my gorgeous life

Chapter 86 I Hurt Her

There is no computer at home, so Wang Jingchuan ran out of the community, took a taxi and went straight to the Internet cafe.

There are no seats available.

According to Liu Qing's trick, Wang Jingchuan bought a seat for 50 yuan.

At this time, I can't control so much.

He hurriedly boarded his QQ, at 08:30, the profile picture was still gray.

After An Ran returned home, she went straight to the bedroom to turn on the computer, and when she clicked on the QQ icon, her hand suddenly stopped.

She doesn't want to log in now, what if he's not there?
Wait, wait, wait.

Wang Jingchuan waited anxiously, unable to do anything, just staring at the head portrait.

nine o'clock.

The image suddenly lights up.

Wang Jingchuan finally let go of his hanging heart, and quickly opened the dialog box.

"My God! You finally showed up. What's going on these days? Why aren't you online? Do you know how much I miss you?"

I sent several messages in a row, but the other party did not respond.

At this moment, An Ran's eyes were already filled with tears. Ever since she came back from Yanjing, she had already vowed never to use this QQ account again, and she wanted to end that youthful relationship.

However, she wanted to log in countless times, and even though it had been confirmed, she was still unwilling to give up.

At this moment, when I saw his profile picture and her message again, I couldn't help it.

It seemed that all the grievances broke out at this moment.

"You, why, lied to me."

Wang Jingchuan was stunned for a moment.

Know my identity?
Impossible, absolutely impossible, she was fine just now, it is impossible for such a simple girl like her to be able to act.

So what happened?
"?"

Wang Jingchuan sent a greeting, and then frantically thought about various things in his mind, looking for some clues.

Why did she think he was going to lie to her?

"Think for yourself, I'll give you 10 minutes, if you don't understand, I'll log off, I swear I'll disappear forever."

Wang Jingchuan didn't reply to the message in a hurry, lit a cigarette, and recalled every detail before.

During the chat, he really lied to her.

His name is not Wang Jing, but Wang Jingchuan; he is not a student of Yenching University, but a high school dropout; he does not work for that company.

These three things lied to her.

But how did she know?
At this point, 5 minutes have passed.

With a bang, Wang Jingchuan suddenly thought of a certain possibility, and hurriedly took out his mobile phone to call Xiaomei.

"Brother Chuan, what's the matter?"

"Xiaomei, since I left Yanjing, has anyone looked for me or investigated me?"

"No!"

"Think about it again, it's very important."

The other party was silent for a while, and then suddenly yelled, "Brother Chuan, on the second day after you left, a little girl came to a man named Wang Jing and said that this man worked in the company and that he graduated from Yenching University." Yes, and then she called this man a big liar."

Ong said.

Wang Jingchuan seemed to have ringing in his ears suddenly, and he couldn't hear what Xiaomei said anymore.

That's right, it's her.

It must be her.

It was her birthday that day, and she wanted to do the bravest thing, but her original plan was to step on the broken bridge.

I don't know why I suddenly changed my focus, and I did a braver thing, came to Yanjing to find myself.

Then he discovered the truth, he was lying to her, even his name.

With excitement and apprehension, she made the most important decision in her life. She went to find her sweetheart, and then found that she was cheated. In a strange city, there was no one she knew by her side.

At that time, how sad should she be?
What kind of mood did she set foot on the train back home?How did she spend her birthday?
Wang Jingchuan now knew how much he had hurt her.

"Brother Chuan, thinking about it now, I should be looking for you. That little girl is so beautiful and pure, with a ponytail and a backpack on her back. By the way, she was wearing a small T-shirt that day, with big breasts. It’s gone. Brother Chuan, you really found a treasure.”

"Brother Chuan, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, I'm hanging up."

Wang Jingchuan hung up the phone, tears had already blurred his vision.

Love her.

But it hurt her so deeply.

What is this called love?

At this moment, Wang Jingchuan wanted to run back, to her house, and tell her all the truth.

Take the fight and take the punishment.

Just hope it hurts her less.

However, if he passed by in this capacity, it would be tantamount to cheating her again.

what should I do?
The message of the dialog box came again.

"Countdown, ten..."

"Nine"

"Eight"

"Seven"

……

Wang Jingchuan pressed his fingers on the keyboard and typed three words.

"sorry!"

At the same time, he kept saying these three words in his mouth.

"Why did you lie to me?"

"When we first met, in order to improve myself, I said that I was a college student, and I had a good job in Yanjing."

This is indeed the case.

On the Internet, it has always been unreal. Wang Jingchuan exaggerated his identity just for fun.

A top student at Yenching University.

In the subsequent chats, Wang Jingchuan wanted to confess many times, and even typed those words on the keyboard, but finally deleted them.

"You know what? You hurt me very, very deeply."

An Ran in front of the computer was crying like a mess.

"sorry Sorry!"

Wang Jingchuan said it over and over again.

The two sides fell silent like this.

Wang Jingchuan kept smoking here, while An Ran kept crying there.

After a long, long time.

Wang Jingchuan pinched out his cigarette and typed a few words.

"Tell me, I can accept any ending."

Wang Jingchuan even thought, why not just call it a day.

The damage caused to her by Lalamury will be doubled with Wang Jingchuan's identity.

After a while, the other party replied.

"Let's be friends again!"

They were boyfriend and girlfriend before, but this time they are ordinary friends.

"Am I still qualified to be your friend?"

"Whatever, I don't know how to deal with it now. To be honest, I really want to ignore you forever, but I can't. Whenever the night is quiet, I will think of those days when I chatted with you. Never forget."

Habit, probably because of habit, I am used to chatting with him every day, talking about life, ideals, poetry and songs...

Habits are always the hardest thing to change.

"Okay, just be friends."

Wang Jingchuan sighed slightly, even if she was like this, she would still be a friend.

Why be so kind?
If I'm really a badass, she'll be ruined.

An Ran stared blankly at the message he sent, feeling a little disappointed for no reason.

Why did you agree so quickly?

Can't you fight for it?

"Okay, then I'm offline."

"Well, good night, have a good dream."

The opponent's profile picture turns gray.

Wang Jingchuan's heart is full of mixed feelings now, she reappeared, it would be better not to appear.

What should I do in the future?

How to make up for the harm done to her?

These are questions.

(End of this chapter)