From bar band to entertainment circle

Chapter 350
I booked a flight ticket home from Shanghai, and mailed the packed things home. I threw all the things I couldn’t take away into the trash can outside the yard. The landlord was quite conscientious. After my hard work, she finally Ken gave me half of the rent and deposit back.

three days later

I was standing in the south square of the high-speed rail station with a bag on my back and a guitar in my hand. I was about to leave the city, cut off all worries, and mustered up my courage. I finally called Xia Qing:
"Hey, are you busy? I'm...leaving this city."

"Where are you going? When are you leaving?"

"Go home, let's go now." I took a deep breath, "Go back to our small town, and then take an exam for a civil servant. An ordinary life is pretty good, at least I can choose again now, debt-free Light, at least I don't have to pay back the 500 million liquidated damages, I wish you and Han Yishen happiness!"

"Yunqian, what are you talking about? Are you in debt? And who is Han Yishen? I don't even know this person. What's the matter with you? "

I suddenly laughed twice, and said nothing, yes, how could Xia Qing know this?Today, I can no longer tell what is real and what is fake. To this day, I have not completely come out of that illusory world.

Xia Qing asked in a deep voice, "Then will you come back?"

"No more!" I breathed lightly, "I have nothing to hold on to in this city, and I have no ties to it. I want to leave all the time. I have lived for four years, but it is very strange."

"Okay, then I wish you the best of luck, I'm going to be busy here, I'll talk to you later, hang up first!" I put down the phone sadly, thinking that Xia Qing would keep me, but I still had a glimmer of hope, I am beyond help.

After arriving in Shanghai, I wanted to go to the old street in my dream. The strange thing is that there is an old street in Shanghai. There are many tourists here. Whether it is decoration style or humanities, it has already been full of strong commercial atmosphere. After all, it is in line with my dream different, and such an old city street...does this bustling Shanghai still exist today?

Before the plane took off, I sent a farewell message to Moments. After I landed, I found out that among so many classmates, friends and colleagues, only Qin Wen chatted with me privately and asked me why I left and whether I would come back. It turns out that the reality is so deserted.Nanke World, I have been on the show, met celebrities, and there is no shortage of wealthy friends around me. If I share a photo in Moments casually, many people will come to comment, but now no one cares about it. Now everyone is indifferent. It turns out A worthless person is just a stranger in the eyes of friends.

One day you will find that these people only appear when you are prosperous, but when you fall into a trough, they will leave you in an instant.

"Most of the time, friendship is based on your value. If one day, you have no value, then you may have no friends at all." This sentence sounded in my ears, and it is not unreasonable , this value includes but is not limited to money, fame, ability and other capital that can be realized by people.

There is another kind of hidden value, such as your emotions, personality charm, knowledge and other advantages that can nourish the hearts of others.In short, your ability to benefit or please others is your social value and determines your friendships.

This reminds me of Sikong, I haven't seen this guy for a long time, we can't use each other, at least at this stage, but he can make me happy when we play together, I can make him feel interesting , this is the potential value of our mutual existence.

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"Brother Qian, you're finally back, do you know? Sister Qin Qing is also in the provincial capital, why don't I call her over and let's have barbecue together! Sigh, the three of us haven't sat together for several years."

"I don't care. If you're not afraid of her getting mad at you, just call me!" I frowned, pretending to be indifferent, but I was actually waiting for an opportunity, an opportunity to apologize.

"Stop pretending, your expression has already betrayed you, I don't know yet, in fact, you also want to see Sister Qin Qing in your heart, right?" Lin Yuan grinned like a pig's head.

I drank a glass of beer to cover up my embarrassment, "By the way, what is your sister Qin Qing doing in the provincial capital? Doesn't she work in the tax bureau?"

"Brother Qian, are you sleepwalking?" Lin Yuan looked at me in surprise, "It's true that Sister Qin Qing is preparing for the civil servant exam, but it's not yet the exam date. She came here for a trip with her best friend, and we met yesterday Well, Sister Qin Qing is more beautiful now than before!"

