Military: Let you report, you can easily catch the wanted criminal

Chapter 1193 I am not your consideration

Jiang Fan said: "If you are talking, this will be gone."

Yao Xueyan frowned, holding the wine glass in both hands, and turned aside angrily.

Watching Jiang Fan's movements warily.

Seeing that Jiang Fan had no intention of grabbing the cup, he poured the wine in one gulp.

"I take back what I said before about the wine not being delicious. I think it tastes pretty good."

Jiang Fan raised his eyebrows and said, "Oh, I still remember what I said before."

Yao Xueyan said angrily: "Of course, I didn't drink too much."

Jiang Fan looked at Yao Xueyan's state and suddenly said, "What time did you arrive at my office this afternoon?"

Jiang Fan took it step by step and wanted Yao Xueyan to tell him the reason.

From the moment a little bit of wine seeped out, it was as if the events of today had found an outlet.

Jiang Fan didn't know the reason, but the relationship between Yao Xueyan and her relatives was not particularly good.

With one sentence, Jiang Fan immediately understood Yao Xueyan's emotional changes.

"I'm a problem. I'm causing trouble for my family."

Jiang Fan showed mercy and poured the bottom of a bottle for her.

But her heart felt like a cracked wine glass.

Yao Xueyan seemed to be emboldened. After taking a sip of wine, she pretended to be relaxed and said: "I will apply to the organizer tomorrow to withdraw from the competition."

Jiang Fan browsed videos and articles about Yao Xueyuan on the Internet, and at the same time tried to connect these with Yao Xueyuan in front of him.

Yao Xueyan's hand holding the cup gradually became harder, and her knuckles even began to turn white.

Yao Xueyan timidly pushed the cup over and said pitifully: "Can you pour me some more?"

When Yao Xueyan heard this, she fell silent.

After waiting for a while, the sound of cups wiping the table and getting closer suddenly appeared on the table.

She had relatively more contact with her grandfather when she was a child. Maybe it was because the older generation was separated from her, or maybe her parents didn't have time to take her, so they left her at her grandfather's house, and his grandfather took her to the research institute.

After these days of contact, Jiang Fan got to know a little bit about Yao Xueyan's family situation.

Jiang Fan nodded: "What's the reason?"

She was also very face-conscious. If she hadn't been paralyzed by alcohol to a certain extent, she might not have opened this mouth.

They are related by blood and meet occasionally but are not familiar with them.

"It seems to be around four o'clock, I can't remember clearly."

I always felt that, according to her original situation, shouldn't she be hearty after saying those words?
Why are you depressed?
Could it be that something happened after she said these words?

Judging from her condition, she probably had a call from home.

The education Yao Xueyan received since childhood was top-notch.

She said: "Do you know? My mother hasn't contacted me for almost two months. She suddenly called me today. Do you know how happy I am?"

Jiang Fan listened quietly.

"But the first thing she said was that I was ignorant and causing trouble to the family."

Yao Xueyan smiled bitterly: "I just had a simple competition, but in their eyes, it's just a competition, winning or losing is not important. Now I expose myself directly for this competition, and I don't want my life."

Yao Xueyuan burst into tears.

She thought she didn't care so much about what her mother said, but in the end, her mother's attitude was like a thorn that would not fall away slowly over time, but would only pierce deeper and deeper.

"When I was interviewed, I said so many heartfelt words, saying that I was bullied and ostracized by others. I have been strong alone for so many years to make myself live a better life, but my mother didn't seem to notice at all. "She only noticed that I made a farce in front of the whole country. Do you think it's ridiculous?"

She angrily picked up the cup and poured it into her mouth, but only a few drops of wine flowed down.

Jiang Fan wisely poured a little more for her.

Jiang Fan thought for a moment and asked, "Did you decide to quit the competition for the sake of your family?"

Yao Xueyan was crying so hard that she couldn't breathe.

She rubbed her eyes: "Yes, I worked so hard just to get a place in the finals? How could I be willing to quit the competition?"

"But there is no other way. Since my mother said so, I can only quit. I can't cause any more trouble to my family."

Yao Xueyan looked at Jiang Fan with red eyes.

"I can't cause you any more trouble. The more I am exposed, the more people will attack me and more tasks will be added to you. I don't want you to be in danger because of me."

Jiang Fan took a sip of wine: "Why do I find it troublesome?"

Yao Xueyan looked at Jiang Fan's legs and said thoughtfully: "Last time, your legs were damaged because of me."

Jiang Fan said: "The time you said you were injured? My leg has healed long ago, and it only took three days."

He rolled up his trouser legs, and under the dim light, Yao Xueyan saw Jiang Fan's leg. There was only a light pink scar where the last injury occurred.

You can't really see clearly unless you look carefully.

Jiang Fan said: "If you think fighting with others is causing trouble for me, then you are really overthinking."

"Actually, class is what I don't like."

"what?"

Yao Xueyan looked at Jiang Fan with a surprised look on her face. The central processing system in her mind could no longer distinguish the meaning of this sentence, and he was trying to digest it.

Jiang Fan said: "For us soldiers, shooting and fighting to the death are as daily as eating and breathing."

"Do you know why some special forces need psychological counseling after returning from the battlefield?"

Yao Xueyan shook her head.

She really didn't know this. Jiang Fan was the only special soldier she had an in-depth understanding of.

Jiang Fan said: "Because in our lives, or in our consciousness, everything around us is potentially dangerous."

"We put ourselves under mental strain every day and use our bodies and eyes to detect the world."

"We have experienced brothers going through life and death, but in the end they disappeared on the battlefield, or you will see with your own eyes that your best comrade was hit by a shell in front of you, with a bloody hole appearing in his body."

"He looked at you in despair, but there was nothing you could do."

Yao Xueyan looked at Jiang Fan who looked sad and wanted to comfort her, but didn't know what to say.

Jiang Fan said: "I am one of them. I have experienced all the things I just mentioned, but I have passed the stage where I need psychological guidance."

"Do you understand what I mean when I say this?"

Yao Xueyan shook her head.

Jiang Fan: "Actually, I just want to say that I am more familiar with dangerous environments. An environment that is too comfortable will make us soldiers lose our sensitivity."

“If I had to choose to teach among teachers all the time, I would actually prefer to be on the front line.”

Yao Xueyan still looked at Jiang Fan blankly.

Jiang Fan raised his wine glass and touched Yao Xueyuan's glass gently: "I want to tell you that I am not someone you need to consider."

(End of this chapter)