Resist the world, but I spread the curse

Chapter 88 Consciousness
Hearing the nameless roar and the violent wind coming out from behind one after another, He Jiaan and Yu Lianyun, who were evacuating to the station, stopped in their tracks, staring back at the dark abyss behind them, as if seeing the soul of Li Yingqi chasing up After waving goodbye to them, he escaped into the Nether from the opposite direction and left far away.

The two let the smelly wind mess up their hair and clothes, making their cheeks and eye sockets red.

"Did you fail..." Yu Lianyun pursed her trembling lips.

He Jiaan and Yu Lianyun looked at each other, and the two pairs of sad eyes could see each other's inner thoughts.

Without hesitation, they walked into the subway parked at the platform, and after placing Xin Junmao on the seat of the carriage full of corpses, the two came to the driver's cab and started the tram.

The two of them increased the speed of the tram, and it was not the way out, but the unknown route opened by the Evolution Paradise Organization, going further underground and closer to the nether world.

They want to have a contest with the girl of gluttony at the place closest to hell, even if they are smashed to pieces.

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Xin Junmao was on his way back to the performance site. He didn't know how to navigate this intricate labyrinth, so he just walked aimlessly.

The sound of the live music still reverberates around, and the piece being performed at this time is Higher Finn's new work "Enlightenment".

While listening to the wonderful and bizarre music, Xin Junmao continued to walk, and he felt the paradoxical chords leading him to think.

I rejected Miss Zhao's words, what will happen to him afterwards?

It must be very angry.

He was so angry that he might rush out of the ground, and maybe destroy the entire Cuizhu City.

But after all, why me?

I'm just Xin Junmao, not Zhong Zhe, why should he abide by the agreement he made with Zhong Zhe back then...

But... that's the entire Cuizhu City, more than 1000 million people!Am I really going to give up the life of an entire city just to live on my own?
But... But I'm not that kind of courageous person.

Xin Junmao's face is sometimes tangled and painful, and his spirit is also at war with heaven and man.

He is the most ordinary and ordinary person, no matter what kind of past life he has, in his cognition, Xin Junmao is an ordinary person who can never give the most perfect answer and can only give a mediocre result.

But even if he lives an ordinary life, and even his current self has no existence value at all to the entire human society, he just wants to live.

He is only in his twenties, he wants to live, to live an ordinary and ordinary life that he likes, what is wrong with him?

So, why him?
After all, Xin Junmao still complained about his miserable fate. In a world with a population of more than seven billion people, why did he choose the most ordinary person to be a hero?

The sins committed in the previous life have nothing to do with him!
He was a little tired from walking, so he sat down against the wall of the corridor, then took out the comb, and asked in a low voice, "Can you answer my question?"

The comb didn't respond at all, Xin Junmao only thought that the other party had acquiesced, and asked, "If you are here now, if my real body is in danger, can you protect me?"

The comb lit up slightly, as if saying "yes".

Xin Junmao smiled slightly, it was an expected answer, and then he asked another question, which was what he really wanted to ask.

"I'm bringing you by my side now. If my parents' lives are in danger at this moment, can you still fulfill my wish and protect them?"

After hearing this question, the comb did not shine again.

Silence is already the best answer.

Xin Junmao stroked his forehead, pursed his lips, wept and laughed on his face, then got up with a sneer, as if he had thought of the answer, his back showed a bit of firmness.

As long as I follow the sound of the music, I should be able to return to the scene, right?After making the decision, Xin Junmao suddenly became enlightened, and his calm mind became more intelligent and rational.

And things were exactly as he expected, he followed the sound and found the entrance door back to the performance site, and returned to his seat.

"Did you come back after going to the toilet?" Lin Ling asked a little funny when he saw Xin Junmao who had gone and returned.

Xin Junmao took a deep breath and said seriously, "Boss Lin, I want to go out and return to the real world."

"If you are destined to die, at least you won't feel pain if you stay here." Lin Ling joked.

Xin Junmao lowered his head, was silent for a while, and said, "Even so, I still want to return to reality."

Xin Junmao clenched his fists and said, "I don't want to run away anymore. It's useless anyway. It's better to break up with her."

As he said that, Xin Junmao's Adam's apple moved, and he said with a choked voice: "Actually, I know everything, and I also feel that I am too much, whether it is me as Xin Junmao, or the me named Zhong Zhe in my previous life.

When I was Zhong Zhe, I made promises to two girls, but I didn't fulfill any of them. Everything I did was just to make myself feel better, so I went to be a soldier, went to the battlefield, and then went to be a soldier. Became a bandit, became an executioner, and finally committed suicide with shame... The roles I played and the things I did were all for myself.

And now I am Xin Junmao, a person who has lived for more than [-] years and is still ordinary or even a bit useless. What I want to do is still for myself. I try my best to laugh at myself, pretend to be brave, and escape my mediocrity.Even though I have actually integrated Zhong Zhe's personality and memory, I am still escaping my own destiny.

I don't want to run away anymore... At least this time, I want to do something meaningful. "

"Do you really think so?" Lin Ling asked with a smile.

Xin Junmao shook his head, showing an ugly smile, and said, "No, but I want to do this."

Lin Ling let out a soft laugh, as if he was happier than hearing Hemofin's superb piano skills. He got another very interesting answer, and then smiled and said to Xin Junmao: "It's very easy to go out. Just tear up the ticket."

Hearing this, Xin Junmao blinked, and then laughed himself, mocking himself, "I'm such an idiot." Immediately, he took out his admission ticket and tore it in half.

After feeling the pull of the spirit, Xin Junmao realized that he was returning to the physical body. Before he completely exited the dream world constructed by Hemofin, he said to Lin Ling, "Thank you, Boss Lin."

Lin Ling smiled without saying a word, then turned his eyes back to Haimofen who was in the center of the stage, clicked his tongue a few times, and said to himself: "Human beings can always give some unexpected answers, and they are indeed full of uncertainties. ah."

　Please collect tickets or something
　　
　
(End of this chapter)