From bar band to entertainment circle

Chapter 138 Tat for Tat

The elevator didn't come for a long time, so I simply ran up the stairs, and finally saw Qin Qing not far from the entrance of the residential building, where I parked my car. I hurried over and grabbed her.

"Qin Qing, where are you going this New Year's Eve!"

Qin Qing struggled desperately: "Don't worry about it, Yun Qian, let me go, I don't want to see you!"

No matter how she tries to break free, I hold on tightly: "Qin Qing, I hope you can calm down, I am not a human being, I know that I have caused you harm, I hope you can give me a chance Let me give you a chance to apologize, okay? I'm right here, you can beat me up or scold me if you want, as long as you can calm down, okay?"

"Snapped!"

Qin Qing really slapped me hard. I touched the left side of my cheek and it hurt. She really hates me.I looked at her and said sincerely: "Come again! As long as you can forgive me and accept my apology, even if I am beaten to death tonight, it will be worth it!"

Qin Qing didn't hit me again, she looked at me, and she burst into tears. At this moment, I really feel sorry for her, and I can always think of the time when I grew up with her when I was a child.

I held her hand and said sincerely: "Qin Qing, I owe you an apology. I owe you four years. I'm sorry! I don't know if you can truly forgive me. It’s not going to cause today’s situation, you know! I can always think of the happy time when we grew up together, from elementary school to high school, the relationship between our two families is so good, I really don’t want to ruin it in our generation. Solemnly say to you once, I'm sorry."

With tears streaming down her face, Qin Qing said coldly, "Yun Qian, have you ever really loved me?"

I looked into Qin Qing's eyes, nodded and said, "Yes."

I really loved Qin Qing in high school, but I don't know why, that love was very short-lived, inexplicably started because of the baby kiss, and inexplicably faded after the college entrance examination.

"Oh, I don't think you've ever had one, have you? I'm so stupid, I almost believed your nonsense!"

Qin Qing laughed at himself and said: "If you love me, why did you agree to fill in Wuhan University together? Why didn't you discuss it with me and filled in Jiangsu's colleges alone? If you told me in advance, I would change me for you. The idea of ​​going to Jiangsu with you is this what you call loving me? How cheap is it?"

"But Wuhan University is your three-year dream!"

If the parental objection was the foreshadowing, is the different place really the fuse?

Maybe it’s nothing. At that time, my family members kept making things difficult for me to fill in the college entrance examination, asking me to fill in medical colleges, medical schools, and Chinese medicine colleges.

I was upset at the time, and it was fine to object to my art exam, and I couldn’t even make up my mind to fill in a volunteer. There was a seminar at home, so I secretly filled in a college in Jiangsu, just wanting to stay away from home.

I kept this from Qin Qing, and I didn't want Qin Qing because I gave up my dream when I was angry.

"Anyway, you're an emotional liar."

Qin Qing sneered and said: "You lied to me, and you lied to Xia Qing too. Don't be surprised how I know Xia Qing. Lin Yuan showed me a group photo of Xia Qing in your circle of friends. Yes, she is very beautiful. I can't lose to her." You can talk. But your actions are really scumbags. The girl you brought home for the New Year this time is not Xia Qing! Yun Qian, you were not such a person before, how much more do you have to hurt before you are willing?"

"Qin Qing, I'm sorry, I admit it, but don't charge me with those charges. I have never lied to Xia Qing. As for this girl today, we are just friends. Don't involve others in our affairs."

I didn't expect Qin Qing to associate these things together, and I didn't want to explain to her that Xia Qing chose someone else, I was already distressed enough, I really don't want to mention these troubles again.

Qin Qing was silent for a while, and said to me: "Don't explain, I don't want to hear about your affairs. From today on, I, Qin Qing, won't be sad because of you Yunqian again, just let it go! Let go. Some things happen, can't you go back?" Go, all the friendship between us has ended four years ago, so let's get together and break up!"

