Chaoguang

Chapter 315

Sanada Ling didn't like to hesitate too much on one matter, so she sat forward a little, "If you want to ask me, then ask, now it's just the two of us, maybe I'll answer you. "

Kudo Shinichi was silent for a moment, "Do you still have a headache?"

Sanada Ling: "No, very few after waking up."

Kudo Shinichi took a deep breath, he was not in a dawdly manner, just worried that these words would stimulate Sanada Ling's nerves, but now Sanada Ling asked, "I want to ask someone, someone you know?"

"Okay, you say."

Kudo Shinichi looked into Sanada Rei's eyes and asked softly, "Who's Joe?"

bang——

The glass fell from Sanada Ling's hand and fell to the ground, the glass was broken, and the water spilled all over the floor.

Sanada Ling's pupils shrank suddenly, she looked at Kudo Shinichi in disbelief, her heart was full of turmoil, how did Kudo Shinichi know this name?What else does he know?
Kudo Shinichi watched Sanada Rei's gaffe, which is impossible in normal times. That is to say, Alice in the state of amnesia couldn't remember everything about Sanada Rei, and Sanada Rei who recovered her memory obviously didn't remember Alice's that. What happened at that time, but this man named Joe... is very familiar.

Kudo Shinichi sighed, took the cleaning tool from behind the door, swept the broken glass together and rolled it up with newspaper, marked it with a charcoal pen and threw it into the trash can, then went to the bathroom to wipe the water off the floor with a mop clean.

This period of time was enough for Sanada Ling to recover from the shock.

Kudo Shinichi sat opposite her, "If you feel embarrassed or have a headache, don't say it. You should heal your injury first, and we will talk about these issues later."

"Would you like some water? Shall I pour you another glass?"

Kudo Shinichi was about to get up to pour water, Sanada Ling's voice sounded behind him, "How do you know him?"

Kudo Shinichi sat down again, "You told me."

Sanada Ling frowned and looked at him, and after a few breaths she asked, "Is it the time when I lost my memory?"

Kudo Shin nodded.

Sanada Ling remained calm and asked slowly, "What did I say at that time?"

Kudo Shinichi didn't hide anything, and said everything, "I kept speaking English after waking up, and didn't remember who we were. Hattori Heiji called you Alice, and then you said that since we all know you, Joe Where?"

"Afterwards the doctor came, and when they were examining you, you suddenly had a headache, and you resisted fiercely. The machinery and equipment knocked you to the ground, and you kept calling Joe, and the wound opened in the struggle. Come knocks you out, the doctor injects a sedative, you fall asleep, wake up with memory restored, but don't remember waking up once."

Sanada Ling's eyes darkened, and there was a rippling in her eyes, maybe she knew when was the time when she lost her memory.

It turned out that he lost his current memory, and was he insane until that time?
When she was taken to the FBI and worked with Joe, when she lost her memory, the person she missed most in her heart was Joe.

Sanada Ling stretched out her hands to cover her face, she didn't want to expose herself to others at this time, she would be embarrassed and ashamed, and would be laughed at by those people.

Kudo Shinichi was silent for a moment, got up and left, he also didn't want to see Sanada Ling's current appearance, not all the secrets between friends should be known.

When Kudo Shinichi's hand touched the doorknob, Sanada Ling suddenly said, "He is my closest person."

The only one who reached out to her and took her away when I lost everything.

Kudo Shinichi turned his head in surprise, "You..."

"I didn't want to say it at first, but this weak appearance will make people laugh."

Kudo Shinichi frowned, "Who dares to laugh at you!!"

"You know everything. Think carefully about it. Besides you, I don't know who else I can tell?"

"He is my elder, master and father, he taught me all the things I know, gave me a foothold, and allowed me to make a living in a completely unfamiliar place without being bullied. "

"At that time he was the only one willing to take me away."

"Kudou, I miss him a little bit."

"Well, maybe it's not a little bit, but I really want it, I really want it."

When Sanada Ling spoke, there was a very shallow smile on his face, and there was a rare tenderness in his pupils.

Kudo Shinichi realized that this Joe was very, very important to Sanada Ling.

