Roaming in the dark

Chapter 402

"Things in this world are not black and white, and so are people." Mr. Sun said, "I said I hate corrupt officials, do you believe me?"

Mr. Sun asked himself and answered: "It's true, whether I express my opinion at a meeting or speak on the rostrum, I didn't lie to anyone, what I said was the truth. I lied to myself. When I come to myself, it is completely different. Yes. A corrupt official said that he hates corruption very much. It’s ridiculous, isn’t it? In fact, it’s not funny at all, but sad. This is to be strict with others and lenient with yourself.

"What is a double-faced person? That is, it is one thing to ask others, but it is another thing to ask oneself. I think that what others do should not be done, and what I do can be forgiven, or it is justified. Original.

"Everyone who has an accident will say, I'm sorry for organizing years of education and training. It seems that the attitude is very sincere, but that's bullshit. He just reached out and was caught. He felt that he was really unlucky, and he never really felt sorry. That's it. When I was talking about it, I didn’t feel that way in my heart. Anyone who wanted something for many years knew it was wrong when he didn’t do it at the beginning.

"A person like me can be said to combine money and power. When it comes to money, I am in charge of several trillion yuan in assets. When it comes to power, at least in my unit, I have achieved the top. I am in charge of tens of thousands of people around the world. Employees, do you think they have a lot of power? Of course they have a lot of power.

"Such a great power is not only seen by me, but also by others, who also want to use this power through me. I also want to use the power to turn money that does not belong to me into my own. Ordinary people come to It's funny to make such a request, and I will scold him, but if it's that person, I can't scold him at all?
"The person who came to ask for me was the one who promoted me or helped me gain this power? Or my buddies and sisters who grew up with me, can I still refuse? When I need them, they never I have never refused to help me. When they need me, can I refuse? If I refuse, I am not human, right?

"Not to mention, when I have such a request and idea, can I refuse my impulse? I can't refuse. I always take chances and feel that it doesn't matter. I feel that it is a trivial matter, and I also feel that I will be One exception.

"I say this not to justify my behavior, but, this is my own true mental journey. Few corrupt officials are odious. At least in the eyes of people around me, I am a capable person. Easy to deal with, even very loyal, very nice person.

"If I didn't have such good popularity, I wouldn't be able to climb to such a high position. Similarly, just because I am easy to deal with, yes, and a loyal person, other people will make such and other demands on me, and they think I will definitely Help them as they wish, or I wouldn't be me.

"I did do this, and when I did it, I really felt that only by doing this would I be in line with my principles of being a human being, be a buddy, or be a person, and would not turn my face against others, let alone be human. Let's have some tea."

When Mr. Sun said this, Sheng Chuncheng was startled. He felt the same meaning. He seemed to have heard it before, but from another angle.After thinking about it for a while, I remembered that it was Sister Chen. Sister Chen had expressed a similar meaning when talking about the relationship between Quan, the people around her, and herself.

He looked at Mr. Sun, but Mr. Sun didn't look at him, but lowered his head slightly, completely immersed in his narration.

Mr. Sun said: "Will I be afraid? Of course I will. As I said, when I do this, I actually know that this is wrong. In the dead of night, I sit there alone thinking Thinking, being afraid, and shuddering, knowing what the final result will be if you do this.

"People like me, people in my position, are strict management cadres. Especially in recent years, major personal and family events and changes need to be reported to the organization every year, including relatives' business conditions, children's employment and study abroad, etc.

"Without telling the organization, I still secretly sent my daughter abroad, to Australia, to study at the University of Melbourne. Why? Considering her future is one aspect, and more importantly, I consider her safety. Having lived to my age, there are not many things worthy of nostalgia and concern. If I pretend to be obedient and perfunctory outside, in fact, there are only a few people who really care about it.

"I always think that even if I am unlucky one day, I should protect my daughter and prevent her from being unlucky with me. Sending her abroad is the best choice. I did that, using With a false identity, with the help of friends, I sent her out."

Hearing Mr. Sun's words, Sheng Chuncheng was secretly startled and scared. He didn't know what Mr. Sun meant by telling him this. Isn't this his most secret secret?Why did he tell himself?Has your relationship with him reached this point?Just because I taught him to row a boat?Or was it because you told him about your own experience that moved him?

Impossible, Sheng Chuncheng thought, a person who can sit in his seat, who has not experienced anything and already has enough experience and city skills, how could he be moved by a few words from a stranger?
Sheng Chun was suspicious, and when he looked at Mr. Sun, he became even more confused.He felt that looking at Mr. Sun's appearance, it seemed that he was not telling lies or making up a story to deceive himself. Everything he said seemed to be true.

Besides, it is necessary for him to deceive himself, is it worth it?Who are you?
Mr. Sun was silent for a while, sighed softly, and continued:
"In May of this year, my wife was 55 years old and retired. After retiring, she also went to Australia to accompany her daughter. For me, I was half relieved. After they went out, of course they would not come back. Wait until later In a few years, I will also retire, so I will meet them in the past, and the family will be together again, and at that time, I will be completely relieved."

When Mr. Sun said this, he raised his head and looked at Sheng Chuncheng. Sheng Chuncheng didn't dare to look him directly. It seemed that he was a little scared because he had seen too many of his secrets.Sheng Chuncheng quietly looked away.

"Do you know Gu Cheng?" Mr. Sun asked.

"Who?" Sheng Chuncheng shook his head, "I don't know."

"Have you ever been to college?" Mr. Sun asked.

"I read it, but I didn't graduate."

"Oh, I remembered, you said it before, I'm sorry." Mr. Sun said, "I don't know, it turns out that the current college students don't know who Gu Cheng is. At that time, who didn't know who Gu Cheng was? And Shu Ting, and Munk and Index Finger.

"Our school has a May [-]th Literature Society. There is a very good guy named Lao Mu, from Jiangxi. He compiled a set of "New Poetry Poetry Collection". Although it was published internally, it had a great influence. At that time, we were almost A set of staff."

"Who is he?" Sheng Chuncheng asked, "This is Gu Cheng."

"A poet who was also my wife's neighbor when they were young. They lived in the same alley. There are many poems by him in the set of books I mentioned. Of course, he is 11 years older than my wife. My wife likes his poems very much. Poetry, I even went to his home, I also liked it when I was in college, including my daughter, and later also liked his poems. His poems, the language is very pure and purified."

Mr. Sun and Sheng Chuncheng said.

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