, "Can you take a look at your left calf?"

"At that time, your leg was injured."

Sanada Ling's eyebrows twitched slightly. To be honest, I don't recommend you to watch it. "It's not good."

Genichiro Sanada realized something, "It's because the scars haven't faded yet, right? At that time, you were at the beach, only showing your tattoo, and you were still wearing trousers, because you didn't have any tattoos on your legs, right?"          Let me take a look. Come on, Ling."

Sanada Ling looked at him for a while, then stretched out her hand to lift her trouser legs to her knees. There was a long scar running along the length of her originally smooth and white calf, which was crawling on it like a centipede, making it look crooked and awkward.

In fact, the current appearance has faded a lot. After using the medicine, I had some slight plastic surgery several times. However, the scar was too deep and the time was too short. Even if Sanada Ling has a constitution that is not easy to leave scars, the effect cannot be achieved so quickly.

Genichiro Sanada's tears fell to the ground, leaving an ink dot on the wooden floor. He wanted to reach out and touch it, but he froze in mid-air, and his arms were trembling.

Three years later, there are still such obvious scars on his legs. One can imagine how tragic it was back then. How could Genichiro Sanada forgive himself so easily? He may not be able to do so in this life.

Sanada Ling lowered her trouser legs, so she said it was not recommended to watch.

After a while, Genichiro Sanada's suppressed and painful voice came, "Hate me, hate me more and I'll get your call."

Sanada Ling raised her hand and patted his shoulder, "He made that phone call on purpose. Even if it wasn't you, there would be someone else. You don't have to blame yourself."

"I don't hate you. I just admit defeat at most. In the final analysis, it has nothing to do with you."

The bitterness in Genichiro Sanada's eyes was so obvious that it was hard for Sanada Ling not to want to see it. It was understandable but not quite understandable.

Genichiro Sanada's lips trembled, "You said then, you said you couldn't let go, I was about to kill you, why didn't you take action to deal with me."

"It was my fault from the beginning, but you didn't even beat or scold me. Have you given up?"

In fact, Sanada Ling didn't remember much about the situation at that time. She spent most of her time in a coma, and she had no memory of the earlier time.

As they drifted apart, Genichiro Sanada regretted it very early, and he regretted it for the rest of his life.

Sanada Ling: "There's something I didn't tell you because I don't know how to word it. It's not an easy thing to talk about the sufferings of the past."

She was able to reveal the truth to Kudo Shinichi because he could deduce most of it himself, leaving only the details to be filled in.

"My mind is not stable. The official term is probably bipolar disorder. I am emotionally apathetic, unable to empathize with others, and slow to accept joy, anger, sorrow, and joy."

Genichiro Sanada was stunned in place. He knew every word when separated, but why when put together, it turned into words that he couldn't understand.

"But you don't have to worry too much. I've been seeing a psychiatrist and I've gotten a lot better."

Sanada Ling and Genichiro Sanada looked at each other, "No one is perfect, brother, it is impossible for people not to make mistakes. I have also made many mistakes."

"It's enough to know your mistakes and correct them. There is no need to dwell on the past. Trapping yourself in the same place will only harm yourself."

"Brother, I have come out. No matter what it is, I have come out. I hope you, brother, can also move forward."

Tears fell unconsciously. Genichiro Sanada was in so much pain that he couldn't breathe and couldn't feel various emotions. At that time, he was sad. Only how wronged and uncomfortable could he speak calmly.

Genichiro Sanada hated himself for being ignorant and stupid at that time. The mistake had been done, and the damage could not be disappeared and could not be undone.

But Genichiro Sanada couldn't tell Sanada Ling, he couldn't, he couldn't let Ling bother for him anymore, it was clearly him who was in the wrong.

"Ah."