Roaming in the dark

Chapter 442 Two People Almost Simultaneously

Almost at the same time, the two of them yelled "Ouch" and sat up. Sun Hong rubbed her knees, and Sheng Chuncheng rubbed her forehead. Just when Sheng Chuncheng fell down, Sun Hong couldn't hold her feet. Naturally retracted, Sheng Chuncheng's forehead hit her knee hard.

The two looked at each other and laughed, and Sun Hong said: "I want to sue my mother-in-law, saying that I am here with you, and you always bully me."

Sheng Chuncheng said yes, "I'm going to sue, saying that you didn't twist me with your toes, or kicked my head. How could you have such a violent girlfriend? I want her to come and take you back."

After Sheng Chuncheng finished speaking, the two laughed again.

Sun Hong leaned over, reached out and took away Sheng Chuncheng's hand rubbing his forehead, looked at it, and said to him, "It's okay, it's okay, it's just red, not swollen."

Sheng Chuncheng glared at her, and was about to scold, it was my forehead that hit your knee, of course you are fine.Sun Hong hurriedly said: "Okay, my heart hurts, my heart hurts."

She leaned over, stretched her neck, raised her head slightly, held Sheng Chuncheng's head in both hands, and kept blowing on Sheng Chuncheng's forehead.This posture of both sides made Sheng Chuncheng's eyes see the scenery inside her neckline, and Sheng Chuncheng couldn't help but burst out laughing.

Sun Hong realized it, and pushed Sheng Chuncheng away, her face flushed instantly, she folded the neckline of the pajamas with both hands, grabbed it with her right hand, and cursed: "Rogue!"

Sheng Chuncheng laughed loudly, and cursed back: "You are still being unreasonable, you are the one who seduced me into committing a crime, okay?"

Sun Hong puffed her cheeks, but she was still full of anger. She looked at Sheng Chuncheng, was startled, and then let out her anger, she said:
"Well, what you said makes sense. You didn't mean to see it, and I didn't mean to seduce you. Do you agree?"

Sheng Chuncheng nodded and agreed.

"We will be together for another fourteen days. I don't have underwear to change, and I can't be on guard against you everywhere, and it's impossible for you not to see it. In this way, when you see it, pretend that you didn't see it, okay?" ?"

Sheng Chuncheng said yes.

Sun Hong let go of her right hand, and said to Sheng Chuncheng, "Come here."

Sheng Chuncheng sat down, Sun Hong hugged Sheng Chuncheng, kissed him, then let go, backed away a little, and said to Sheng Chuncheng:
"Let's just talk about it completely, shall we?"

Sheng Chuncheng said yes.

Sun Hong said: "You are fine, being with you, to be honest, it feels like home, very warm, but let's not have sex, okay? I hate that."

Sheng Chuncheng nodded and asked, "Why?"

"This, how should I put it, it's a bit complicated, that is..." Sun Hong stretched out her hand and took Sheng Chuncheng's hand. She turned her head to the side, thought for a while, then turned back, looked at Sheng Chuncheng and said:

"I'm very disappointed in men. Actually, to be honest, it's not that I can't find a boyfriend, and it's not that I have no one to pursue me. With my conditions, how could I not, but I'm a little afraid of men, afraid of dating men, Those who don't have a deep relationship, there are not many men who are not like that.

"When you are with him, the first time is okay, he can behave well, but the second time, he starts to move his feet and wants to go further with you. This will make me immediately alert, thinking that this bastard, There is no difference at all from the men I met at the wine bureau.

"Although the relationship between men and women always ends in bed. But it is too naked, too fast and direct, which makes me very uncomfortable.

"That's right, the relationship between a man and a woman will indeed end on the bed in the end, but the relationship between two people, most likely, will end on the bed, and there will be no further progress and sublimation. The relationship between him and you ends on this bed After getting out of bed, he went to find another woman, just like those men at the bar.

"Every time, I will always be disappointed, disappointed with the man, and disappointed with myself. I feel as if all this is my fault. I have downgraded the relationship between two people to a purely physical relationship. Sometimes I even think, If only I wasn't so good-looking.

"If I'm ugly, will men respect me more? Will they see me as an individual, a work partner and a partner instead of rushing to have sex with me? I don't know, I don't know. I don't like this very much. It disappoints me time and time again. In the end, I even feel a little desperate, thinking that men are probably the same animal.

"Disappointment again and again, what is the final result, that is, losing hope for men and losing respect for them. I need to socialize at work, there is no way, I have to deal with them, there are many times, even in my heart It's very disgusting. I feel like vomiting when I see this person, and I still have a smile on the surface. I feel like I'm crazy.

"That's right, I think I have a psychological problem, so I resist my mother and the others and introduce me to each other. I think every time I meet a man, I have met countless times. They are all men I met at the wine table and felt disgusted and nauseated, why should I go to see them?
"Am I so cheap? I can't help it at work, but in life, I still have to humiliate myself like this? It's not worth it, I just don't think it's worth it."

Sun Hong looked at Sheng Chuncheng, and held his hand tightly. Sun Hong said, "Sheng Chuncheng, look at me."

Sheng Chuncheng looked up at her, and Sun Hong said seriously: "Do you know why I feel that I am very close to you and like being with you? To be honest, like the time before the Spring Festival, I drove , leave from the entrance of the community below, look at you standing there in the rearview mirror, keep looking at my car, you are seeing me off, right?"

Sheng Chuncheng nodded.

"I know. At that time, I almost stopped the car and ran back to hug you. I cried, and I drove the car away while crying." Sun Hong said.

Sheng Chuncheng said: "At that time, I was also very sad."

"I know." Sun Hong nodded, "I know you will definitely do the same, otherwise I wouldn't feel sorry for you."

Sun Hong stroked the back of Sheng Chuncheng's hand, and said softly:

"You are different from other men, do you know what is different? I have been to your place so many times and asked you for a massage. We can say that we have a skin-to-skin relationship. The distance is so close, but look at me, They are all very clean, unlike other men."

Sheng Chuncheng said with a smile, "I'm just good at disguising and good at acting."

"No." Sun Hong said, "Eyes can't deceive people. You make me feel at ease. With you, I can sleep in peace and don't have to worry at all. I think, even if it's like this, the two of us Alone together, even if I lie in your arms, I can sleep with peace of mind when you hold me, this feels good."

Sheng Chuncheng felt a little confused by what Sun Hong said, and he didn't know if what she said was right.

Said that he didn't like Sun Hong, said that he was very anxious and wanted to sleep with her, Sheng Chuncheng felt that he really didn't have such thoughts.When he saw Sun Hong, he would also be distracted and react, but this reaction seemed to be different from seeing Yanyan lying in front of him.

Sun Hong said: "Just like just now, if you have ghosts in your heart, just keep peeking, and you won't laugh. This is conditioned reflex, and conditioned reflex is your truest human nature."

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