Chaoguang

Chapter 338 Kudo

Kudo Shinichi suddenly felt a burst of palpitations in the car, which came from the sixth sense. At that moment, Kudo Shinichi felt that his heartbeat was about to stop suddenly, and the phone fell to the ground, and the screen interface showed that there was still no answer.

Toru Amuro noticed the commotion here, and when the car turned sharply, he asked, "How are you?"

Kudo Shinichi took a deep breath, picked up the phone, "It's okay."

When the phone rang, Kudo Shinichi hurriedly turned over to answer it. It was Dr. Ali, "Doctor, you."

Dr. Ali looked at the red dot that disappeared on the computer screen, "Xinyi, it's not good, the location of your friend has disappeared."

Kudo Shinichi's expression changed suddenly, "What do you mean?!"

"The locator was destroyed, or they went to a place where there was no signal, but, however, the locator is always in one place and will not suddenly disappear"

Kudo Shinichi hung up the phone with a solemn expression, and continued to call Sanada Ling, but still did not answer.

"Mr. Amuro, can you go faster? Faster."

Toru Amuro didn't answer, but silently stepped up the accelerator, and the car flew out like an arrow flying off the string.

Kudo Shinichi contacted Hattori Heiji again, "Hattori, where have you been?!"

Hattori Heiji was on the helicopter, and when he came out he was too anxious to alarm his father, but he couldn't get out to accompany him now, and he couldn't rest assured that Sanada Ling was alone. Obviously Hattori Heizo also understood Sanada Ling's unlucky physique very well, so he followed Hattori Heiji also came with Toyama Ginshiro.

Hattori Heiji looked at the forest below, staggered by the strong wind, "Give me another 5 minutes, and I will arrive at the chemical plant soon."

Kudo Shinichi couldn't describe his anxiety now, "Is there a doctor with you?"

Hattori Heiji glanced back, and behind the police helicopter was a hospital emergency plane, "Yes, that guy's physique is not worse than yours, and if he hasn't been in contact for so long, there must be something wrong. In case you call a doctor."

"It's best not to use it, and it can be rescued in time if it is needed."

Kudo Shinichi: "Okay, okay"

There was a bang, the sky thunder rolled, thunder and lightning thundered, and the lightning seemed to tear the sky apart, and the air became more humid.

Hattori Heiji looked at the sky, his face darkened, "Isn't it going to rain?"

Thunderbolt clicked, another thunder sounded, and there was the sound of raindrops falling on the fuselage.

In less than half a minute, the pouring rain poured down, and the bean-sized raindrops hit people's bodies painfully. Such heavy rain can wash away everything.

Maybe the rain is too cold, maybe the thunder is too loud, or the phone rings too loudly.

Sanada Ling unexpectedly woke up from a coma, opened her eyes with difficulty, the roof was lifted, the rainwater naturally fell on Sanada Ling's face, and the blood was washed away on her body.

Sanada Ling's eyes were blank, and she reacted for a long time. She turned her head slightly, and her eyes fell on the mobile phone that was constantly blinking and beeping.

Besides Kudo Shinichi, she really can't think of another person who can still call her persistently at this time.

It was also a coincidence that Sanada Ling was dropped, as long as she stretched her arms again, she could reach the phone.

Sanada Ling tried to reach it, but it was always a little bit out of reach. She tried to stand up while supporting something, but she couldn't hold it tightly with her five fingers, let alone stand up. She was really embarrassed.

Sanadaling's eyelids drooped, she had no strength, she was so tired, she couldn't stand up.

Beep beep, beep beep, beep beep

The phone was still ringing rapidly, and it was because the phone was so good that even being submerged in water didn't delay it from making a sound.

Sanada Ling thought of a question, she was already in such a mess, if Kudo Shinichi came to see the scene here, it was almost like a slaughterhouse, then he would have to collapse.

No matter what, you have to go out, what kind of words are lying in the stumps and rotten flesh on the ground.

However, with Sanada Ling's current physical condition, it was too difficult to walk out alone in such a short distance.

Sanada Ling sighed silently in her heart, she could barely open her eyes from the rain, and besides, it hurt so much to hit someone.