"Oh, maybe I haven't slept well these two days." I patted my head and said, "Do you have any photos? Show me."

Lin Yuan smiled. He watched me take out the phone, his eyes could be as bad as possible, "No, this is our group photo yesterday, I didn't lie to you, right? You should treasure it for yourself!"

I looked at Qin Qing's photo and fell into deep thought. I haven't seen her for many years, but she looks so similar to when I got married. In a haze, I heard Lin Yuan say: "Brother Qian, I heard that Sister Qin Qing's senior came from Wuhan to chase after her. When she comes to us, if you change your mind, I advise you to hurry up, otherwise Sister Qin Qing will become a daughter-in-law in Wuhan. "

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Three years later

Suddenly the exposure light came on, I squinted my eyes subconsciously, and I remembered the dream that made me decide to come back here many years ago.

"Boys are a little closer to girls, eh, yes, you will be more energetic after sitting upright like this..." The avant-garde photographer held a toothpick in his mouth, not at all like a photo studio next to the Civil Affairs Bureau.

What a beautiful illusion that was!
The photographer slid the mouse and said, "Okay, both of you, come and take a look. If you are not satisfied, you can take another shot."

I often think, if there is no that dream, am I still waiting for the next part of the story that will never end and is still in fantasy.

But life will not come back, just like my musical dream.

When I wake up, what I need to face is not colorful ideals, but reality and life.Perhaps since I saw the end of my dream, what belongs to me is no longer a guitar, no longer a score, but one reality after another, and a life that has disappeared from everyone.

The man in the mirror touched his short stubble. He was no longer a youth or a teenager. The girl next to him was holding his arm and chattering excitedly to the photographer. It seemed that this was quite a part of his life. For simple happiness silhouettes.

"Yun Qian, let's choose this one, shall we?"

"Well, as long as you like it."

Perhaps it is because I know that waiting is useless that I am in the current situation.That dream, maybe it's just a reminder that I don't want me to miss love.With the stencil falling, the new life belonging to me and her also opened the first page.

Oh, by the way, I forgot to introduce, the girl next to me is Wei Xiaowei, from Ya'an, Sichuan, and I saved her life two years ago when I was driving the Sichuan-Tibet line.She likes to draw very much. I still remember that she was sketching on the side of the road that day, just because I looked at her sideways a few more times, but saved this lovely girl who had an asthma attack.

Today, we finally ended our two-year long-distance love race, and entered into a new life together.

- Complete the book
(Special thanks to Old Arwen for future talks)
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The author says:

First of all, thank you who are still chasing books along the way, updating intermittently, thank you for your perseverance, maybe you may be disappointed when you see this?I sneered at the ending like this, but in fact, looking back, it is also reasonable.

If it wasn't for Nankey Yimeng, how could Yunqian be in such a situation in real life?
Some people say that Su Mengyuan's meaning is difficult to appease, but how many people in this world can meet a girl like Su Mengyuan?Regardless of body size, appearance, personality or family background, looking at the reality, how many people can meet such a girl and they love him with all their hearts. People like Su Mengyuan must exist, but they are not necessarily Yunqian. .

It might be better to say that Su Mengyuan is a reflection of Yun Qian's psychology. She works hard to stay in the big city for the person she likes, and does things that she doesn't care about just to fill her stomach. She has no dreams and faces all kinds of pressure. It also sells anxiety, the society is highly competitive, it is difficult to find a good job after graduation from college, and every time a job comes into contact with, the surplus value is ruthlessly squeezed by capital. He is not happy, he is very bored, life is [-] There is no excitement, no excitement, so it led to psychologically shaping a weird girl like Su Mengyuan into his life, to accompany him in Nanke World to relieve boredom, and let him experience many interesting things in his boring life, so Yunqian felt that She is like sent from heaven, yes, if every lonely person has Su Mengyuan as a companion, I don't think he will be too lonely, right?
What is more sad is the sense of loss after waking up from the dream. Until the day before leaving that city, he would still go to the alley to wait for a cat. People always have something to look forward to. Have a fantasy and find a reason.

