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Chapter 190 You Protect Me
Although Carmel by the sea had already had a similar intimate contact with Xu Yiru, but this time, everything was very different.

The biggest difference?

At that time, although they were basically able to confirm each other's intentions, after all, there was still an ambiguous veil between the two of them. Even hugging, they were sneaking around in the streets of the small town in the name of dancing together. Completed.

This time...

Xiaoru bravely said the four words "I like you", and Han Yi responded with the same candor.

Many things can be felt without words, but if they can be expressed personally, that happiness will be stronger and irreplaceable.

Happiness is like a cloud, which lifts you away from the hustle and bustle of the world, and makes you float in the pure sky.

This is how Han Yi feels now.He felt that his body was melting, decomposing, and transpiring, turning into a layer of soft clouds that could change shape at will, carrying the treasure in his arms that had been tossed and turned across two lifetimes, and finally recovered, slowly rose into the air.

Xu Yiru put her head on Han Yi's chest, her right hand covered his upper arm in the most comfortable posture, and her left hand clasped his shoulder tightly. It seemed that if she let go, she would fall from the cloud that made her feel more joyful and at ease.

Sensing Xiaoru's movements, Han Yi didn't hesitate for a moment.The left hand that was pressed under the body wrapped around the girl's waist, and the right hand caressed her back, giving her a pure and strong sense of security.

There are all kinds of good smells in the world. The forest is shrouded in mist after the rain, and the breeze suddenly blows through the tip of the nose; in front of the crackling bonfire, with the burning ash and the cotton candy that gradually turns into caramel color White smoke rising from the sky; the newly built lawn in the summer garden, the pure fragrance of the morning dew baked by the morning light.

They are the most incredible experience that nature can provide, the concrete embodiment of the prosperity of all things, and the fuel that can make you regain your true love for life.

But for humans, no matter how rich the aroma is, it will pale in comparison to a single taste.

The smell of a lover.

It is a call that cannot be precisely described in any language, and a desire that no skilled psychologist can deconstruct.What's more, for each person, even for the same person at different stages of life, its characteristics and the emotions it represents have subtle or huge differences.

When you are young, the smell of your lover may be the sweat-soaked basketball jersey after the sun, or the body lotion applied by the slender hands hugging you on the back seat of the bicycle.Stepping into middle age, the smell of a lover quietly turns into a cigarette held between the index finger and middle finger, and hair dye that hides gray marks.At the last stage of life, the smell of a lover will be closely intertwined with the aging and non-renewable cuticle of the skin, as well as the disinfectant in the emergency room of the hospital, and cannot be separated.

It is not pleasant all the time, but at least, we who smell it will know the beacon of life and stay with us every step of the way.

At this moment, Han Yi and Xu Yiru's nose lingered like this.

Under normal circumstances, two well-informed people can find countless apt analogies for each other's smell.But now, their active minds are getting tired, their tense heartstrings are loosening and drooping, and for the first time in a long time, they don't have to find the right way for everything they see, hear, and smell when they are working hard in a foreign country. Reasonable analysis.All they need to do is to use their most authentic selves to experience the taste that should not be defined in the first place without any intention.

As small as the taste.

And easy taste.

"You like me, earlier than I like you ... earlier, don't you?"

The feeling of holding Xiaoru is almost the same as holding a kitten that has not yet been breastfed.

The skinny kitten's whole body can't find a sliver of flesh, it's full of bones, but it doesn't feel uncomfortable when lying on its body, on the contrary, it's as smooth and soft as jelly, and so is Xiaoru.

The clingy little guy may not have learned how to act like a baby, but in a warm environment where he trusts and relies on him, he will unconsciously purr to show his comfort and love, and so does Xiaoru.

Of course, Xiaoru is not a real cat after all, it would be too strange to make that kind of sound.The little grunt she expressed her joy was a contented moan that she couldn't help but hum through her nasal cavity during her long breaths.

Even for Han Yi, who owns an entire music group under his banner, this is one of the most beautiful voices he can hear in the world.Accompanied by soft human voices, Han Yi quickly sank into a half-dream and half-awake illusion.

After an unknown amount of time, Xiao Ru suddenly asked a question, and Han Yi was dragged back to the real world reluctantly.

"Ah... yes."

Han Yi thought for a moment, nodded, and smiled embarrassedly.