Sanadaling's eyeballs moved slightly, and landed on her right hand, to be precise, on the dagger in the palm of her right hand. The knife was ruthless enough to penetrate directly.

Sanada Ling moved her left hand little by little, and slowly put it on the handle of the dagger. Now only more severe pain can stimulate her body, and she can react a little bit. It should not be a problem to leave. .

Sanadaling gritted her teeth to death, the wound on her face burst open again, blood mixed with rainwater flowed on the ground, she slowly pulled out the dagger in the palm of her hand, the long-term pain was worse than the short-term pain, anyway, it had to be a pain.

She wanted to stop the bleeding a little bit, but after a while, she realized that it was unnecessary, and it was all washed away by the rain.

When Sanada Ling put down her right hand, she saw the bracelet on her wrist, that string of pink diamond bracelets.

Sanada Ling was silent for a moment, bit it down with her teeth, and spat in the puddle with a bah sound.

Forget it, it's not hers, and it's useless to force it. An ornament can't prove anything at all.

Supporting the steel pipe, Sanada Ling reached for the mobile phone, bit her mouth, and stood up with difficulty. The rainwater under her feet, which should have been muddy and dark, had turned dark red with Sanada Ling's movements, and the color continued to brighten.

In fact, her sight is not clear now, not because of the rain, but because her own vision has been blurred, her eyes have no focus, and she can't see who is who.

Sanada Ling took three twists and turns, stood up staggeringly, could not stand firmly, would fall headlong at any moment, dragged a broken leg, and staggered out, at least, at least...can't fall here.

In fact, Sanadaling didn't go very far, and she couldn't go very far either. Just after stepping out of the gate, she fell to the ground, leaning her back against the wall, coughing unbearably, and mouthfuls of blood were drawn from her body. coughed up.

Sanada Ling lay half-lying, and took a little breath to calm down. In fact, the place where she fell was not bad. Although the roof collapsed, there were still some overhanging eaves at the edge, which could shelter from the rain.

In the dead silent house, the heavy rain washed away the bloody everything, suddenly a hand moved, and he couldn't stand up anymore, but what he wanted to do was not to sneak attack, but to take out the negatives in the camera.

Sanada Ling was so tired, she forgot that there was such a thing as a camera in the beginning, and she didn't notice it when she left.

But it is impossible for outsiders to know the contents of the camera, and what Sanada Ling said must not be spread.

Outside the door, Sanada Ling finally got through the phone, put it on the side of her neck, and just tilted her head to listen.

Kudo Shinichi dialed the phone when he was caught off guard, and finally the voice on the other end was not a mechanical voice of human service, "Hello? Sanada Rei? Can you hear me??"

"Shanfeng Chemical Factory, I'll be there soon, I'll be there soon, and Hattori, we'll be there soon!"

Kudo Shinichi's voice was very hasty, and he said these words in a hurry, fearing that he would hear some bad news.

Hearing the familiar voice, Sanada Ling couldn't help laughing, just about to say something, her throat was itchy, and she couldn't stop coughing.

Kudo Shinichi's face changed, he could hear that Sanada Ling's cough was weak, this is not Sanada Ling's normal state.

Sanada Ling called out softly, very lightly, as if it could be dissipated in the wind and rain at any time, "Kudou..."

Kudo Shinichi had a sore nose, "I'm here, can you wait for me a little longer, I'll be there soon, I'll be there soon."

Sanada Ling: "I don't think... I can't wait for you..."

"I can wait for it! I can wait for it! Five minutes, no, no, two minutes! Can you wait for me for another two minutes? I'm sorry, I was wrong. I came too late, don't you? Hold on!"

Sanada Ling: "It's not your fault... There will always be this day..."

"My room, the oil painting mezzanine, the suicide note is inside, you go and take it."

Kudo Shinichi's voice became sharp, "I won't go! What a shit suicide note! I won't go to see it! I won't even take a look at it!"

"I said, I'll be there soon, please don't say these words, please wait for me, I'm here..."

When Toru Amuro heard the words of the suicide note, his eyes darkened. He was a little annoyed why he was driving so slowly and why he couldn't go faster!
Sanada Ling said softly, her voice was weak, "You first...you listen to me first. Okay..."