If Xia Qing asks to stay, he will definitely not leave.He doesn't know if Xia Qing likes him in his heart, and I guess Xia Qing doesn't know whether Yun Qian likes her or not, but from the moment Xia Qing left the band to sign a contract with the agency, Yun Qian and Xia Qing are like two intersecting lines The same goes further and further.

Shen Qier, in costume dramas, she is the kind of woman who must avenge her revenge. In the world of Nanke, Yunqian and she got acquainted with each other because of a slap in the face. Attracted by Yunqian's talent, Yunqian likes her playing the bass, the two admire each other, and rent together by accident, and become teammates fighting side by side. There are many differences. Xia Qing is an intellectual woman, and her coolness can only explode on the stage. On the other hand, Shen Qier is a very cool girl, both on stage and in life. At least this is Yun Qian. At first I had an impression of her, but after getting along with her for a long time, I realized that Shen Qier also had a tender side.It can be said that in addition to slowly uncovering her mystery, we also had a lot of common experiences together. Shen Qier's ambiguity, women chasing men's interlayer paper, isn't the most feared thing for men when they are alone is ambiguity?

In fact, in Yunqian's heart, he has always longed to fight side by side with Xia Qing. He misses the time when he played in a band in college. In Nanke World, he first refracted and created a girl like Su Mengyuan to make life interesting. If it is true or false, then there will be changes and stories will happen, so a woman with a hot personality like Shen Qier will be refracted. If you look closely at Shen Qier, she actually has some characteristics of summer love. There are also the characteristics of Su Mengyuan, and even occasionally a little bit of Qin Qing's Xiaojiabiyu.In the world of Nanke, Shen Qier can be said to be the character throughout the book. Of every important character in it, only Shen Qier has the most contact. Maybe you didn’t realize this after reading it?It's a pity why such a woman left later?One is to reflect some reality, and the other is because this is in the world of Nanke, and the characters are created by combining the characteristics of other people. Xia Qing left Yunqian because of difficulties, so Shen Qier will naturally leave at this point of difficulties. He is embarrassing.

Qin Qing from Nanke World asked, "Yunqian, what kind of woman will you marry in the future?"

"Anyway, she's not a woman with a lot of worries!" That's why Yunqian answered in this way psychologically. It can be said that the word "difficulties" has broken his heart over and over again. Qin Qing and Qing were childhood sweethearts and grew up together. It can be said that she is the person who understands him best, and also the woman who the author thinks is the most suitable for living. He and her are most like the silhouette of life.

Especially in the final chapter of Nankeyimeng, most book friends probably thought that after Yunqian returned to the real world and apologized to Qin Qing, it should be logical to get married three years later.In fact, it is not. Wei Xiaowei pops up halfway, short-lived, without too much introduction, and the inexplicable appearance is the end, which makes people dumbfounded.

In the world of Nanke, Qin Qing has always loved Yunqian deeply and forgave him, and has always been in Yunqian's most difficult time. In the end, they entered the palace of marriage in the world of Nanke.But back to reality, after all, Yunqian has caused her so much harm, even if she apologizes, in exchange for anything, after so many years, whether it is love or hate, I think it will have been watered down!In real life, once a lot of love is lost, it is irretrievable, isn't it?So this is also the reason why they didn't get together with Qin Qing in the end, but at least they are beautiful in Nanke World.

This is not a perfect ending, but it is also a more suitable ending. This dream is too real, too long, and difficult to appease, so that Yun Qian will still think of this dream many years later, this dream-like dream !

Alas, life is like a dream, and dreams are like life. In the end, it is just a dream!
But, have you ever wondered?

If everything can be repeated, if the world of Nanke is the real world, and the chapters of Nanke Yimeng are the real Nanke Yimeng, how will the follow-up plot develop?

If the story continues to be written, where will Yun Qian go?let us wait and see!

　People in the world only know Nanke and Mengmeng, but no one knows that there is another dream.

　　How many people think that the girl who married Yun Qian in real life is Qin Qing? Friends who think so, please leave a message haha.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)