"When is it?" Xu Yiru raised her face and asked expectantly.

"When are you?" Han Yi's rhetorical question was also full of curiosity.

"Last year, March [-]st."

This answer, in the Getty suite of the Pierre Hotel, Xu Yiru had already explained it to Zhao Youzhen once, but telling the truth directly to his crush still made Xiaoru blush and heartbeat.

"I came to pick you up that day when it rained heavily, right?"

"Do you remember?"

Xu Yiru's pupils first shrank slightly in surprise, and then bent into a charming arc that made Han Yi's heart beat faster. The honey-like tenderness flowed between the eye sockets, so full that it was about to overflow.

"I must remember, I have been in Los Angeles for so many years, and that day was the day when it rained the most."

Han Yi looked down at Xiaoru and asked softly.

"But why that day?"

"Because..." Xu Yiru raised his right hand and stroked Han Yi's chest with his index finger. He didn't know what to write, "I found out that day that you can meet all my expectations... Well, it's not too bad to say that. Yes. It should be put this way—you are who I think you've always been."

"It's a mouthful."

Han Yi shook his head and laughed.

"What do you think I've always been?"

"Big villain."

Xiaoru glared at him coquettishly.

"I think you are... Actually, it's really hard to sum it up in succinct words. If I have to say it... I don't know how to say it!"

Burying her face back into Han Yi's chest again, Xu Yi complained in a low voice.

"It's okay, don't tell if you don't know."

Han Yi patted Xiaoru on the back and comforted him softly.Human beings are originally extremely complex and entangled creatures in terms of emotions. There is often only a sentence or an action between likes and dislikes.

It's even more difficult to say why you like it.

It's like asking why Han Yi likes Xu Yiru, how can there be only one aspect that attracts him?The chemical reaction produced by the combination of multiple shining points is called liking.

He didn't want to speculate too much on this aspect, but Han Yi believed that Xiaoru should be like this too.

Over time, I kept discovering his tiny cuteness, which finally gathered in a flash on that majestic rainy night and burst out.

"But it was much earlier than I thought."

Han Yi roughly calculated the time in his heart, and sighed half-truthfully.

Because he had already expected it in his heart - if Xu Yiru really developed feelings for him, then there is a high probability that it started from that day.

"A year... almost a year and a half?"

"That's right." Xiaoru snorted, "I'm super good at hiding things."

Why not hide it now?

If you hide it any more, I'm afraid there will be more than one Zhao Youzhen.

This is the most firm conclusion that Xu Yiru came to after a month of independent thinking.

"To be honest, maybe I'm too slow, but I really couldn't see it before."

Han Yi frowned, carefully recalling every interaction with Xu Yiru in his last life after March 2015, 3 in his memory.

Every time, I thought it was worth pondering, but it was so normal.

It was impossible for Han Yi not to be aware of Xiaoru's subtle attitude change after that majestic rainy night.But once the inner world of a college boy gets entangled, he doesn't know how many times it will turn back and forth compared to a girl of the same age.For a while, I feel confident that the other party must have deep roots in him, and for a while, I worry about gains and losses because of a signal that I feel is alienated and divided...

In other words, Han Yi could perceive Xu Yiru's difference, but he was unable to draw an accurate conclusion for this difference.

Now, after hearing from Xu Yiru personally that the feelings for him began to germinate at that time, various fragments in memory gradually began to be covered with a pink filter that makes people think.

"So you came with a pig's brain."

Xu Yiru, who was walking back on the time train in his mind like Han Yi, couldn't stop laughing.

"Think about it, if you don't have feelings for you, why when you sent me to the airport last year, I... wait a minute, no, no, I was the one asking you just now!"

Xiaoru tugged at Han Yi's face affectionately, the gesture that she was too embarrassed to do even ten times before, seemed so natural under the atmosphere tonight.

"Obviously I'm asking you, when did you start liking me, okay?"

"When, um, let me think about it..."

"You fell in love with me the first time you saw me, didn't you?"

It is rare for Xiaoru to boast, even the light spots jumping in her eyes are full of pride.She imitated Han Yi's Mandarin accent lamely, shaking her head.

"This girl is so beautiful here, I like it very much."

In the eyes of Baodao people, imitating the speech of mainland compatriots on the other side of the strait, it seems that every word has to be authentic.