"Is he here?" Kudo Shinichi asked softly.

Sanada Ling's expression became silent, and she slowly shook her head.

No, he's not here.

She misses him very much, but she can't find him.

Kudo Shinichi could clearly feel Sanada Ling's sadness, although she didn't say it directly.

Sanada Ling leaned on the sofa, closed her eyes as if falling asleep.

The sun slanted on Sanada Ling's side face, the pale skin was illuminated transparently, and the blue veins under the skin were clearly visible, the person in the blue and white striped hospital clothes was even sicker, it had been so long since he woke up, his face The blood on the face has not recovered, and the color of the lips is also blue and white.

Kudo Shinichi knew that she couldn't fall asleep, and Sanada Ling would not be able to fall asleep in such a close distance with someone.

"If you're sleepy, go to the hospital bed and rest. It's time for your lunch break."

Sanada Ling opened her eyes and stood up, "I'm going to sleep first."

When Kudo Shinichi saw her walking towards the hospital bed, he went to close the outer gauze curtain by himself, otherwise the room would be too bright.

Every time Sanada Ling was in a bad mood, she would habitually look at the oil paintings on the wall, this time too, but when she looked up, there was nothing on the walls, no matter how comfortable the layout is here, it is also a hospital Ward, not your own home.

As soon as Kudo Shin turned his head, he saw Rei Sanada in a daze, "What's wrong? What are you looking at?"

Sanada Ling sat on the bed slowly and covered the quilt, "I probably know the reason for my memory confusion."

Kudo Shinichi: "What?"

Sanada Ling did not directly answer this question, but continued with her own words, "It should be unavoidable, when I am confused."

Perhaps in her subconscious mind, the current life is like an illusion, just a dream she had in too much pain, and it doesn't exist at all.

"Kudou, if one day I wake up and lose my memory again, and I can't remember it, what should I do?"

Kudo Shinichi did not hesitate, "I will introduce myself to you again, my name is Edogawa Conan."

"You are so smart, you will soon discover my anomaly, right? You can deduce it yourself."

"Maybe, maybe you will take the initiative to be interested in me."

"Hey, have you forgotten?" Kudo Shinichi squinted at her, "When we first met, you almost scared me to death. I had nightmares for several days. At that time , but you took the initiative to follow me all the way."

Sanada Ling blinked her eyes, huh?Was it like this at the beginning?

Oh, it seems so.

"Isn't that too shocking?"

Kudo Shinichi snorted, "We are the same, don't talk about anyone, do you think I'm not shocked?"

Sanada Ling whispered, "That's different."

Kudo Shinichi helped her shake the bed board down, and kept saying, "Everything is different, it's all the same, and it's the same if it's different."

"And you, you always think about those things that are beyond your age at a young age, and even being seriously injured and weak can't stop you from thinking wildly?"

"Don't say you still have half of your memory, even if one day you wake up and don't remember anything, even yourself, that's okay, because I will definitely stand by your side, and I will tell you All things, you don't have to worry about any danger."

"Besides, amnesia is not dementia. Based on your brain's back and forth, left, right, up and down, maybe you can guess it yourself."

Sanada Ling was blocked by Kudo Shinichi's barrage of words, and she couldn't remember a single word she wanted to say.

"Okay, hurry up, close your eyes and sleep, if you don't get enough sleep, be careful of hair loss, no one will want you in the future."

Sanada Ling angrily pulled the quilt over her head, refusing to listen to Kudo Shinichi's bullshit, blah blah blah blah blah.

Kudo Shinichi looked at the bulge under the quilt, the joke on his face just now faded away, his blue pupils were full of worry, and he sighed heavily in his heart, Sanada Ling's mental problem is a ticking time bomb, it is uncertain when It exploded with a bang, that was definitely something he didn't want to see, and he had to do his best to avoid these things from happening.

After a moment of silence in place, Kudo Shinichi left the ward together.

After the sound of the door closing, Sanada Ling who covered his head moved a bit, pulled the quilt under his neck, glanced towards the door, and felt that he was too sleepy, his eyelids were so heavy that he couldn't open them, and closed them one by one. I can't move.

(End of this chapter)