I froze in place, looking at Qin Qing's leaving back, wanted to call her, but didn't know how to speak, if she turned around, what should I say!
The promise of growing up together is so clear, I believe in those who have ticked the box.
I grew up with her and my parents ordered doll relatives.We played house together when we were young, in one class in elementary school, and in one class in junior high school and high school.We were childhood sweethearts, we were in love, it was each other's first love.

And I can't tell the difference, are you a friend?Or we all mistook it for love.

I lit a cigarette, and after taking a sip, my emotions gradually calmed down.I'm lost, not because I can't be together. After losing love, I still count on Qin Qing to forgive me because I don't want to lose this friendship.

I thought that without love, Qin Qing and I could still have friendship. In fact, I can't even keep friendship. It's been nearly 20 years!
"Yunqian!"

Hearing someone calling me from behind, it was Su Mengyuan, I forcefully smiled and asked, "Why did you come down? It's cold outside, why don't you chat up there?"

"Come and see you! See if you were beaten to death, where is Qin Qing?"

Su Mengyuan walked up to me with a smile and said in surprise: "Wow, Yunqian, did you hit the Eighteen Palms of Subduing the Dragon? Qin Qing must have secretly hidden the secret books of martial arts."

"Oh, I'm so worried, don't make fun of me! Qin Qing's hands are really strong."

"You deserve it! It's me, I'll hit you too, I have to slap you ninety-nine and 81 times to relieve my anger."

"You know everything?" I questioned.

"Well, I asked Lin Yuan, and he told you some gossip about Qin Qing." Su Mengyuan said, and I knew it was Lin Yuan, but there was nothing to hide, so I said to Su Mengyuan: "Then you still want to Listen more? I'll tell you all."

"Well, that's fine! If you don't watch the Spring Festival Gala, it's good to listen to the gossip." Su Mengyuan said with a smile.

"Okay, let's talk in the car! It's cold here"

I also had a lot of things in my heart that I wanted to talk to, and Su Mengyuan came just in time.So I told her all the stories about me and Qin Qing. Of course, I skipped the night before the college entrance examination.

"Yun Qian, in fact, I think the most wrong thing about you is not that you have moved on and fell in love with Xia Qing. After all, you and Qin Qing were no longer boyfriend and girlfriend at that time, but that you didn't give Qin Qing an explanation. At that time Just make it clear, if you ignore a person who cares about you and cause her to block you, you have to muddle along, and never thought of contacting her to explain."

Su Mengyuan's words are astonishing, I think what Qin Qing really can't forgive is my way of dealing with things.

"Why not? It's a pity that I realized it too late. In the end, I couldn't even keep the friendship. Maybe I grew up with her at the time, and the relationship between the two parents was good. I was immature, so I let it go and thought it was okay. Big deal. After falling in love with Xia Qing, I thought that love would only fade away with time. After returning to my hometown, she and I can regain the beauty of our childhood. It’s not because the time has not come, and now Xia Qing is leaving me in the same way. Go, but she chose to explain why, I don't blame her at all, she did a lot better than me"

I suddenly remembered the time when Xia Qing ignored me. At that time, I felt helpless and panicked, and I couldn't help laughing at myself: "I can't imagine what I will become if Xia Qing chooses to deal with it coldly, and I can't find the answer. People, the inner torture will not be less than that of Qin Qing! Su Mengyuan, it is ridiculous to say it, but now I really understand Qin Qing. What is this called? Tat for tat, Xia Qing always chooses someone else. "

　While listening to music, I wrote the dialogue between Yunqian and Qin Qing. I was typing the lyrics of "Dandelion's Promise" when I was typing. Yunqian and Qin Qing happened to be childhood sweethearts, and they were writing their innermost thoughts.

　　Suddenly the music playing on the phone switched to "Dandelion's Promise". Although it was the story of Yun Qian and Qin Qing, I almost cried myself writing it, it was so touching.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)