"No." Han Yi also picked up Xu Yiru's face in a similar manner, "On the contrary, the first time I saw you, my thought was... don't be in a group, don't get involved. "

"Huh?" Hearing Han Yi's unexpected answer, Xiaoru stood up and tilted her head in doubt, "What's going on?"

"It's because you are so good-looking, so I concluded at the first glance that I must have no role for this girl. Since I have no role, stay away from the Shura field next to you."

"Where is there any Shura field?"

"You don't know how many boys surrounded you in the first class, don't they, from Huaguo, South Korea, Singapore, Thailand, and even rare animals like Japanese students have been lured out of their holes by you... The United Nations of Asia belongs to it .”

"Whoever led the snake out of the hole, don't talk if you can't talk." Xu Yiru sighed softly, looking at Han Yi with some helplessness, "They are all classmates I met at Orientation. They asked me which courses I took, and I didn't think much about it." ah."

"The awareness of self-protection is extremely poor," Han Yi commented.

"It's a bit...but it's okay."

Xiaoru didn't refute Han Yi's evaluation, but threw himself into Han Yi's arms again, breathing in his scent greedily.Xu Yiru, who had already taken the first step, found that at this moment, even if she lifted herself from Han Yi's chest for a second, she would feel as if her beloved toy was about to be lost.

This time hugging Han Yi again, Xu Yiru pressed her closer and tighter, with her chin directly on his shoulder, and breathed Rulan into the ear of the boy she liked.

"Just protect me."

It was another sentence that completely quieted Han Yi's world.

No normal man can resist the unreserved trust, attachment and delicacy shown by the girl he likes in such an absolutely safe and extremely intimate environment.

The water of love from Helen can overthrow the whole kingdom of Troy with only one drop.

Coincidentally, Han Yi is a modern Trojan.

He put more force on his hands, hugged the soft and boneless beauty in his arms even tighter, took deep breaths for countless times, and replenished the strength that could support him to move forward for a long time before continuing.

"In this way, I really fell in love with you, as if it was the same day as you fell in love with me..."

"It's also March [-]st?"

"Correct."

"Understood." Xu Yiru blinked, "You like drowned chickens."

"That's right, because it has been washed, and the hair can be stewed directly after plucking."

With Han Yi's personality, he naturally wouldn't miss the teasing that was on his lips.But this time, he didn't keep joking unseriously, but quickly regained his seriousness.

"I had dinner with you that day, and I drove you to the parking lot of the apartment. The third floor, I remember, will always be the third floor... I stopped at the door of the elevator, watched you close the door, get out of the car, and pushed open the closed door. The door, then looked back at me, and said something..."

"'See you tomorrow'."

"You didn't say 'thank you for picking me up today, I'm so touched' or something like that, just a simple 'see you tomorrow'. I get the feeling that...you didn't call because it was raining I came to pick you up, but you are used to my existence, to my taking care of you, to every big or small thing in life, I have my presence."

"I believe that even if it didn't rain that day, you would call me over. Just to ride in my car, just to have dinner with me, just to tell me what you want to confide... because you only have me, I only want to have me."

"It sounds very arrogant, but that's my truest thought... It's not so much that I fell in love with you that day, it's better to say that I didn't dare to face it until I realized your habit and dependence on me. Feelings."

"Driving back to the Gateway, I was thinking. Ah, that's great, how nice it would be to keep hearing 'see you tomorrow' all the time."

Hearing that Han Yi expressed his true feelings without embellishments or rhetoric, Xiao Ru buried her face in his hair and smiled happily for a long time.

"It turned out that you knew everything. I thought you were such an idiot."

After a while, Xiao Ru rubbed Han Yi's cheek with the tip of his nose like a kitten, and whispered.

"Then since you liked me at that time, why did it take so long?"

"I really have to wait for a girl to confess to you, don't I?"

"Because it was just a guess at the time, and I'm not [-]% sure. If it's just wishful thinking on my part, it would be embarrassing. I don't have any friends. And..."

At this point, Han Yi stopped abruptly.

"And what?"

Feeling something was wrong during the conversation, Xiaoru turned Han Yi's face and met his eyes.

"and……"

She found that what flashed in Han Yi's eyes was not pure joy and happiness.

"I'm afraid... I'll be your Dexter too."

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