From bar band to entertainment circle

Chapter 177 You Don't Need To Apologize To Me

I paced back and forth in the Cambridge mansion with Su Mengyuan on my back, hesitating, forget it, it's not easy to send her home like this, it just happened, and when I meet his father again, I really can't explain it.

After smoking the cigarette in my hand, I went upstairs with Su Mengyuan who was muttering to himself, and after putting her in my room to sleep, I went to the balcony, looking at the lights of thousands of houses, I was surrounded by melancholy all the time, How should I face her when she wakes up tomorrow.
I suffered from insomnia and lay on the sofa. I didn't feel sleepy at three o'clock in the morning, but there were more and more cigarette butts in the ashtray.

I woke up just after dawn, feeling uneasy all the time in my heart. I simply made two breakfasts, and I sat at the dining table waiting for the anger that hadn’t come yet.

There was a "click" from the door of the room, and my heart also "clicked". I knew that Su Mengyuan had come out of the room. Her spirit didn't look very good. It was the first time in a long time that she felt that Su Mengyuan was a little strange. She was sober. Time is more strange to me than drunk, at least she won't confront me when drunk.

In a trance, I remembered the nasty things I did to her the night before, and my heart was full of guilt, but I didn't know how to apologize to her. She was getting closer and closer to me, and I unconsciously stand up.

My eyes dodged a little, and I deliberately squeezed out a smile and said to her: "You wake up, I've made this breakfast, come and eat! You drank so much last night, you can't do it on an empty stomach."

Su Mengyuan ignored me and walked into the bathroom ignoring me. I was a little embarrassed and depressed. Instead of getting mad at me, she didn't say a word, which made me confused.

Listening to the sound of the faucet, she should be washing her face. I became more and more flustered, so I began to eat the breakfast in front of me. Not long after, Su Mengyuan miraculously sat down opposite me, and she began to eat breakfast with a blank expression , I swallowed my apology as soon as it reached my lips, and the atmosphere was extremely awkward.

Since we have been together for so long, we have eaten together countless times. This time is the most painful and painful time for me. The key point is that she didn't say a word. I looked at Su Mengyuan with a cold face and sighed in my heart. I can Understanding her behavior, the reckless drunk that night hurt her deeply.

I just watched her eat this breakfast slowly, and I felt a little relieved. She can still eat the breakfast I made, and will she forgive me for my drunken behavior?As soon as I had this idea, I immediately denied it, because it seemed that I didn't look like a real man. I made mistakes and had to be brave enough to bear them. That's what a man should do.

Su Mengyuan got up and left after eating half of it. She didn't even look at me during the process. I couldn't figure it out. Even though the air conditioner is turned on in our room, the coldness it gives me is like an ice age.

I still can't guess what a woman's mind is!

I knew I couldn't miss this opportunity, so I ran to the door to block her, looked at Su Mengyuan who was indifferent, and said to her sincerely: "Many things are hard to talk about, hard to explain, and I don't know how to tell you Apologies, but you didn’t say a word, I’m really worried about you, even if you scold me or kill me now, I admit it, but what happened that night. I’m really sorry, I drank Too much, did that to you in an unconscious state, I swear I really didn't mean to be sorry."

Su Mengyuan looked at me with tears in her eyes. She bit her lip several times and tried to speak, but in the end she couldn't say a word. I took out the "Peppa Pig" pendant from my pocket and handed it to her. In front of him: "This is when we went to gamble on stones together. I think the things you processed must be very important to you, and now they are returned to their original owners!"

Su Mengyuan suddenly snatched the pendant from my hand, I thought she would be happier, but in the next second she threw the pendant directly on the marble floor in front of me, the pendant split apart in an instant and flew to every corner of the house.

Su Mengyuan looked at the gauze on my head, hesitated to speak, then she pushed me away and walked out the door.

I feel uncomfortable in my heart, the more Su Mengyuan is like this, the more guilty I feel.This is what she used to be afraid that I would find out, so she secretly searched for the pendant designed by the processing master alone. Alas, with a sigh, I lay down on the ground and searched desperately, and finally found the broken pendant quickly.

If I don't speak clearly today, I'm really worried, so I want to catch up with her, but the damn elevator hasn't come up, I'm so anxious, this is the 28th floor, it's not realistic to run the stairs, and finally another elevator opens Door
After I got downstairs, I kept running outside. There is some distance from the building to the door. As long as I am fast enough, I will definitely catch up with her. At this time, I can't tell, this kind of following is to make Su Mengyuan feel better. Some, let me feel better about myself.

Finally I saw her at the gate of the community, she was about to cross the road to the opposite Cambridge Mansion, I quickened my pace, if she went in, I would have no reason to catch up with her.

"Su Mengyuan, wait"

I grabbed her, and she looked at me with a complicated expression, and finally said to me in a choked up voice: "I beg you, don't follow me anymore. As long as I see you now, I will think of those unpleasant things. I just feel dirty and disgusting, Yun Qian, I beg you to stop torturing me!"

"Su Mengyuan, I really didn't do it on purpose. I was already out of my mind at the time, and I couldn't see anything clearly. I didn't know it was you, it was like a dream!"

"A dream? Are you kidding me?"

"I'm not kidding, I really thought it was just a dream!"

"What do you think? It's just a dream? Then why do you keep pestering me to apologize, you don't even know what you did, you only have your shitty dream in your consciousness!"

Although it was difficult to speak, I still told the truth: "The next day I saw the lipstick on my mouth in the mirror, and found your pendant on the sofa. I remembered all the scenes, really. I'm sorry!"

After a suffocating silence, Su Mengyuan finally said to me: "Stop talking, don't apologize to me anymore, and don't apologize to me, if it wasn't for seeing you getting drunk at the bar, if it wasn't for you, you wouldn't tell me you I will not follow you back curiously, but you are so drunk that you even forgot to close the door. I am a bitch. When you come back from Lijiang, you start to be indifferent to me. I know you don’t love me. Go and wait for Xia Qing! Because you called Xia Qing's name from beginning to end that night. Maybe one day, she will come back!"

(End of this chapter)