Roaming in the dark

Chapter 461 How Are You Now?
"How are you now?" Sheng Chuncheng sat down opposite and asked Shanshan.

Shanshan smiled: "It doesn't matter, that's all."

"Still working as a model?" Sheng Chuncheng asked.

Shanshan was right, "I don't know what else I can do other than being a model. What I learned in school, I gave back to the teacher. After leaving school for so many years, I don't seem to have learned anything except eating and playing."

"Still at Aqiang's place?" Sheng Chuncheng continued to ask.

Shanshan's eyes darkened for a moment, and she said: "Not anymore, now at the Xiangshan Campus of the Academy of Fine Arts, there are three teachers who together invite me to be a model. To be honest, I'm really tired of doing this job, but I don't know, Besides doing this, what else can I do. The income from doing this, at least, is something I can’t get from doing anything else.”

Shanshan said, looked at Sheng Chuncheng, and smiled: "However, this job is getting more and more difficult."

"Why?" Sheng Chuncheng asked.

When Sheng Chuncheng asked this question, he couldn't help but look at Shanshan, he found that Shanshan was still different from the original one, her pretty face was still beautiful, but on the original face, the aloof and unapproachable expression disappeared. .There is some melancholy between her brows, and she looks very depressed.

Shanshan said: "Faces like mine are not popular now. Now the teachers of painting like to look for the kind of face they think is unique. They call me a red face. Obviously I am real. They That said, no matter how you look at it, it looks like it’s all done.”

"Why, that Ah Qiang doesn't like you very much." Sheng Chuncheng said.

Shanshan lowered her head and said nothing, Sheng Chuncheng asked, "Ah Qiang, is he alright?"

Shanshan shook her head: "I don't know, I don't know if I'm crazy or not."

Sheng Chuncheng was taken aback, and asked, "How did this happen?"

Shanshan looked at him, hesitated to speak, and was silent for a while, she whispered: "Actually, that night, not long after you left, I also left, I dare not stay there, it was too scary , I was afraid he would kill me... I haven’t seen him since then.”

Sheng Chuncheng was very surprised and asked, "What happened that night?"

Shanshan looked around, but didn't speak.Shanshan is too beautiful and eye-catching, she and Sheng Chuncheng are sitting here talking, the masseurs in the store, and the customers coming in and out, can't help but turn towards them when they pass by have a look.Even Brother Dong's mother, leaning on a mop, kept looking at Shanshan from a distance.

Sheng Chuncheng felt that there was something wrong with Shanshan, and it was difficult to say it here. He said, "Let's go to the next door to drink tea, and talk while drinking, shall we?"

Shanshan nodded.

The two got up and went to the next door, the teahouse next door was deserted, Sheng Chuncheng led Shanshan, and sat down at the booth where he used to sit at the entrance.The boss looked up at them, without asking any questions, brought over a pot of tea and two cups, and retreated to the depths of the teahouse, burying himself in the dim light.

"That night, after you left, Aqiang went crazy." Shanshan said, "He called me all kinds of vicious words, he called me a bitch, a bitch, a chicken, and said that I destroyed everything Yeah, ask me why I did it, why did I commit adultery with you, that's the word he used, you bitch, why did you commit adultery with a blind man?

"He said, you know what image you are in my heart, you know how holy and flawless you are? I didn't expect you to be so contemptuous of yourself, you bitch, let yourself, just fall into the shit hole .

"That's how he scolded me, he scolded me, of course I scolded back, I said there's something wrong with you fucking, it's my own, it grows on me, I can fuck whoever I want, you can control it ?
"You hired me and didn't sell it to you. Are you three or two years old? Do you know how many men I've slept with before this? It's still fucking holy, you don't think I'm a Virgin, just waiting for you to discover?

"As I said and cursed, Ah Qiang bumped his head against the sofa and the wall, walking around the studio like a trapped animal, roaring loudly as he walked.

"He said I don't care, I don't care, I don't care what you were like before, from the day I saw you, you gave me the feeling of holiness, I need you to maintain this feeling of holiness, so that You are here, you are not allowed to have contact with the outside world, and I want you to maintain this holy feeling until the work is completed.

"I said, I'm just a model. If you want to paint a face, I'll give you a face. If you want to paint a butt, I'll give you a butt. If you want to paint a body, I'll give you a body. If you want to paint holiness, I haven't, and never wanted to." I don't deserve to be your holy goddess, I have to eat and shit every day, holy shit, save it.

"The two of us, just like this, you and I quarreled loudly. I was irritated by him, and he was also irritated by me. He picked up a utility knife. I thought he was going to kill me and screamed. He ran away, instead of chasing me, he rushed towards the three paintings, stabbed and rowed fiercely with a knife.

"I was terrified, so I ran over quickly and begged him not to destroy it any more. The three paintings were almost finished. I knew their value, at least tens of millions. They were destroyed just like that. Don't you feel bad? I begged him, told him, I'm a bitch, I'm a bitch, please hit me and scold me, please don't destroy these paintings.

"He ignored me, and not only destroyed these paintings, but piled them in the middle of the house, lit a fire, burned them all, and made the whole studio full of smoke, if I didn't carry water The fire on the floor was extinguished, and I don't know if the whole studio would be burned down.

"I don't know how much water I carried, and I was crazy. The skin on my hands was rubbed off, and the blood came out, and I finally put out the fire. Seeing the tens of millions turned into ashes, I Terrified, tired and angry, he fell to the ground, unable to move.

"Ah Qiang also fell on the ground, he was crying, crying, crying like a child, crying so heartbreakingly, it hurts my heart, I crawled over and hugged him, both of us Naked, hugging each other like that, he cried.

"Later, he put me under him, and while he was still swearing bad words like slut, bitch, etc., he fucked me, and asked me if I was enough, if I was satisfied, and if I wanted to find some more blind people for me Deaf and cripples come fuck me?

"I lay there like a dead body, let him do whatever he wanted, and when he was tired from fucking and laying still on top of me, I pushed him away and told him I was leaving.

"He sat up and yelled at me, telling me to get out. I said, you give me my salary, give me the salary we agreed on, but he refused, and continued to scold me, saying that he would not give me a penny. Will give me, he won't give the money to a whore, let me go.

"I looked at him, and I said yes, if you don't even pay me a salary, then I will be like this, I will go out without wearing anything, and I will shut myself up and go to the police station, sue you for raping me, and let them take me to the hospital for examination , I still have your semen in me.

"After I finished speaking, I really left the studio naked and prepared to go out. He probably woke up and knew that he was afraid. He knew that I would go to jail. He chased me out quickly and wanted to drag me back. , I refused, he said go back, you go back, I will transfer 30 to you in person.

"I heard what he said, and then I went back. He transferred 30 to me in front of my face, and I got dressed and went out. I must get out of there. I walked out of the gate and walked in the dark for more than 20 Within minutes, I still haven’t come to the place where there is a car. I looked back, and there was a blazing fire in the studio, and he probably really set the studio on fire.”

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