She was afraid that if she didn't say it again, she wouldn't have a chance to say it again.

Kudo Shinichi's voice was a little trembling. Why didn't he know what it meant, but it was just because he knew that it was even more difficult to accept. How could he accept it, ".Okay."

Sanada Ling sighed, "It doesn't matter if Mamoru doesn't work, I always make myself very embarrassed and ridiculous."

"But I just. Just wanted to try."

"If everything starts over, will the result be different?"

"I, my existence...does it have any meaning?"

"But I know now. It's all the same."

"Do you know what futility is?"

"No matter how twisted the process is, the final result is still the same"

"I can't change it so I gave up"

"I'm not disappointed. It's just an epiphany"

"I should have known it earlier. I shouldn't force it because I'm too paranoid"

"It's ridiculous to say."

"I'm just playing with psychology. In the end... I played with myself"

"I knew it would be better to die in a den of poison today, at least it is a sacrifice"

"April [-]th. It's still the same day"

"I wrote the suicide note a long time ago. You can scatter my ashes in the sea."

That's where I come from.

Kudo Shinichi's tears filled his cheeks unknowingly, rolling down uncontrollably, his voice choked up uncontrollably, "It's different, it will definitely be different, it can be changed. "

"Wait for me a little longer, okay? Wait a little longer, I'll be there soon."

Sanada Ling laughed, "Don't cry, there will always be such a day in this life."

"I'm just... ahead of schedule"

Kudo Shinichi couldn't control himself, "No, it won't be ahead of time, Ling, you, you can hold on for a while, okay?"

"Hatbu will be here soon. Soon, very soon."

Sanada Ling: "Tell me. How can I be so lucky?"

"Look. I said so. You'll come"

"Someone save me. Someone love me. Is it?"

"I'm not alone"

Kudo Shinichi's pupils were full of pain, and his body trembled uncontrollably, "No, how could you be alone, I'm still here."

"Didn't I tell you, I will, I will always be with you, always be with you"

"So Ling, wait for me, okay? Wait for me, I'll go, I'll pick you up"

Sanada Ling said, "Okay, then you have to come here quickly, I'm a little sleepy."

"I promise you I'll be there soon."

"Talk to me, why don't you go to sleep and say a few more words?"

"Don't sleep. Please don't sleep"

At this time, Sanada Ling suddenly wanted to speak, and suppressed those things in his heart that he couldn't say.

"At that time. I lied to you. Not a little. I was very sad."

"I don't know what to do"

"But I always always make the wrong choice, am I wrong?"

"It's me who always insists, but it doesn't matter at all"

"Before. Now it's me. Sudden appearance disrupts everything."

"It was me. It was my fault."

"So now. I. Caused it."

"I made it out of nothing. I'm the one who lied. I'm the one who lied. I'm the one to trust."

"I've done too much, haven't I"

Kudo Shinichi broke down in sobs, tears blurred his vision, and his lenses were foggy, "No, no, you are right, and it was never you who was wrong."

"I found out too late, I didn't notice."

"You are a girl and children have privileges, you can be more self-willed."

"Ling, let's hold on for a while, okay. Where does it hurt you? Tell me who bullied you, and you tell me, I'll avenge you, okay, Ling."

Sanada Ling couldn't open her eyes, she could feel the blood in her body continuously flowing out, and the vitality disappeared together.

"Kudou, I was bullied. There are a lot of them. Just hit me."

"I can't move anymore, can you avenge me?"

"All the evidence is encrypted in the computer"

Kudo Shinichi: "Okay, I'll call back for you, I'll avenge you, you tell me who they are, you show me, you have to tell me yourself."

"it is good"

Summer thunderstorms always come and go in a hurry. At the beginning, the pouring rain seemed to drown the whole city, but now it has slowly slowed down. The sound of the rain gradually faded away, and the dark clouds receded at some point , a faint rainbow appeared in the sky.

Sanadaling's qi and blood surged up, and she coughed suddenly, the cough was heart-piercing, and she couldn't hold it back. She coughed violently and vomited blood again and again. The strong bloody smell almost surrounded Sanadaling. Even the fragrance can't dispel the blood here.

