From bar band to entertainment circle

Chapter 334 My Convalescent Life
"Which one did Xia Qing wear before?"

"Guitar!"

"Then I also want to wear a guitar. Xia Qing betrayed you and didn't know how to cherish you. Then I, Shen Qier, will guard this guitar. I will definitely not lose it."

The guitar pendant in my hand was swinging left and right, remembering what Shen Qier said back then, I laughed into the air.

"This microphone pendant is for you. I'll take this guitar. How can the lead singer not have a guitarist, right?"

"But the guitarist can live without the lead singer!"

I suddenly understood that all of this seemed to be destined by God, and all the words that were inadvertently spoken from my mouth in the past have become facts.

I took out the microphone pendant from the box, put the two in my hand to observe, and suddenly felt that the pendant had been cast a mysterious spell. The two women who wore the guitar pendant for me left me for the same reason and way. Evil door.

Not wanting to keep it any longer, I buried it in a winter mound.

……

Saying goodbye to Lisa, I rushed to the airport with my guitar on my back. The flight was heading to Shanghai, and the plane was about to take off. I sat in the cabin and quickly posted a Weibo and circle of friends.

"Goodbye, BJ, dreams are really dreams."

Not long after, many netizens commented one after another. I saw many scolding me to hurry up and stop dreaming here, and some encouraged me to simply switch to airplane mode and stop seeing the turbulent world.

During this period, some companies also called me, saying they wanted to discuss cooperation with me, and packaged me as an Internet celebrity, but I refused. Although I am notorious, traffic is money. After this incident, my Weibo fans increased to More than 200 million, those companies value this, but unfortunately I am not interested.

I'm already disgusted by this circle, I don't want to just get out of the quagmire and go deep into the swamp, and get caught up in the scramble for these capitals, if one day I don't have any interests, they will squeeze me out, they can eat people without spitting out their bones.

At 04:30 in the afternoon, arrive at Shanghai Hongqiao Airport.

I went to the counter and bought a bottle of Feitian Moutai. I was going to visit Shen Qier’s parents before going back to my hometown. Even though I broke up with her, I was in love once after all. Uncle Shen’s family treated me well, even if it’s just going through the motions, I have to say this one last time. finished.

Walking in this alley in old Shanghai with a long history, many residents pasted Spring Festival couplets, paper-cuts, with a strong New Year flavor, I was very emotional again, sighed, and continued to walk deep.

The door was open, and Shen Qier's mother was trimming the potted plants. I knocked on the door and said, "Hello, Auntie!"

Mother Shen turned her head and saw it was me, she was taken aback for a moment, and then asked with some guilt: "Xiaoyun, you...why are you here?"

"I'm going back to the southwest. I don't know what to come over next time. Before I leave, I will stop by to see you two elders. I probably won't have this opportunity in the future."

Shen's mother fell into a brief silence after hearing my words, maybe she didn't know what to say, after all, it was their daughter who ended this relationship.

I smiled and asked, "Auntie, is Uncle Shen at home?"

"Yes, yes, don't stand there, come in and sit at home, Old Shen, Xiaoyun is here." Shen's mother put down the scissors in her hand, and I followed her into the house. Drunk.

"Hello, Uncle Shen!"

Shen Qier's father just came down from upstairs, saw me, his eyes were a little complicated, and then he patted me on the shoulder, "You are a good boy, Qier has a strong personality, she doesn't listen to us, she doesn't want to part with me and her mother You ruined a lifetime of hard work and made a decision that she thinks is right, Xiaoyun, I hope you don't hate her, it's my uncle's family who are sorry for you."

"I don't hate, I can't hate now. There are true and false things on the Internet. Maybe you and auntie have a lot of questions, but what I said on Weibo is the truth. I have never been sorry to Shen Qier. This relationship I have a clear conscience, well, I really imagined that we would be a family before, and now things are different."

The three of them were silent for a while, and they were talking about marriage some time ago, I could vaguely feel something, maybe this is human nature.

I put the wine on the table, "Uncle Shen, Auntie, this is the last time I call you this. Our two families have no fate in this life. Take care of your health, I will stay soon."

"Xiaoyun, let's go after dinner!" Mother Shen said with a sad face.

"No more trouble."

"You'd better take this wine back. It's too expensive. It's not suitable for us to accept your things now."

I smiled at them, turned around sadly, and then quickly ran out of the room, ignoring the shouting behind me.In their eyes, I, Yunqian, was terminated by the company and was in huge debts. I have no future. Some words are euphemisms of us Chinese. Maybe they acquiesce in Shen Qier's choice. After all, the future Her son-in-law is from a wealthy family, so it will be such a privilege.

Looking at the street view of the city from the car, I was quite disappointed this trip, it felt purely superfluous, and sometimes people are really realistic.

……

When I returned to my hometown again, my spirit finally didn’t have to be tense. My dad gave me a long thought lesson, telling me not to have any more music dreams, but to live a down-to-earth life, endure hardships and stand hard work, and strive to pay it off as soon as possible. Shen Yu's money.

I nodded and approved the whole process. I have experienced so much, and my dreams have been shaken.

Lost in career and relationship, I am tired of the city's fireworks.

I feel noisy and annoying in crowded places, so I came up with the idea of ​​going back to my hometown villa to recuperate. I wanted to have a quiet time. At first, my dad refused to let me go to Hunan construction site with him to work in two days. Said, your son's career is gone, his girlfriend is gone, you really don't want me to take a breather, calm down, maybe one day I won't be able to bear it anymore.

I'm not joking. During this period of time, my indicators were not very satisfactory in all aspects. I often suffered from insomnia, deep self-doubt, tinnitus from time to time, cranky thoughts, and a lack of desire to survive. I even suspected that I was suffering from depression.

In the end, my dad gave me a month to recuperate, and after a month, I went to work obediently with him, so that I could recognize the reality and stop having unrealistic fantasies.

The next day
I brought my guitar, computer, and bought a bunch of things in the supermarket. I drove Wuling Hongguang to my hometown villa, circling the mountain road, just like my complicated mood. Every time I turned a corner, it was a problem.

Open the door, the familiar smell.

There are many more things inside, and there is still some firewood smell. It seems that my dad not only added some things during this period, but also brought friends here for vacation. It is cold in winter, so I immediately picked up some firewood in the yard and put it in this European-style stove combustion.

It's really quiet here, with no neighbors, no sirens, no sound of real estate construction, no need to deal with people you don't like, no intrigue, no capital squeeze.

I like it here, I like everything here.

(End of this chapter)