Roaming in the dark

Chapter 458 He Didn't Die Normally

"He didn't die normally, but he went fishing in the reservoir on the weekend. He drove the car, saying that he didn't stop the car in time, and fell into the reservoir together with the car." Sun Hong was trembling all over while talking. "How is it possible? He stays with me every weekend and doesn't know how to go fishing at all. Only that day, when I was working overtime for something in my business, something happened to him."

Sheng Chuncheng exclaimed "ah", "How could this happen?"

"Too many people and things have been involved, and death is his best relief." Sun Hong said, "When he dies, many people can breathe a sigh of relief, and he has earned himself the last dignity. Otherwise, Whoever goes fishing that far will go alone, and the whole thing is done by himself."

When Sheng Chuncheng heard this, he understood. He thought of that Mr. Sun, the Mr. Sun who hadn't disappeared until now.

"I hate myself very much," Sun Hong said.

"What do you hate? What does his death have to do with you?" Sheng Chuncheng asked.

Sun Hong shook her head: "It doesn't matter, but I really hate what I did after his death, I hate my weakness and selfishness."

Sheng Chuncheng was puzzled: "What's wrong with you?"

"After his death, his overseas son and daughter lost contact. I think this is probably what he arranged in advance." Sun Hong said, "His memorial service and funeral are all handled with the help of his unit. No, no relatives. I attended his memorial service on behalf of the bank, and seeing him lying there so close, I really wanted to rush over and hold him and cry.

"But no, I knew that if I acted like this, I would become the center of everyone's attention, and maybe someone would come to investigate my relationship with him. I always thought I was brave, but at that moment, I Cowardly, I dare not approach him, let alone touch his icy forehead with my hands. Passing by him, I don't even have the courage to look at him.

"This is the way I chose. I chose this way to say goodbye to him. It is the most shameful and self-preserving way. Every time I think about it later, I can't forgive myself. You say, isn't it sad ?”

Sheng Chuncheng shook his head, and he said no, "You didn't do anything wrong. Everything we do, we will subconsciously calculate the gains and losses. Didn't you say that human beings are animals that seek advantages and avoid disadvantages? There's nothing wrong with that. What do you think?" Well, if you really do that, not only will it not do you any good, but it will also be the same for him. Just like this, he can still walk away quietly.

"If someone knew about your relationship with him and caused an uproar, what good would it do him? He didn't tell you anything and kept you in the dark until he chose to leave. Yes, he was protecting you , I don't want to implicate you because of him.

"When a person is about to die, I think that there are not many people who really care about it. You are, and his children are, so he wants to protect you. The best way to protect you is to make you disappear from other people's sight. "

If Sun Hong realized something, she nodded and said, "You're right, I feel much better after hearing what you said."

"Yes, I have a friend who said that people have to learn to let go of themselves, and don't compare themselves with each other. Only by letting go of themselves can people be happy." Sheng Chuncheng said.

Sun Hong laughed: "You, friend, are really smart."

"Go to sleep, okay?" Sheng Chuncheng and Sun Hong said.

Sun Hong said yes, and then she smiled: "You carry me over there."

Sheng Chuncheng said yes.

He stood up and hugged Sun Hong sideways. Sun Hong's hands wrapped around his neck. Sheng Chuncheng hugged her and carried her all the way into the study, put her down on the bed, and covered her with the quilt.

Sun Hong stretched out her hand from under the quilt, and waved to him, saying good night.

Sheng Chuncheng also said good night to her. He walked to the door and looked back at Sun Hong. Sun Hong was looking at him with wide eyes.Sheng Chuncheng ordered: "Sleep." Sun Hong made a face at him and closed her eyes.

Sheng Chuncheng turned off the light in the room, went out, and closed the door behind him.

Sheng Chuncheng went to the living room, turned on the light, sat down on the sofa, picked up the phone, was a little absent-minded, and didn't know what he was going to do. After a while, he realized that his finger was sliding, and it slipped to the Mr. Lan's phone number stopped.

Sheng Chuncheng really wanted to dial the phone and ask Mr. Lan, how are you now?
Looking at the time, it was almost one o'clock, and he gave up again. Boss Lan is now a patient. It's not good to wake her up at this time. I'd better call tomorrow.

He looked at the live broadcast room of Yanyan and August, both of them were offline, thinking, he didn't know where they went now, whether they went to eat supper again, he looked at the circle of friends and WeChat of several people The red book has not been updated.

Sheng Chuncheng sat blankly with his mobile phone. He really wanted a call coming in at this time to make him feel that although he was isolated, he had not been abandoned and forgotten by the world. He was not alone in the middle of the night.

Sheng Chuncheng sighed softly as the phone didn't ring.

When Sheng Chuncheng woke up again, he was woken up from the cold.At some point, he fell asleep on the sofa in the living room. Although the air conditioner in the living room was on, he was still cold without any cover on his body.

In Hangzhou in early March, it was warm and cold at first, but in the middle of the night, the warmth dissipated, and only the cold remained.

Sheng Chuncheng stood up, didn't know what time it was, and didn't bother to look at it. He walked towards his room, walked to the door, opened the door, but didn't go in, but walked to the study next door, and gently pushed the door open , Standing at the door and looking inside, he saw the dark figure lying on the bed, and heard Sun Hong snoring lightly.

Sheng Chuncheng stood at the door, hesitated for a while, did not continue to walk in, but closed the door again.

Sheng Chuncheng went back to his room, turned on the light, and walked in.

He had just sat down under the covers and was about to go to bed when his cell phone rang. He looked and saw that it was Xue'er, and Sheng Chuncheng quickly picked it up.

"Did you sleep?" Cher asked.

Sheng Chuncheng said no.

Xue'er giggled: "I knew you didn't, you were locked up there, black and white are reversed."

"Yes." Sheng Chuncheng said, "What time is it?"

"It's past three o'clock."

Sheng Chuncheng was surprised and asked, "Why haven't you slept yet?"

Xueer said: "I don't have time during the day. I just wanted to sort out the plan to go to Nanjing when I came back. After drinking a cup of coffee, I didn't expect to be unable to sleep, so I just made the whole plan. How about it? Do you want to send it to you?" have a look?"

Sheng Chuncheng said yes, you send it over.

"I'm going to take a shower, and I may not be able to fall asleep for a while. If you have any problems with the plan, call me."

Xue'er talked to Sheng Chuncheng, and Sheng Chuncheng agreed.

Xue'er immediately sent the plan, then said goodbye to Sheng Chuncheng, and hung up the phone.

Sheng Chuncheng clicked on the plan and began to read it.

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