When Kudo Shinichi heard the cough, his heart skipped a beat, his intuition was bad, "Ling! Ling! What's wrong with you! Ling! Can you hear me?! Sanada Ling!"

Sanada Ling managed to stop the coughing, and the severe pain was like dislocation of internal organs, but her face was still dull and fierce, ".I heard that."

Kudo Shinichi's face was wet, and he didn't bother to wipe it off, "Where did you get hurt, tell me, Hattori brought a doctor here, and you'll be fine soon."

Sanada Ling couldn't pull any strength out of her body, let alone stand up now, she couldn't do the simplest thing of changing the phone's position.

Sanada Ling seemed to express her feelings, she is usually not a person who hurts the spring and the autumn.

"Kudou, you said that the road that people must walk in order to live is so difficult."

"It's such a difficult road. Why is there a second time?"

"Kudou, what should I do? I can't walk anymore."

"I don't want to go"

Kudo Shinichi was filled with despair, "Then let's sit down and rest for a while, okay? I'll take you the rest of the way, don't, don't"

No need, Kudo Shinichi couldn't continue, he choked up his voice and urged Mr. Amuro to go faster, why is this road so long, why can't we go to the end.

Sanada Ling thought, if she closes her eyes, whether she can open them is still the same thing, some things must be explained clearly, otherwise she will not feel at ease even if she dies.

"Kudou, you have always been... the one who knows me best"

"You take me away. Okay. Don't leave me here alone."

"I don't want to die in Kanagawa. I don't want to see those people who are too shameful. They will laugh at me for the rest of my life."

"You take me away, please don't leave me anywhere"

"You saved me so many times. This time. Don't save me, okay?"

"Please bro."

Kudo Shinichi broke down in tears, tears streaming down his face, what can he say, what should he do, ".Okay.Okay.I promise you"

Sanada Ling's voice was unprecedentedly gentle, "Don't cry, there's nothing to cry about."

"I don't actually hurt. Not at all"

"I'm just sleepy. I want to sleep well."

"I have lived until now. I have made money and I have no regrets."

For the first time, Kudo Shinichi gritted his teeth and hated someone, "Then what should I do? You have no regrets, what should we do?"

"You left these words and left alone, what should we do? Don't you care about anything?"

"Don't you want to take revenge? You didn't take revenge. Why are you going?"

Sanada Ling smiled, "During that time, you must have had a headache."

".But I'm sorry to make you worry again."

"I hope this is the.last time too"

"I haven't slept for a long time. Recently, I always dream about... Joe."

Kudo Shinichi heard the name again, "Then I'll take you to find him, okay, let's go find him."

A touch of sadness and endless longing flashed in Sanada Ling's eyes, "...I can't find it"

"I can't find him. He left me so cruel. Leave me alone"

"He is such a good person, he must have been bullied. That's why he keeps dreaming about him"

"I must. I must go to him. I must go myself."

"This time, don't bother the officer, I'm too sleepy"

"I don't blame them anymore. If it's true, tell them for me."

Kudo Shin bit his lips and blood came out, just like what Sanada Ling said, every word was crying blood.

On a sunny day after the rain, the afterglow of the setting sun in the west sprinkled on Sanada Ling's face without hesitation, and the burning clouds all over the sky were comparable to blood-colored thick fog.

Sanadaling struggled to open her eyes, she wanted to look at the sun one last time, but she was so tired, in fact, she didn't even move her eyelashes.

Sanada Ling's black pupils reflected the blood-colored setting sun, "...the sun is setting on the western mountains, and I'm going home"

Kudo. The sun is setting. I'm leaving too.
This time, there must be no afterlife.
My only regret is that I didn't get to know you sooner
Sanada Ling's breathing gradually weakened, her eyelids dropped heavily, she seemed to see someone running towards her.
Is it for her?
That's really, really good.

　I long for someone to love me violently until death,

　　Knowing that love is as strong as death,
　　And support me forever.

　　I long for someone to destroy me,

　　Also destroyed by me.

　　There is so much love in the world,

　　Someone can waste their life living together,
　　They don't know each other's names.

　　--Janet Winterson, "Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit"

　　
　
(End of this chapter)